Just got into a fight with Benny the Bitch (step dad). He was starting to talk rudely to me, since I was tired and had the slightest bit of attitude. So he said to me, “Stop giving me shitty looks or you won’t have the tablet at all.” He kept saying, “Got it?” Until I finally yelled ‘yes’. I got angry and told him sharply, that “You aren’t even my dad.” I finished my one taco (my mom ALWAYS makes them since he’s a Mexican), since I was about to throw the plate at him I put it in the sink, and got the trash together. I tied it, and he told me to stop with the disrespectful attitude, ESPECIALLY TO MY MOM. So I shot back at him with saying “Oh, you’re the one to tell me that.” And he had the nerve to ask what I meant. So I said, “I don’t tell her that her body is unattractive and gross. I don’t tell her that she’s a dumbass.” He said, “It’s not about me, this is about you!!” And that look he always has on his face when someone talks back to him and stands up for themselves makes me want to claw his retarded eyes out. I hate him more than anything. So I said something else that I don’t even remember with the trash bag in my hand, the door opened. Benny told me that I’m just the kid, the similar comeback that mom has. He yelled at me to JUST TAKE THE TRASH OUT AND SHUT UP. I slammed the door shut just as I began to cry and stormed out to the dumpster, threw the trash away, and sat on the bottom step of the stairwell to try and be alone with my thoughts, cry, and get away from that hellish demon. So my mom got mad, on his side, and found me at the bottom, pretty much telling me that I started it, that he’s right on the fact that I’m just the kid, and to GET BACK IN THE HOUSE, NOW. Next time he tries to say something to me, I’ll tell him not to talk to me. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I want him to leave…
*The worst part is that I probably won’t be able to talk to Doryu (gf) for awhile, or ever again on his watch.