i hade a bad day today. i cant with this. hormones decided to gift me with mood swings today so i couldn't focus on anything today including my karate. not just that but my insecurities too. i had thought of so many self doubts today hsjskzkzm

now i feel terrible. im going to be offline again bye


(idk why but being here kinda stresses me. i cant tell if its stress or that i just need to take a long break here)