Im feeling a bit better lately...
I was like.... looking back on video's from a while ago..... i took silly video's with my friends and pets and my brother, and i seen how sick i looked. I realized how happy i used to be on medibang (and when i people called me the myspace queen because i posted non-stop). Im sorry if now im dragging down the mood, i wont be myself for a while.
I keep waking up, i have alot of things on my mind rn.
Im sorry for hiding the anorexia thing.. even worse when i came back i didnt give an explanation of why i left, i just covered it pretending i was ok. I didnt suspect smth was wrong and no one else did because i seemed so happy, till it hit me what i done to myself, when i was at the doctor i explained my symptoms and i was told im anorexic. Before when i stopped feeding myself thought i was doing the right thing, i was obviosly not. Thats why i was never really a sad person because my problems never really brought me down so i kept being the happy person i was. I hope i can return to myself, the happy me who posted nonstop..
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Im trying my hardest to make art.....i have something a work in progress, two things actually. I havent posted in ages im sorry 😐