Note: I am still in contact with this person, but I don't think I really have the courage to leave her yet.

Another note: If you see some Grammer mistakes in this post, I truly apologize about that.

Well, you may not have known about this, but I have an online sister (On YouTube and on Twitter), But there is some things I wanted to tell, but I'm not so sure if I wanted to say anything since I'm not a fan of cancel culture and is fucking scared of the situations with her that she was doing to me and others.

She is a Pokemon and Friday night Funkin fan and always says that she "loves" me and she is my ""sister"", but I was not sure how to explain this since this was probably behind closed doors (DMs).

She is known for: Guilt Tripping, Having tantrums, being racist against Chinese people, cussing out about others, talking trash about people behind their backs, being spoiled, being manipulative, blaming others, starting dramas, faking depression, and trying to antagonize me in drama (WHICH HAPPENED ONCE).

She gets mad at me a lot in her "roleplays" for very little reasons and getting offended at me for stupid stuff that I quickly get nervous about. She spams crying emojis and *asterics* in her words to act like she is actually "crying" and saying that I "hurt her feelings" even though my messages weren't even trying to offensive or mean spirited. She one time said "Ykw? I hate you now Butter" and something something I can't remember. I told my other friend what she said to me and tried to lie to her and said she didn't say it, and said she will apologize to me. Moments later she says my friend is "being mean to her" and said she isn't mean to me. (She even said my friend caused her to have "depression" all because she was getting called out). When she said why she hated me, she at one point lied saying we were "playing Mario kart".


She has made some racist and insensitive comments about Chinese people and says how she hated them so much for causing the coronavirus and eating dogs, which is extremely offensive and racist. When I showed my friend a screenshot of her saying these terrible things she says "I'M NOT RACIST" and used the stupid asterics and crying emojis. And I was like: "What the fuck, Melony?"

She also talks crap about others behind their backs, she even said that one of the members of the old group I was in was "ruining her day" even though she did not do anything.

I have a feeling I'm being used as a shield and for followers. She claims she "loves me" and """likes""" me, but all she does is guilt trip me, manipulate me, and get mad at me for random reasons.


I don't know how I would stick up for myself. I am not sure how, she might start cancel culture if I tell her in her face how I really feel.