i grip onto my shirt while i sob . " why ? why did you do this ? "
he he doesnt answer , its like he knew this would happen . still , he smiles .
hes perfect and i love him for it . " why wont you answer me ? "
i grip my shirt tighter , its my lifeline .
he tells me he loves me but it doesnt feel like its the truth , its a promise hes going to break , an empty threat .
" please , just tell me why "
im begging now , he doesnt see it .
id kill myself for him .
id kill myself because of him .
i grip onto my shirt as i sob , its killing me from the inside .
he smiles again , i smile back , how could i not ? hes perfect ,