Vent ahead, you can ignored this if need be, this is just me complaining about myself








Why am I just so selfish, why am I so jealous of literally everyone and everything, I only care about myself and people are too stupid to see it, they're always talking to each other and doing things for each other and drawing for each other and no one actually willingly wants to actually talk to me or draw for me unless it's an art trade that I ask for, I don't want to do art trades or shit Foog other people, I just want to feel like people actually care about me.... But for what? There's no use, I only care about myself and my needs, im alwwats so hungry for attention, I deserve nothing, I don't deserve to be loved, I don't deserve gifts, I don't deserve to be talked to, I don't deserve anything, I only deserve to die