Why must I be gay for her?
For the girl that moved away?
Why must I miss her so much?
Why must I still care for her as much as I do?
I wanna see her.
But she moved to another state.
Now I can only text her.
I wanna talk to her during the winter since she’ll be here for a while.
I miss her.
Too much.
I can’t tell her how I feel.
I feel like it would ruin the friendship I have, at least make it really awkward...
So....
I’m just going to tell you.
Tell you what I wish I could tell her.
I still miss her and she’s been gone since summer.
She made me happy...
Made me laugh...
She helped me and was a great friend when it came to venting.
Now I just wish I could tell her this.
I wanna see her again,
Tell her everything...
I love how she’s such a fun and nice person.
How she makes people feel better.
She still makes me feel happy.
I miss her.
Way too much.
But I can’t stop.
So I’m just going to tell you.