Hey so...
I'm starting to feel kinda worthless and horrible in the art field. It's just like, my friend has gotten better. Now wait wait wait. It's not the fact that my friends gotten better at art im happy for him. Its the fact that i now get to be judged on my art because i aspire to have art thats as good as his. I cant do that now because I dont want to be seen as copying or bad at art. I cried yesterday because its just like nobody likes my art. And im never getting anywhere in the artistic field. Its not just my friend. Everyone else has better art than me. Dont get me wrong, that is great for them. But it just belittles me knowing that almost everyone is better and im just one of the worst. Yesterday I tried drawing some hands because my friend is like greatt at hands. And his reaction was "ew wth mines better". I know that was a joke but it js hurts knowing its true and im worthless when it comes to drawing. I jus wanna have my art be loved man
I'm prolly a bad friend now because Im venting upon my friends success.