I have these moments of big emotion its sort of every few months. This has been a bad one. I tried to do something drastic even going as far as trying to say goodbyes and I regret even trying. But I in no way have the resources to do anything bad that I would be willing to do. I wanted to die but didn't want to risk hurting without the reward. So I instead tried something that was very clearly not enough... I don't think I can talk it much for a while as it's still very sensitive but didn't want to stress you out with the unknown. So know that I'm doing okay, I'll be okay, and if I want to talk about it I will. From now on this is the most information I can give without getting too personal.

I am still not completely sure how much you'd even care after all. You're all just internet strangers how might not even pay attention to my art at all.