I FORGOT TO DO DDVAU-VEMBER!!!! AAHHHHHHHHH OH NO! OH FUCK! HOLD ON!!!
SpaceGrillXD
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Me rn... I can't think of what do do for Double Hearted-vember day 9!!!
DAY 9 (Today) IS UNIVERSITY!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR THAAATTTTT!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I'm gonna miss day 6 today as I've run out of time at this point but I now have an idea to do both day 6 and 7 tommorow so it'll end up fine hehe ^^
CANT THINK OF ANYTHING FOR DAY 6 HELP
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> Muna Sketches thats fair hehehe
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> SpaceGrillXD I didn't even see that pft-
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> Muna Sketches mmmmm sadly PLUSHIE is over... I'm not really looking for suggestions guys just complaining about my brain not braining fast enough XD
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> SpaceSister :) No you are not from ddvau...
THE HEADS ON MY NEW ART IS TOO BIG ANF HUGE AND AAHHHHH I HATE IT NOOOWWWWWW!!!
I wanted to do a bigger drawing for day 5... Drawing is hard and I have to do homework too :(
GGRGRGRRRRRR I WANNA DO DAY 5 RN SOOOOO BADDD!!! I AM MOTIVATED!!! You think I should or do I wait? Because this is about me drawing more... If I draw today I won't be able to draw it tommorow! That would be very sad. What do I do? Here's the list I'm following btw :p
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DAY 5 DAY 5 DAY 5 DAY 5!
I have drawn my day 4 of DDVAU-vember but titling it and adding the tags sounds horrible rn... I don't wanna do it :(
Everyday in bed I hope and pray that I never forget a Double Hearted-vember day because my memory sucks ass... And I also hope and pray every once in a while that drawing something everyday will help me get more followers... Even if the fandoms are a bit obscure on this site...
1 or 2 :3
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> Bread🇲🇽 OKKAAYYYY!!! Thank you ^^
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https://medibang.com/picture/2m2411020933173420023169705/
I need this challenge to pop off I need my daily drawings all November to be worth it!
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I am trying so hard to stay committed 👁️👁️
There's... a strange comfort in crying... It's nice. Sometimes I will put a sad movie on or read a sad fic to I can let my emotions out in a healthy cry when I want instead of later when I don't want. And talking to myself about whats wrong helps me actually know why I'm upset. So on bad days, when I'm trying to go to sleep but I just feel awful, I just cry and vent to myself. And sometimes it is nice to have someone who can listen to that vent and give their two cents or just offer s nice comforting pat on the back, that's lovely. But then again sometimes I feel like that'd be burdening them more. That's when It feels better to just talk to myself. This needs to be normalised, and talked about. How important venting to your own self is! Maybe then you can sort out what you need to talk to others about too! Makes their life easier! And to be honest, makes me feel better not having to explain it in a perfect legible way. Talk about self venting! It's lovely! It's one of the reasons I am still alive! I talk to myself and it feels healthy! I should probably talk to a professional at some point but for now it's working well enough.
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> SpaceGrillXD YEAH BOI
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> -|REVAMPED|- DordusRising MHM!!!
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As someone who doesn't cry often, I can confirm. It feels like you're getting a weight off of you.
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> Grimzboo I sure do hope so, and I'm glad that I'm not the only one who thinks that hehe!
Who else has gotten Reverse 1999 now that it's available and FREE on steam? If not someone check it out and see if they like it so I can have a buddy in this new hyper fixation. It's on the phone if you use that and I'm sure maybe a few other stuff. I'd have to check but you can get it for free PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! ITS LGBT FRIENDLY AND HAS QUEER CHARACTERS!
Thank you :3
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But I'm still pretty early on in the game so the character pulling might change, but so far I like it.
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I don't even know where to spend real money yet! I couldn't tell you!
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And it's much easier to get characters without spending money here
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YOU DON'T EVEN NEED TO BE THAT SMART! Just take it slow if you have to!
I get silly... Anyways hiiiiii o/
I think I might try to finish my drawing tonight...
See yah when it's done :)
AHHHHHH MY BEST FRIEND LETS GOOOOOO!!!
AHHHHHH I JUST FOUND OUT SHE'S A WHOLE YEAR SELF HARM FREE TODAY! Technically yesterday cuz of time but eh... I AM SO HAPPY AND SO HOPEFUL THAT THEY CAN KEEP IT GOING! Oh my GAWSH I wanna SCREAM at the top of my lungs! I am so proud, she's so proud, I couldn't be more happy for ANY other news right now and I might have to explode. EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!
My wish is to be able to know her long enough for it all to be far far faaaarrr behind her. I hope we stay close as long as possible!
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> MrFlagada🏗️ Hehehe! Thanks! But it's her you should really be happy for! Stopping that stuff is hard, I've seen so many people break trying to stop. It's really amazing she's been able to do this! I'm looking forward to seeing that number go up to 2 years hehehehe!!!
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YAYYY i feel so happy for u :D
I could talk for hours about how much I love TangoTek and this specific au hehehe!!!! LOOK AT HIM! SO SILLY! LLOOOKKKK ATT HIMMMMMM!!!! 😁😊😇
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> Foxyyy Thanks for the stickers!
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Nobody asked about him 😔
Went offline for a bit but BACK!
drawing a Hatsune Miku Rendog combination abomination thing is harder than it seems on paper... I'm getting it done though. FOR THE BIT!!!
It's coming together guys!!! Thank you Plart you lovely friend for the advice to face the feet a different way! I learned to do this on the spot and I COULDN'T BE MORE PROUD!!! (The blaze rods and tail are still there, just in a different hidden layer to be out of the way)
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> MrFlagada🏗️ Oh he just angy :3 Thanks for the advice though!
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Maybe if this drawing is like a post fight drawing like he/she just got in a fight maybe you could like some little lines that look like bruises and a bloody noose you know those little lines in anime when they get beat up
Been a... Bit... Just been sort of preoccupied ig. Haven't been drawing much either... But I've started a new drawing now! Trying to figure how to get the legs to work in this pose hehe! Does it look good? Does anyone have any advice? It'd be very appreciated!
I have made my first attack >:3
And my team is currently losing okay...
Art fight is cool :)
It's almost pride month... The one month where us gays become more powerful! Preparations must start. Ready your weapons my Lgbtqaa+ pals. Homophobes, including my family, shall cower in fear as we live our own fucking lives in peace! And then we strike! Doing something Idk? I wanna be dramatic. I'm a theater kid who needs to learn bigger words. Anyways in reality I wanna do something for pride month now that I mostly know who I am! My gender is taking a bit longer but everything else is figured out! (Famous last words...) So I might draw something feel free to join me in representing who we are!!! Maybe it could become a gay people collab XD
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> 🐱Moon🌙 YYYEEEAAAAHHHHH!!! Stay safe though, only do that if you know you wouldn't get hurt for it.
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> SpaceGrillXD YEAH my dad is anti to LGBTQ + I'm gonna knock some sense into him on June >:)
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> ★ 𐌕Ꮤ𐌉Ᏽ ★ Lesbians :D Also cool! I'm still thinking about my gender identity, I've found I like Fae/Faer along with the She/They I had before. Maybe one day my opinions will change completely who knows!
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also I'm trans :3
I should be busy all day today but after today I shouldn't be busy anymore (until next school year that is)
LAST SCHOOL DAY YIPPEEEEEE
https://medibang.com/picture/p92405191523599640023169705/
hehehe
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> Hunter'sGrave2.0 I hope so!
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Omg... YIPPEEEEE A LEVEL UNO!!! Maybe with enough ppl it can get to level two? :0
https://medibang.com/picture/p92405191523599640023169705/
And you guys get my references as a treat ^^
It's gonna be lovely :)
It's a nice little Katherine picture I've been working on off and on for a while now ^^
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Nevermind probably won't. It's too late and I have my bestest friend evers birthday gift to give her tomorrow and well... She's pretty important! Gn people :)
https://medibang.com/picture/gj2405091447563750023169705/
> Grimzboo Day 8 will be a nightmare for me to figure out... I'll have to look at other peoples day 8 before I have a single idea XD
YIPPPPPEEEEEEEE