(this might be a bit vent-ish)
(okay yeah having now written this, it's a vent. i always end up venting even though i dont mean to, dont i?)


welp, i'm trying to draw, but all of a sudden i c a n ' t now =D
i want to draw i want to draw i want to draw-
but it takes so long it takes so long it takes forever-
i want to draw so many things but never do because i dont have enough time/i procrastinate

i need to do a request, i want to draw Christmas art, i want to work on my comic, i want to draw so many unoriginal characters (aka fanart), i want to create new characters, i want to draw random things that come to mind, i just want to feel free from this... permanent art block?? idek what to call it
like i actually feel trapped and want to cry ;w;
when i try to draw, it's so incredibly slow and it's so hard to make it look good
and i want to finish this fanart drawing but the backround is so hardcore (i HAD to trace, and dont worry, i was planning to mention that i traced the backround) but i've already started on it and i dont just want to scrap it ;w;
I JUST WANT TO FEEL FREE, HONESTLY, MY GOODNESS
i'm actually so upset about this
to the people who can draw quickly,

i'm EXTREMELY JEALOUS
i feel like i was just having a mini panic attack over this
omg
I JUST WANT TO ENJOY ART AND HAVE THE TIME FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!