Do you ever forget you exist? Like you look in the mirror and it just hits you that people can see your face and you’re not actually a brain floating in a void? Or you hear your name and it just feels different; not bad or good, just strange, like I actually have a sound dedicated to my personal body??
I oftentimes feel like this, maybe once a day? I sometimes don’t care about bumping into things so I just continue bumping into a wall or smacking my hand on a corner because I feel so disconnected that the pain doesn’t really matter.
Is there an official name for this feeling? I would like a name for it, something to call it so I don’t feel so strange about it. A word to hold on to, to make it feel less alien to me.