i had the sudden desire to snap my neck, i am so tired of living no one asks how my day is. i am told constantly i m a let down or loser. i want to be free, and yet at the same time i want to quiet breathing..... yes u guys are awesome but i want to do something with my life. i want to make an impact for someone and i know i am maybe doing it for u guys but i feel like i am not doing it tho. i want to scream until i can't breath i want to beat something. i want to be loved...........i feel oh so lonely... i am sorry shit dumping, but i figured if i tell someone i would feel better...bc i know someday i will make art (maybe not good stuff, but still) like see the pic on here.......i want to do that someday. that is jungkook of bts. if u guys know who that is.