I'm mostly just really flustered. I don't like attention, and me and my family went to a restaurant today where we were the only ones there, so there was nobody else that the staff could look after. I just felt really upset and physically exhausted and I wanted to leave, but my dad had to finish eating... My dad also wanted to see a magic show, so I got dragged to that, but I got to sit on the beach at night with my mom, so I calmed down a bit... My mom took me back to our room now so I can be less upset, but I'm just aaaaaaAAAAAAAAA I wanted to cry.