probably a vent idk you can ignore




I got kinda twisted this morning on bluesky
like you can go check the thread if you want to, it's under the hospital au cdot post on my account (ramun3.bsky.social) but like ugh
I'm really hung up on it and idk if I should even be posting this
im like really really disappointed
I had a good idea
I just was really stupid about it
n cdot was stupid
n now I'm sad
and I really hope they don't hate me for it because I don't want anyone to hate me
I'm so stupid about it
and at this point im like why did I even post it why did I even think that
I'm just so paranoid it's so stupid
I'm like maybe I should stop drawing rpk stuff so much??? should I just go back to splatoon?? or like. I haven't touched my OCs in forever except dove because of my stupid project
and I was thinking about that too and how I could've been fucking that up too but it's based on MY experiences so I can't be fucking that up but what if someone thinks I am or something
I just don't know what to do
I'm really sorry charlie