i was bored and wanted to experiment on the style more
so uh
slight trigger warning
Hai Bai
they/them | he/him
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pfp was made by my son, thank you very much, still makes me smile <3
here he is:
https://medibang.com/u/liftruss/
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abandoned account
moved to:
https://medibang.com/u/aorirat/
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pfp was made by my son, thank you very much, still makes me smile <3
here he is:
https://medibang.com/u/liftruss/
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abandoned account
moved to:
https://medibang.com/u/aorirat/
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Things you always carry
stress lmao
Capacity
1
hours /
weeks
so uh yeah
i know not a lot of people will read this, which is fine
but, may or may not take a break
i know that i don't post much as it is and yet i feel exhausted
realized that i mostly draw when im either bored or not in best shape, which would motivate me to draw something right now but
dunno
anyways, just wanted to apologize 'n stuff, so here i go
sorry for not posting much, sorry for not commenting on illustrations, sorry for not replying to comments, sorry for not answering to messages (even though i only talk to one person on medi) and sorry for this post
dunno when i'll be back but, knowing me, i'll be here sooner than later
but yeah, thank you for reading and understanding
cya later
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have some random images, stranger
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It's okay, you shouldn't feel bad for feeling unmotivated! You'll be okay!
hey there, uh so yeah
just putting this here to say that im sorry for not responding to commentS
i see 'em, i acknowledge 'em, and i couldn't thank you enough for the support
so yeah
i dunno how active i'll be but, if i do pop up in your timeline now and then, never again, then don't be surprised if i don't respond to a comment or two of yours
im sorry ;a;
also forg
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Aw, don't worry! It's completely fine to not respond to comments!! <33
that moment when your friend jokingly insults you and you know damn well that every time you both do that its only just for laughs but then you get hurt and you're too afraid to tell them because they will think you won't know how to take jokes and be a party-pooper and that you're just another sensitive snowflake who doesn't know any better than just to be dumb and maybe even come off as childish and too demanding or annoying
not only that, but maybe you'll ruin the bond between you two and won't ever be able to talk again and that they will think differently about you
the story of my life :')
also sorry i just had to put this somewhere 😩
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HKBDVJl
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> Lemon yeah and thank you ;w;;
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> cy KJBGJKRSG IM NOT "SOFT BB" IM A STRONG PERSON- ok that's a lie but JRGAJE SHUSH
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> Night somewhat yeah but its ok!! <3
haha wanna curse your eyes? well you've come to the right place
proceed with holy water and caution
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WOAH THERE- KDBSJXN
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> Toxic i er uh-- ok shut mouth let me just- v i b e couGH
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> Hai I'm listening 😳
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> Toxic I CAN EXPLAIN OK KLNBEJS
listen, thank you for inviting me to that group but- i lowkey wanna leave? its nothing against anyone, don’t get me wrong, i think all of the people there are neat and i would like to befriend them some day but, y’all are too social for my taste LMAO
like- how do y'all even speak?? is it a normal thing? am i too introverted??
i just don’t like social interaction AT ALL, the notifications give me such a bad headache, and if anything i just don't fit in.
im sorry, i just feel guilty at this point, i hope you won’t get mad at me
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> little.gh0st PFFT YEAH RIGHT- and alrighty, see ya there
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> Hai YOU ARE THOUGH EVERYONE KNOWS AND PRAISES YOU YOURE LIKE AN A LIST CELEBRITY ON THIS SIGHT BRUV imma dm you-
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> little.gh0st oh ok- idk i just kinda overthought that then maybe? my bad- pffft "celebrity" yeah right lmaoo and hey, thats nice to hear honestly <3 i would love to reconnect if you don't mind ofc
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> Hai no no of course i don't hate you!! i never hated you. you're one of my first and oldest friends and you stuck with me through some really bad times. sometimes i feel like i'm friends with a celebrity. i did struggle a lot with having friends but you being there made it better. maybe we should reconnect and catch up
aaaa
i was lowkey bored so i made these
yes they're bad- shush im vibin lol
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> Toxic aw thank you! and ofc, you too *hug* <3
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> Night thanks! and uh-huh, dw! <3
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> cy yup! im okie :> and thank you!
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I love the doodles! But, if you ever need to talk, I'm always here *Hugs* <:)
bruh, i hate my jealousy so fucking much.
im sick of being jealous of my friends, i should be happy for them, so why am i not???
why am i this stupid????
i should get inspired by their drawings, their own friendships and much more, but i cant help but to be jealous.
jealous of every thing they do or say or- act even.
dude, im a horrible friend- i hate these feelings so god damn much. and its always like this-
you're still reading? why??
sigh, i get over it, this is stupid. ill delete this- if i don't forget like i *always* do.
see ya.
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> KawaiiPotato245 ✨why does this describe me in a.nutshell tho? though tbh I just distance myself before I get attached✨
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> Hai Don't mention it, and I'm glad I could somewhat help :)
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> KawaiiPotato245 hh thank you so much- this means a lot ;;
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> Hai Don't be sorry, it's good, healthy even, to let yourself vent and get your feelings out.
just a stress relief dw dw
i just posted cringe, feeling good 😳😌🧚♀️
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✨im legit terrified of whatever that second image is tho...✨
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I seen this late hhh But, I hope you're okay
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Good drawing But you better not b lying about it being just a stress relief Also wasps are the second picture
hey, long time no spoken? ig?
uh, this is just a post to let you know that i will be less and less active. my drawing schedule is a mess and i feel really unmotivated lately. also sorry for not responding to certain comments, please be aware that i see them and acknowledge them and they always put a smile on my face, so thank you for your support!
i kinda wanna do a “new start” but i dunno if i have to make another google account or smth but anyways that’s not important.
i just wanted to say sorry and stay safe out there chief.
next stop: small christmas gifts for my lovely friends <3
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It's always okay to take breaks, don't worry! You'll find the motive you need soon!
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Aw its alright! I’ll look forward to seeing your art whenever you do post <3 I hope you find some inspiration that gives you a good boost of motivation
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hope you can push through the art block! i know you can >:) see ya soon muchacha
i just need to redraw theM
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> Toxic kinda?? but ty ;w;;
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BABIES
hey
i love drawing these two goofballs
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also wth is this new update, take me back pleASE-
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> Toxic IM GLAD
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> Hai I LOVE IT ALL SO MUCH
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> Toxic AYE--
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YESSS
haha pokémon-ponies go brrrr
(OLD art? AHEAD)
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ thanks!!! i really appreciate it!! :'D
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> Hai Idk why but I am lol. Alot of progress you've made though
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> gh0st_hands haha b e e w a r e
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> spink JNSUBSH TYSM-
so yeah
uh, for the past 2 days, ive been looking at my art and kinda starting to like it in a way? i never liked it, and thought it was just an anime rip-off but now i think its kinda, "mine"???
idk its hard to explain
what im trying to say is:
"is my art good enough to be commissioned?"
i mean, i don't have a PayPal or smth like that, and commissions have been always closed bc of that, but ive been wondering, if i ever would be open to commissions, would someone think "yeah, ill pay this artist"???
im not confident in my art, but ive been getting comfortable with it-
and if it *is* good enough to be paid for, how much would you pay me for a drawing? i know that it depends, but im curious from your perspective--
thank you for reading my rambling-- and i would really appreciate it if you could share your opinion on this?? thank you so much again :'''')
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> flower awww thank you so much!! it definitely means a lot! <3
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if i had PayPal and all that stuff i would hella definitely commission you!! absolutrly adore your stuff so ofc <3
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YOOOO- thank you sooo fricking much for the feedback!!! i really do appreciate the consideration into replying to my post! thank you for your kind words, all of you!! you made my morning absolutely marvelous! i couldn’t be more thankful!! yes, i will look for references into pricing my works (if i ever do open commissions), and also- 15 pOUNDS?? HOLY HECK- that’s a lot- :,00 again, thank you so much <3333
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Thats good that you're starting to like your art! I would totally commission you if I could, I think that you could definitely make money by doing commissions, and people would VERY MUCH want your art I think you should look at people who do commissions for reference on how much people would pay.
i saw a tiktok where a person painted almost exactly the same drawing on a hoodie
and i said to myself: “hEy! i’m bad at painting, so you know what that means?”
here, it’s really bad, and plus i don’t have the material to make this drawing waterproof so that’s great-
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> *+¥Aspen¥+* lol ikr- but thank you!!
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That looks awesome!! 💕💕 I'm shitty with paint as well so I wouldn't even THINK of doing something like that.
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> Toxic :''DD ty!! ;;
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Y E S
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join if you wanna! ill probably die in 5 minutes anyways---
https://r3.whiteboardfox.com/3678995-3844-8915
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> Owen omfg i died right when someone joined i love my life smhsmh
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:DDD
idk when, i’m going to finish it or do the sketches
but
i wanna redo this, i don’t like the “old” one, and i’m getting more comfortable with my style so-
leave me some suggestions, you can give me multiple characters, because i will choose the ones i like/wanna try out the most (i’m sorry-)
so yeAh-
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oooh, maybe Kusuriuri from Mononoke or maybe a character from the Owl House? I always wanted to try that challenge never have the chance to do it :0c
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> Hai ^^ Yup
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> GemHeart (sorry for the late reply) thank you for your suggestions, i’ll definitely check all of these characters (except fiona cause i love Shrek) i’ll see what i can do
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Hmmmmm, what about Firestar from Warrior Cats? Or Bella from Twilight (my mind is blank) IF OCs count Lindalén lol Or maybe Fiona from Shrek (either ver.)?
school just started so you know what that means?
TIME TO SHAKE YOUR TAIL LIKE THIS FUNNY CAT DOE
S
okok but srsly, i won't be active that much
i will be able to comment, i think? but other than that, ill be very busy.
maybe ill post smth, but the drawings will be much different as the ones I've posted so far (quality, etc)
so yeah, ty for reading? and im sorry for wasting your time
AlRiGhT cLoCkInG oUt
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> Toxic no u awww, big as an eiffel tower elephant 🥺🥺
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> Hai Aw you're so kind, obese walrus 😻😻
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> Toxic you’ll always be very dear to me, skeleton looking ass 🧚♀️✨
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> Hai Of course, crocodile jaw ❤
okay so, who the fuck invented jealousy? like-
i will throw hands, square up bro
like- do you think crying yourself to sleep is cool? no >:((((
it’s honestly so fucking funny, how delusional i am
how annoying i can be, how clingy i can get, and how stupid i can think and act and say things that may never even matter
i try my hardest to convince myself that im strong, or even that i love myself but,, i keep on tearing up by hearing the words “i love you”
come on dude, this isn’t fair >:0
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i’m really sorry for spamming you, and wasting your precious time, i really am,,
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> Hai Anytime, you're a good friend of mine, so I automatically care about you <:)
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> Toxic thank you,, you made my day it means a lot to me, that someone is willing to listen to me ramble- so thank you again :’)
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I know exactly how you feel, and I can deeply relate to the burden of jealousy. I know it hurts immensely, and the guilt that only soon follows, but I know you can heal from it. Just remember that you are worthy of what you have, even you feel like you are not. Jealously loves to hurt you and twist your emotions, but I know you're strong. I believe in you, that you can fight it, you mean a lot to me and many others, I hope you begin to feel better soon, even baby steps mean a lot.
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> Hai Thanks. :) And same to you!
that moment when almost everyone you know is leaving medibang and that you have school tuesday
man, it really do be like that sometimes.
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> Pyraoe thank you, i’ll really need that ;-;
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OOf that's rough, my school started last week umu Good luck! qwq
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> GemHeart i gotchu fam
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Imma pull up too I need a good cry
idk what to dræw
hëlp
yUmMy anatomy up ahead-
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> Hai Sowwy I just had ✨t o✨
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> *+¥Aspen¥+* damn bro- don’t do that to me :’(((
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It was the yUmMy anatomy for me * W h E e Z e *
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> Night JDBDHVDSHD THANK YO U —
it’s that time of the year
when you’re one year closer to death
aye it’s me
uh
yeah
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> Night AAAAAA TYSM KJSDNSJKBHJVJBAKAB <333333333333333
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY OMGSHS SJD SJNSJSHSNSJDJXJNDJ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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> Hai Haha thanks. It’s more like 15, my ancient iPad would crash and die if I had 23, BUT STILL A LOT.
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> GemHeart b r o w h a t that much? no wonder you're confused im sorry :'(
i’m so sorry
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WAAAAAAAA- I-I I’m just not gonna ask—-
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OH GOD LMAO AISMKSJAKANANA I DIED
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> Hai NO
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> Night DUDE CALM DOWN JUST B R E A T H
LOOK WHAT IVE FOUND-
uhm-
yeah, i want to redraw one of these characters to see my improvement but i can’t decide which one to draw,,
help? :’(
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> Night okokok i’ll try my best ;0; and really? thank you so much!!! :’)
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> flower sorry for the late reply! thank you! i like it too tbh ;w;
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you should redraw the last one :0 You've improved a lot since then, its really cool!
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these are all so cute :D i like the skeleton one uvu
Idk which one to redraw
Send help
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> ₩ØⱠ₣ Gasp YES SURE WILL DO-
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DRAW THE NINES AND GAVIN ONE HNGGH
Sorry I’m kinda dumb and stupid and lazy so like, here:
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LuckyCat asked: “ooh I have a question! Do you have any pets?”
A: no, sadly I don’t, I did have a cat and a hamster before, so that’s cool-
Yer A Lizard Harry asked: “I have a few lmao, -do you know the director, Tim Burton? -favorite artist? <music and/or drawing> -favorite song? -do you know the author, Neil Caiman? If so, you should read “The Graveyard Book” and/or “Coraline” Thank you úwù”
A: woah bucko that is certainly a lot! -no, I don’t, but that name does seem very familiar. -my favorite artist in music is Mika and for drawing, I don’t actually know, I don’t think I have a favorite artist for that? -any Mika song is excellent, but then again I can’t really tell cause it really depends on my mood, if I’m sad I listen to Billie Eilish, and some sad/love songs, if I’m happy I listen to pop, this is getting off topic ok. -no, I’m pretty uncultured, and I don’t read like at all, sorry ;0;
AwesomeSause asked: “what’s your favorite brush or pen?”
A: i like the paper brush and fluffy watercolor brush, they’re really cool.
luccaf0nt asked: “if you were a soda, what kind of soda would you be? Also, lil bonus, how are you doing today, really mate?”
A: i would be Fanta, it was my childhood soda and I loved it very much. I’m doing, I’m certainly doing something, but uh, yeah, I’m ok, thank you.
charlie asked: “what’s your favorite color from the alphabet, yes or no”
A: huh well idk mate, I kinda like zebras but then again cocktails are pretty cool too, I mean I wouldn’t mind grey but like, B’s exist?? Oh I’m sorry red A, you’re not popular enough for my standards, green S? Yeah no we don’t talk about her. She’s very problematic, anyways, yes, yes and, yes.
Here are some *old* vents that are lowkey dope ngl
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> Anincompleteproject Big thanks B)
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> luccaf0nt Thank you bro ;0;
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Oh heck this is 👌👌 :0
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these are so good though??? fam
Hello I’m Jeffrey Epstein from “I didn’t kill myself” and you’re watching the Disney Channel!
Okay okay but anyways, do you have your passport? No? Alright I guess I will use the guns- wait why are you shaking? Sorry, I’ll use my Soft Voice™️
Uhm- it’s 1 am here, I’m just loosing my marbles :’0
Man I need to practice on this style cause holy moly I like it a LOT (I hope you do too-)
Yeehaw broskis B)) stay safe out there partner B))
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> Hai y e s
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> egg Okay W h a t t h e a c t u a l f u c k
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i c o n i c m y m o m w o k e m e u p f o r s c h o o l a t 1 0 a m a n d i w e n t t o s l e e p a t 4 a m h e l p
I know, you see, somehow the world will change for me and be so f u c k i n g m e a n
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1st thing: I was trying to do smth “aesthetic”, it slowly turned into a vent-ish doodle and I didn’t want to finish it just bc of that
2nd doodle: ghoul bois, maybe I’ll finish that drawing though idk,,
3rd image: I wanted to do a collab illustration from that scene from good omens where Crowley says: “animals don’t kill each other with clever machines, Angel, only humans do that” and then Aziraphale says: “..Crowley!” But my motivation is a D I C C
4th trash pile: I wanted to redraw that one doodle digitally but my dumbass said “nah”
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Hope you enjoy,, this-
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> Nightfur Aaa thank you! I’ll try my best! :’0
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These are all super cute and I think you should finish them if you want to !
I bet, there’ll be ((almost)) no comments on this. But you know-
At least I should give it a try. B))
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c'est fermé?? si non,tu peux dessiner zenitsu agatsuma? stp :DDD
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> Hai noice
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> flower Alright!!
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> egg I un-ironically actually like him though lmaoo But you know, Joana Ceddia is cool too so why not B)
It has such a nice look to it, love it
MY GOD UR ART IS SO BEAUTIFUL WTFFF
WAIT WTF THAT LOOKS SO FUCKIN COOL
I like me some ketchup once and awhile:)