hi i'm too lazy to make another birthday picture so i'll just make a topic about it yeah?
okay
have a nice normal day people <3 no homo/hetero

allo people again
i like making topics although nobody usually sees them
but anyways i was wondering if i should post anything or nah, cus i have too much art, but not enough digital art i like lol. so this is kinda dumb to ask but
uh
i dont know what to post
like what should i draw idk i have tons of random stuff and could probably take a pic of my traditional drawings and trace them (in ibis paint, because medi wont let me post anything with an imported photo for some reason?) but i dunno it's been 20 years since i've posted *actual* artwork lol
this may just be my shetpost topic thing idk i'm bored as heck and was just overwhelmed by me seeing you guys are still living-
anyways, probably wont cya guys

lil update abt me rn since i forgot to include it in the last topic lol

current nicknames: still the same, Skarlett, Maple/Maple leaf, cantadian, now accepting Maple Syrup cus why not
fav colour: why does this matter (lol still purple, red, and monochromatic colours)
sexuality: IDFK ANYMOREE
gender: still being genderfluid (he/him, they/them, she/her, or it)
hobbies: playing acnh, doodling and not making real drawings, forgetting stuff (is that a hobby? i dont enjoy it usually) and talking to you guys :'D (lOl that hasnt been done in a while, eh?)
favourite stuff and other shizzle: OH BOY THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG ONE
obsessed with FNF, it's the beginning 20 pages of my new sketchbook. (fave fnf mods: minus, whitty, fun sized whitty mod omfg, carol is also amazing), ALSO JUST GOT INTO ENA FREAKING AMAZING. not as much into undertale or ddlc anymore, surprisingLy. still like it doe. my beginning of my sketchbook has quickly transitioned into Friday Night Funkin' --> ENA (go check out Joel G and his animations on youtube, he's amazing. he ate a raw egg and said "that was vEry poggers" in ena's voice for 10k followers on twitter go appreciate his epicness now)
other than that uhhhhhhhh idk. please talk to me vghvhhjhbjhg

i need a therapist if you cant tell

hey guys! i know i died for a long time (if anyone cares xd) BUT I MISSED EVERYONE HERE LIKE HELL!!! i just had nothing to do and i got really far down in a ditch (mentally, not literally) and just stopped i guess. it probably hasnt been long but i miss you guys so much :( if anyone sees this, i wont be online often since medibang takes forever to load and i sometimes have login issues (since i dont know my password and shiz lol)
i hope you are all healthy and safe, please please please if you see this, lmk because i miss you all with all my soul.

stay safe, eat well, hydrate and protect yourself, sincerely (your now old friend,) maple leaf :> or skarlett idk what yall call me anymore


has anyone been talkin about me-

Again...

god i would vent this out through art but, whenever i do vent art i feel unmotivated afterward.. alright, to get to the point and sum this up, people are once again after almost 5 years, destroying my mental health and confidence. yeah., again. So there's this one person i know on discord and they are absolutely.. agh i cant say it. but i think you'll know what i mean. i always vent out my thoughts and whatever in one of the discord server's im in, and they would always either reply with "ok" or "k nobody cares lol"
today, i had talked about my random moments of depression and then, seconds later, i'll feel fine again. but all they replied with was "lol ok nobody cares so shut up" and then he started talking about how.. well, how i have no friends, nobody likes me, and how uhh nobody cares about me or my depression. obviously this really offended me so i fought back with the same talk he used to me. it eventually became an argument of swears, insults, etc.. someone tried breaking it up by saying we're both equally dumb, but that just got the other guy to insult us more. so it was all of us against eachother, and eventually the server owner (one of my good friends) broke us up, and later on after i left to take a shower, the other guy left the server including his sister. so, yeah. chaotic. it really made me more depressed and i had to vent out the rest of my thoughts to my friend. he didnt mind, but he also had no experience with being cyber-bullied so often by strangers that he called his other great friend to help. well, that didnt do much. All he did was ping me repeatedly and say "im here to help yknow" and uhh.. welp, most of the stuff i excluded partially had to do with my old friends here so yeahhh, shouldnt even have wrote half of this-
anyways, my friend and his friend kept saying not to uhh.. yknow.. end it all, and i shouldnt give up
so yep
thats most of it
im probably gonna get suspended for venting through a topic, but who cares, i dont need an account to draw anyways lol all i need is to draw on medi, and nothing else

i just made an animation i was super proud of and i wanted to show everyone THE ONLY PLACE I CAN SHARE ART WHERE PEOPLE WILL APPRECIATE IT AND MEDIBANG IS LIKE NAH BRO CANT DO THAT LOL REKT HAHAHHAHAHA I WANT TO DIE

you guys
omg
this has gotta be a glitch i swear
no way
if this isnt a glitch tysssm holy multiverse
i really hope you all take amazing care, and stay safe out there during whats happening in the world
this has gotta be a glitch, but i really hope you guys have an amazing day and more ahead of you, and i wish you the best of my luck even if im not online anymore, or talk to you guys, or anyone anymore. god.. i really love yall

..no homo no hetero-

hey if ur reading this just know that ur awesome in your very own amazing way and i hope u have a good day and i wish u luck with lotsa love im gonna get frozen soon i bet because 8 of my posts have been taken down and i havent been active at all.. so if i have ever talked to you i loved talking to my friends but i kinda stopped communicating with anyone because my friends are all leaving and i havent been able to find any chats so if you message me i wont respond in a while unless im online when you message me, alright thx for supporting me and reading this im very happy to know you, or if i dont im glad you somehow found this post and are still reading this. good night, i hope you have a good week fren. 💜💜💜

anyone who comment on dis is meh fren
jk u all my frens!
but if u comment imma be much surprise. ppl never read dese ;w;
im bored so i made dis topik
i also hav no idea what to draw other than finish all my requests and fanart for other online friends... both 3D OC requests or digital ;-;
sad

im always sad.
;-;

i am sed
as always
c':