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👁kai👁

MediBang ID: Bakusimp
Um hi I'm kai, I'm nonbinary and use all pronouns! :)
Sorry for not being active for a long time, low-key forgot about here ngl😂
Anyways I'm back lol, might not post alot but I'll be commenting and stuff every other day or so 😊💕
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CREATOR RANK CREATOR Cmagistrelli 3 years ago
Is something wrong with me?

I hate how whenever I'm hopeful for something, the outcome is usually disappointment. This is stupid, but I'm pretty disappointed I didn't get to finish working on my Virus 8-Bit costume for Halloween. My mom wanted to help but we put it off until the last minute. Then my brother came over on Halloween so that delayed it more. I ended up pulling together a quite literally last minute Heroine Bibi costume. I liked how it turned out, but it wasn't what I had in mind. I just hate looking over at this stupid silver-painted cardboard box and almost always crying for no reason. Recently, I can't even look at a picture of that stupid 8-Bit skin without feeling a bit down. I know it's stupid to be upset over a stupid DIY Halloween costume but I was looking forward to it all year. And I'm still disappointed about the whole Supercell Make thing. I can't even look at my pictures of Dark Unicorn Bibi without crying sometimes. And I know we (my family) have more important things to do right now but I just feel like I'll never get that stupid costume done and I'll never get to see my skin ideas make it into Brawl Stars. And my grandma usually tells me not to cry over small things. I hate how I put so much importance into small things and get upset about it later. I hate how I get overly excited for something and get my hopes up too high only to be met by extreme disappointment. This almost always happens when I become disappointed. I always end up crying like the freaking baby I am and I hate it. I feel so silly for being so upset over small things but I can't help it. And usually, it helps for me to vent about whatever's bothering me so it won't haunt me for the rest of the day. I just wish I could learn to not get my hopes up too high. I sometimes wish I could stop being hopeful altogether. And I know I have WAY worse things to be upset over but I end up being more upset over dumb things like this and I wish I could change that.

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