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👁kai👁 left a comment!

just a rant smh- not important btw

bruh, i hate my jealousy so fucking much.
im sick of being jealous of my friends, i should be happy for them, so why am i not???
why am i this stupid????
i should get inspired by their drawings, their own friendships and much more, but i cant help but to be jealous.
jealous of every thing they do or say or- act even.
dude, im a horrible friend- i hate these feelings so god damn much. and its always like this-
you're still reading? why??
sigh, i get over it, this is stupid. ill delete this- if i don't forget like i *always* do.
see ya.

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👁kai👁 left a comment!

not really important??

so yeah
uh, for the past 2 days, ive been looking at my art and kinda starting to like it in a way? i never liked it, and thought it was just an anime rip-off but now i think its kinda, "mine"???
idk its hard to explain
what im trying to say is:
"is my art good enough to be commissioned?"
i mean, i don't have a PayPal or smth like that, and commissions have been always closed bc of that, but ive been wondering, if i ever would be open to commissions, would someone think "yeah, ill pay this artist"???
im not confident in my art, but ive been getting comfortable with it-
and if it *is* good enough to be paid for, how much would you pay me for a drawing? i know that it depends, but im curious from your perspective--
thank you for reading my rambling-- and i would really appreciate it if you could share your opinion on this?? thank you so much again :'''')

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