Different styles and test that I tried to do in the last months. In the last week everything in my life kind of knocked on my door at once, everything I tried to push forward without really understanding what was going on came back and this pandemic has now hit my mental health. I am day by day making peace with the past and not trying to be anxious for the future, it is difficult. I no longer know if the art career is for me, I have to try other things and I am very confused about what I want. For the first time, I am taking steps to change my life. Certainly things will get better I believe even if it is for a moment.