Leieryx 🍁🌙 (evil)
Trapped within a wizard maze for all time. hows it going?
narudyne is awesome go visit them
+ visit this homie whose name changes a lot, shade atm https://medibang.com/author/14221949/activities/"
and voidii "https://medibang.com/u/voidii"
UMBRIEL of the amazing artt ="https://medibang.com/u/unintelligentumbriel/"
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Icon yeetoldy- it couldn’t fit in desc smh
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computer
why is the desc so short anyways
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by the way i dont like mha lol
I’m
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Ruh roh- 💀
why must i only be able to draw well when it is something i dont want to pos t or share - -
ok well i know part of it is my heart's more in stuff that's personal but also c o m e o n
im considering it even though i think its not very interesting just cause it looks cool
also i feellike i can't finish it either cause il ruin it and its like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
wish me luck getting. the z's. you know ya boi needs them.... :'I
also i hope yall feel better soon
yous know who you are i think
you better be sleeping too honestly haha
but good wishes anyway
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i miss you :>
anyway GOODNIGHT LIKE ACTUALLY
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thinking :0
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> ▪️ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ᴋᴀɪᴛᴏ ▪️ 🤔🤔🤔
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why can I not melotonin help
I hate my brain - -
what do you all do when you're drawing to make it easier ? :0 are you a sit in silence boy or a watching videos or music homeslice
im curious cause theres a lot of different things you could do but it's hard to get to a point where its really easy to draw ;-;
personally if it's been like an hour or the like commentary background stuff isnt working i will sing :>
it is NOT coherent because im not trying to make it coherent but it does make it like 12 times easier to draw and idk why
same with talking but theres usually not people around when im drawing :I
anyway yee! y e e t
sorry im waiting for dinner ;;
also if you wanna suggest stuff to listen to go ahead :0
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> Muna Sketches Oh that does make a lot of sense, it seems simpler if you time it right… I’d forget breakfast though :’’> and that’d be wack But it sounds really neat :0
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 Yeah! Trying to PLAN out a drawing is easier in the morning since I have energy! But If I'm only doing rendering, it's easy to do it late arvo because you aren't really planning, you're just making the thing look better- So it takes less energy and it actually relaxes you =3
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> Muna Sketches Oh that sounds nice to start your day with tbh :0 and yea! there's so much inspiration to get from songs like you can get a whole scenario from a song. i like the oc song challenges those work pretty well :>
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> zn˥ ɓǝ˥ ɓuo˥ :D S a m e but ill space out too much with art ._.; Also that does sound like a cool band! i havent heard of em :0
I got an actual tattoo commission??
I have to wait for them to get back to me about the designs ideas but then like
eh
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> ▪️ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ᴋᴀɪᴛᴏ ▪️ Yeah ty! :O there was someone who mentioned not knowing an artist for that and i drew a small version for them and now I got commission? very much a luck thing hehe
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> pbart Thank you!! :D 🎉 I hope it will go well haha
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Woah nice!!
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Congratulations!! 🎉🎉
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> Bella snap I hope y’all are staying cozy that is very freezy lol D: No worries! you can do it you’re very rad :D
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 went down to 6° the other day LOL thanks!! :D
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> Bella yeah it wack also i hope it s better soon then- it does seem like a really unlucky time D:
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 lmao it's really cold here too It's not doing great sadly but it's alright :)
hope you all are alright :0?
Pita pocket
also I heard finals is done for some boys so gl or gj on those :>
I am
Going to sleep and not dwell on stuff so brb homeslice s
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Nvm I’m just going to 🎵 stay up🎵
content warning because this is a rant (more or less)
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i just got hit with the whole feeling of not being able to do anything and man it sucks
i want to be a better friend honestly
i dont even know whats wrong with me all the time but something is at this point
i can't even respond to this one message saying i won a contest like that's how bad it is
i got some more done today as far as work but i dunno i just feel so bad for leaving so much of this for later and how slowly ive been able to progress
i know i should be kinder to myself but its hard cause it's all stuff that practically everyone i know gets on step one regardless of what issues they face about it
like doing driving tests and job applications, thinking about colleges and maintaining relationships
i just feel so weak honestly it's hard to get hopeful about it when it feels like i just cant do what everyone including myself requires and it's the literal bare minimum
im confused too about how to get to the point i want to be at or if it can happen and im like... aiming for the basics...
i dont want to do anything i want to feel safe like...
i dunno and i don't expect any answers or anything especially since im not being terribly specific
but yea it's just... Something. and i don't want to /can't bother anyone about it.
very sleepy so im probably going to try and sleep? i can't believe its 3...
so yes yes ill see you all in the morning if i dont get distracted :I maybe a wbf or something cool videos
goodnights
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> Soccs 𓆏|🌈 I love my gf <3 I appreciate it alot (sorry it's late) i dont know if i can match the same pep though atm but thats very sweet! i would take a hug though *hug hug*
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*throws loving support in your face* YOU'RE AN AWESOME FRIEND AND WE ALL LOVE YOU DEARLY AND I'M HERE IF YOU NEED ME DO YOU WANT A HUG YOU INCREDIBLE HUMAN BEING
bonjour bonjour
i wanna have something to put here sorry i dont D:
lemme get a memes
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im up at 4 30 help T T
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oh it got messed up w
heres things cause i remembered it exists...
no thoughts
http://secretwhisper.app/yourboy42
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i think im going to go to sleep instead of stressing myself out anymore ill be back laters :0 Also you can rant vent if you want
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why yes i should be asleep yes
BOUGHT AN ENTIRE TELESCOPE
it was only twenty but a lot more than I was going to spend lol ;;
I’d put a picture but the picture is not great
it’s time for stars boys >:)
Also gudetama stickers :D
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> ▪️ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ᴋᴀɪᴛᴏ ▪️ Yee :O Indeed! I just need the last piece and we’re good >:D And ok I swear I won’t… that sounds like it would hurt a lot but I could see myself doing that accidentally ;;
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Woahhh :0 Now you can see all the stars and planets around us!....please don't look at the sun though...
In a Wendy’s no less
Sorry I haven’t looked through the tl I will later
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it seems kinda intentional in some way though cause she doesnt do that to other people _ _
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> ▪️ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ᴋᴀɪᴛᴏ ▪️ okk + I appreciate it :> Yeah that's true- I don't know though... one time she kept mentioning how tired we all looked until i got up and left (cause i was tired) and apparently that was her way of saying she appreciated that we still came to see her anyway (? ?? ? ? ??) And she tends to bug me for being quiet or mention things that are wrong with what im wearing, like if i dont tie the top of the coat and stuff.. she's said very nice things too but it's not very easy to be comfortable/myself :< its only sometimes though and its partially on me for not always explaining that it isn't cool.. plus i can't tell how intentional it is that she picks on me? its weird.. im alright though it was just a lot to be honest.... YES i got some very epic things honestly :000 it's not art stuff though cause i found a more expensive thing :''I Yeah why do they have to be weird... some are chill and if it's with cool people its cool but it's usually not that rad...
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 No need to apologize just glad you're ok You shouldn't be going through that at all, kids tend to be like that at times but they at least can be taught to do otherwise before life goes after them for it..but why can't an adult have some respect? People aren't meant to fit in what image they have.. At least you'll be able to go to some epic art stores and get epic things :0000 And that's good that you're out of there...I'm very bad with them too
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> ▪️ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ᴋᴀɪᴛᴏ ▪️ O sorry I’m alright- a grandparent is over for thanksgiving week and they tend to pick on me for not being good enough a lot of the time, she just understands stuff completely different then me she’s staying at my home and not at the hotel so it’s most of the time plus my sibling was being rude unintentionally and I’m kinda fed up with having to be ok with it cause they’re just little but oh my gosh tiny dude shhut it there’s a lot of talking I have to do so I get stress and I feel guilty about it I’m okay though and I’m here for the promise of visiting the art stores >:0 I will endure until I may purchase art supply I just don’t do so well in restaurants theyre noisy and very full of people but we just left
blobobbob
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ow brain owowowowow
i have like an hour before i leave so i m gonna do a wbf!
feel free to join :>
https://aggie.io/fcsfyvckvk
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> Lala colors o sorry this is late and no worries :0 technical stuff is difficult-
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> Lala colors Ooh ty lala, im gonna try it now
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> Fun_artz :3 It's aggie.io ^^
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> Lala colors Can i ask, what's the name of the website?
DRAWINGS
FIRST ONE IS BASED ON https://medibang.com/topic/my2211120704436500011143356/
HES CUTE OK HES A LITTLE UNSMART(I CAN DELETE THE TOPIC IF YOU DONT WANT IT HERE THOUGH)
AND THEN I DREW HIM KINDA FAST OK BYE
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> ▪️ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ᴋᴀɪᴛᴏ ▪️ facts! >:D indeed indeed if he has the dreams we got the schemes very wholesome now theres no more door issues and he's got style
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 True you can capture more of the scene and find hidden details >:D He don't got arms but we will find a way! Idk the guy is just getting a little hat for himself
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> ▪️ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ᴋᴀɪᴛᴏ ▪️ Ye! >:) Yeah if he’s gonna travel he can help out! Plus stuffs supposed to photograph well from higher up idk :O Oh right he doesn’t have arms does he… Who knows though, there is magic? AW why is that cute though lol
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 Well I try..it's fun to draw em^^ True he would make a great observer and take epic pictures! Just gotta figure out how he'd do so.... I doubt there's an existing cone shaped helmet so I'll just get him a little traffic cone to put on his head lol
Hmm
I feel like I’m having too many thoughts subconsciously to think consciously
If that makes any sense
Not in a bad way either just a way
I’m sorry I f I haven’t been around ? I actually can’t remember if I was yesterday
It was a long day today but we got some things worked out finally _<_
hope you all had a good day still 💛
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> ▪️ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ᴋᴀɪᴛᴏ ▪️ Yeah im okay! it's just hard to figure out future plan things and its stressful- people have a lot of opinions and no help :,I You're probably right also, there a lot of things i haven't figured out how i feel about yet to be honest..
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Hope everything is going ok! Maybe your past thoughts are tryna catch up with you since you've been so busy?
I didn’t set up a whiteboard like I wanted to :0
good night though everyone stay safe and cozy
https://youtu.be/djr6T2C8Gfs
Here ghost cowboys
*evil screechy noises*
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> Bella Lol hio ! >:K +>:>
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hello >:D
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oh no imagine trying to trade every noun for little shouts
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> ▪️ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ᴋᴀɪᴛᴏ ▪️ lol I- Bonjour, *eldritch shriek*
(fine im posting itt)
(happy hallos everyone ! good night probably)
i might try and draw something but i feel a bit too.. hectic?? to sit down and stuff
be the spook homeslices
*turns into a bat and flaps away*
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Not anymore!
I just want to go to sleep I’m
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 Ayy goody good :D No problemo pal ^^
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o thank you for your concerns btw :>
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> Bella yes lol i did >:p :>
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I'm hoping you went to bed since this post was made LMAO
Fear
also hi guys hi
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update it’s pretty bad BUT it got rid of my headache somehow so I owe it my life
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it Tastes
i want to animate to a song cause its so good but I just KNOW it's a terrible idea :'>
if i do it injustice or listen to it too much that will stinkkk
O BIRD ON MY HEAD HI BIRD
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 😭so relatable hdjdhdj
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> Bella TOT oh noooo lol- apologies for the music curses ill sit there just like 'yep this is too man y times to listen to this' and still play it cause its cool ;v;
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 I DO TOO LMAO 😭 I've ruined so many songs for me
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> Bella IT DOESS I do it way too much and it’s a bummer Makes the song All bland >:T
I’m feeling emotions I don’t even understand now so n
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Too relatable XD
mi bad for some reason got overwhelmed earlier
the C badge thing is weird lol
maybe a paintbrush would be cool but the c is funny i think
Also i finally finished drawing something (like rendered and clean and stuff) but it's a meme
still kinda proud of it :0 anyway gn i shouldn't be up so late
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 Fr 😭
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> Bella that's understandable <:T its extra difficult with homeschools
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 Ikr Meeting people/making friends for me is really hard :(
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> Bella Yeah that's very true - it's always a struggle even when you do have clubss and thats epic >:D
> ▪️ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ᴋᴀɪᴛᴏ ▪️ mhm. forg
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