It’s been forever deer god
I know other people from same timespan are like moved on and I still show up like every forever but wow. Za.
I don’t know why I’m here again but hi-bye
Leieryx 🍁🌙 (evil)
🧡💛🤍💙🖤
Trapped within a wizard maze for all time. hows it going?
narudyne is awesome go visit them
+ visit this homie whose name changes a lot, shade atm https://medibang.com/author/14221949/activities/"
and voidii "https://medibang.com/u/voidii"
UMBRIEL of the amazing artt ="https://medibang.com/u/unintelligentumbriel/"
Trapped within a wizard maze for all time. hows it going?
narudyne is awesome go visit them
+ visit this homie whose name changes a lot, shade atm https://medibang.com/author/14221949/activities/"
and voidii "https://medibang.com/u/voidii"
UMBRIEL of the amazing artt ="https://medibang.com/u/unintelligentumbriel/"
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im on artfight btw under the same name
like there isnt anything there but. i will draw for you if i know its you from medi lol
always complain when i come on here it's easier here than in busier places you know. it's still largely positive memories here for me, I just like. spew negativity when i visit ak cause it's not really seen by anybody and also the text editor is great you could type for years in here. the picture kinda stuff could use work but just as text this is pretty good 2 me. same as notepad but with a theoretical small audience of people who remember me. hi guys if youre seeing this out there im on t-actually i hadnt really mentioned it. whatever im on tumblr a lot more now i know the vast majority are gone and or would never even glance that way but that's where im dwelling just like uh be normal about it. im over there a hell of a lot more often i only really stop here when i get to thinking thoughts and what not. i am substantially different there and i will not be changing because im just older now so yeah. you've gotta keep that in mind if you can. ok im just typing for the fun of it now hi everyone bye everyone. eat bread.
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maybe i will do a before / after that would be sweet :] id redraw one of these but man im very slow at drawing nowadays. anyway. i will actually go draw like i was meaning to instead of talking your ear off
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i should post the new drawing when im done with it i never really drew a lot about any interests of mine. and i think it is sick also to be honest. oh man hang on im gonna look at some of the art i left on here hmmm
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But yeah im more settled now :0👍 i have been for a while i just havent posted about it because its like. a forreal website with adults and the remainder of people who are constantly on medi still skew young so it just. Feels weird. plus tying my new self to my old self. i dont wanna be a disappointment but at the same time hey! i am what i am for real! and even if i could message (which i think maybe i could) all you of my friends-from-medi-who-i-think-would-be-normal-about-me-being-an-adult-now i dont want to pressure you to start another website or something. i love and cherish u all but this is what it is! you all are presumably doin whats best for you and thats great 10/10. so i just kinda slink back here every once in a while when i run out of posts elsewhere ''; or when im about to draw cause thats when i start up the computer.
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> ✦ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ ✦ haha thanks c: it's the only one that seems like a good inbetween too busy and not busy at all for me lately. plus i enjoy the way its structured i lovve typing and i wish i could leave tags on everyones posts here too it feels less like an intrusion . and then everybody sees everybodys art :] Though I do wish I had the brains for something where my old friends are also but a lot of them are so. oorgh. like its not anything wrong with you guys im just like a scared creature using Discord lol. and anything with all these people and especially the idea that someone really famous/lot of followers would like interact? no thank you boyo ;; some things suck about tumblr too but ive evolved to it im livin i even hope that maybe i can join a zine soon but i need to like actually get to finishing this drawing i came here to my computer to do lol.... it is something im really proud of but its so detailed.... i shouldve gone easy on the lace but i did not i made Mistakes
i wish i was passionate and very cool mostly i just do art to draw little guys
its so much nicer to be here on the computer i love typing
its also much better to type here cause other social media tends to lag so eh
i need to start like. writing a book or something i love typing a lot i just dont like making stories in that form
i feel like 90% of the time i go on here because i can write here and also because it's like. theres nothin going on really so it;s not a tire to be on
its also not a lot to look at these days but thats OK
realizing all this was before my final fantasy era is kinda insane i don't wan tto say it but that's like a core part of me now like oh well i really did not know what i was getting into with that one
its so weird how different i am now it has not been that long but it's felt like an eternity. better and worse also
its like 3 am and i did not bring my knitting so now im downloading a game engine so i can type more while im stuck here
the great thing about this job is that you have quite a few hours of nothing that is also the horrible thing
i try and be greatful for it because i do not know if i could handle something more intense but you know, tradeoffs, it sucks in other ways
nurses suck to work with at least the ones i work with it's horrid there's none of them i will ever be pals with outside of work
on day shift i think there might be a few but it's like. thats what i thought about these guys and they're calling people Uh. rude shit we will go with that yeah i don't feel like repeating
so i don't hang out with them lots but i also have the space to do that and if i worked in like a kitchen i couldn't
i do really wish there was somebody cool here i feel more positively about the delivery man and phlebotomist than i do about the people i spend actual hours with i think working with either of them would be way more rad
its alright though really i learned how to knit a frog and he's great, i've gotten a many various things done, it just also sucks anyways
the thing i downloaded is done i hope it's not a virus it was doing some sketchy stuff but it's also from the official website so
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(i forgot there were comment previews) (bye/brb gang)
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yeahv
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dance
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woah dance
Also I’m 20 now
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i wish i wasnt so bad at following people elsewhere but i dont have the warriors spirit for most of these social medias i will admit so i will skitter around and say hi from time to time I should post the art i did yesterday maybe but it makes me sad to i will admit
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anyway i wish i was on here more is what i mean but you know i think it is just less busy now and i am older! so i like lookign back and being like wow i guess its more like monthly than annual LOL
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) it is INFACT. TRUE :] OOPS SORRY CAPS
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> Soccs 𓆏|🌈 I love my gf <3 YEAH :) THANKS GANG
im back here when im sad again adn thinking about just [posting something small and stupid it really is just like old times.
did you know im going to be twenty like not that long from now
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> Bella HI IF YOU AR STILL HERE
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> Bella aWOAH
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Hii hru?? It's been so long LOL
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 (evil) Hiya :)
I’ve been gone that long that I got signed out Tt
I was forced to move out for a bit and then moved back so I haven’t even shown up anyware arehgr
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> Soccs 𓆏|🌈 I love my gf <3 Uh..I would say so ? I am back home & things are more stable it’s just a lot and I was not paying as much attention :c
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Bro are you okay???
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I’m sorry also :(
:0 👍
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If you didn’t get a chance to risad I’m goos
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 (evil) No pasa na se entiende bastante lo que escribes.
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> ✦ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ʟɪʟɪᴀ ✦ zoomin guys!!!!! they are so small on this screen...
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Look at em go!!!!!
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> AIDRAUZINGS muchos peces... estamos en el océano... 🤿 y lo siento si mi español es mal...;; yo no escribo mucho en español :'>
I STILL CARE AL OT IM JUST SO FULL OF THOHUGHT
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Swear I’m. Not that evil I’m just really like A ? Not present :[
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It might be twelve but I am GOING to type see me type type type
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everytime I do something I am consumed …… s z z.. &,…
just like, one sucky moment away from getting a gf / bf / idc f so that people will shut up about me being aro/ace
'oh yea you must hate everyone right' actually the love i have in my heart not to incinerate you right now is immense !! ! !
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> ✦ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ʟɪʟɪᴀ ✦ sorry i didnt respond to this for such a long time, I was thinking about it mostly (and there were quite a few times that i was too busy or it was too toasty to be on the computer) I appreciate it i do! the only reason i feel like i would is it's just difficult and im tired ;; there's no way id be doing that certainly not right now It's just stressful to deal with and i wish i had the freedom to get rid of some of the things that stress me out... even if realistically it's not a good idea or not possible. you know ? ;;
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I know its easier to just say "dont let it get to you, worry about whats best for you!" Than actually doing it. But make sure to take care of yourself despite what people may joke or comment about this thing. You jusy being happy and secure is more important than trying to face expectations
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Just like. a way I’ve felt more joking than anything ? Especially since it’s hard to tell my feelings on actually just dating apart from my feelings on how people around me have acted about it. So it could actually be something neat, or terrible, but I don’t want to try cause I feel like it’d just be . Oough I don’t know it’s complicated and I didn’t think putting this down would make me be ranting about it It really is a joke though, ik I don’t joke like that often but yea
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> Soccs 𓆏|🌈 I love my gf <3 Yeah exactly that’s what I’m talking about it’s like- I completely agree with you , that makes a lot of sense and is very practical :0 Buut at the same time it gets to a point where it’s like why am I trying to make things better for myself when they are making it worse ? is it not more important to like finally communicate in this way that ‘hey man that’s not fucking true’ and I do know that that is not a good way to be thinking but emotions persist anyways I’d like to be clear this is theoretical… its probably not possible :]👍 at least in real life because of how my social circle is structured, and it wouldn’t matter if I was dating someone online really Plus I’d feel weird doing that to someone. That poor hypothetical guy…
wowowow
hi good morningn TT
i will type type responses hope you are doing good
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normal again i think thumbs up :0 just u know normal tired guy anger i couldnt find my stuff all day ...
a process has occurred
-sent from my i glub
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> ✦ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ʟɪʟɪᴀ ✦ Yeah! I’ll try and post a picture tomorrow mornin :]
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 (evil) True.. Also he hanging with the fishes that so cool :0 Maybeee, would be epic
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> ✦ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ʟɪʟɪᴀ ✦ yeah it'd be sad for all that work ;; exactly ! ice cubed man except hes just on a magnet with some fishes. maybe i should post a picture :0 im proud of the origami i wont lie
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 (evil) True and that wouldnt be good Brhsbdjdn now he is the chill wizard Oh no lol
this lilttle wizard? vaporize
he's air now
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it took mi a bit to make a little guy) (But I had the idea so you know)
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> ✦ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ʟɪʟɪᴀ ✦ Here u go boss update on the vaporizin situations https://medibang.com/topic/ix2304271055510570016876969/
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But what about the water cycle Lei, it'll just come back down D: You must disrupt the cycle with you newfound powers
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stupid fan? vaporize my evil phone? vapo
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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> ✦ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ʟɪʟɪᴀ ✦ yeah thank you ! I’ll try and rest better =_=;; Yeah I didn’t think anyone would see it ? So I didn’t bother fixing it once I’d posted stuff. … Mostly just cause I wanted to make little noise into the void you know I am glad when people notice but also I don’t usually talk to people directly about things if we aren’t already talking… kindof a bad habit maybe. yeaaaa Mega Car is way cooler >:] Indeed that would be difficult to understand… I mean it’s acar idk what else you could get from that… but I don’t really talk about cars.., :| + 🤔 Also yea sorry it was so long .. Again.. 8i saw it was here but for some reason I couldn’t like. Think of what I would say. real agonies moment >:T
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 (evil) Glad you're okay now but sorry you was scared! And that's also good to hear, just make sure you resting alright Also you good I wasn't sure if I was supposed to be like "oh epic Mega car!" Or be worried about something cause I didn't know what mega car even means...big car?...strong car?
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> ✦ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ʟɪʟɪᴀ ✦ Uh. mega scared not anymore though it’s okay ! ;; I did too much cool stuff. and I think I need to snooze more … but I am getting better about that tt Mega acar big car 🚗 Also sorry I don’t know how I missed that
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You getting wha
oi oi oi its lads
I might post it as illustration tommorrow but for now. I am sleepy Bonjour
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> ✦ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ʟɪʟɪᴀ ✦ LETS GO you saw it :D thank you I’m really glad ! 🫶 < — I didn’t know that one existed so swag :] Btw this is clover the attempt tm I did although. not so much last night TT accursed dizziness. I’m castin evil spells I am good though and I got. BREAKFAST I hope you are doing well too :0
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I always love seeing yo arts 🫶 it's so epic and I love it Also hope you got some epic sleeps :0
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the colors bad in this imag hm. might have to take a new picture too rip OK IMS LEEPITN FOR REAL
Hi it’s 1 ;;
U get process image
bonus points. if you know
sleep. Goodnight
Oh no
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oh Yea also goodnights :0 🦎 Lizard
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> ✦ ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ • ʟɪʟɪᴀ ✦ :> I appreciate it, and I am I think That is true to be honest, if it were a bad one it’d be more difficult Yeahh :T if there is it’s behind all the leftovers hiding out. The pickle popscicles actually aren’t that bad they just sound like an abomination… but yeah fruit! I should bee… I don’t know but I should be good for a while cause it’s usually every few days lately and. Certainly not usually all at once. Or like more than two hours. I’d like an explaination for sure but it hasn’t been and isn’t usually that serious? i feel a little sucky now but in a way that is to be expected when you eat chocolate and now that my humanity or whatever’s been restored I feel better to do chill things I think? hugs btw :0 I’m glad to talk to you it’s good to not worry as much
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 (evil) Oh no it's ok! Just wanted to be sure you're okay A meh day is better than a bad one ill say that at least Sucks that there's no fruit...sounds better than a pickle popsicle..sounds nasty I hope you are doing okayyyy
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I’m mostly just. Confused <:’]
I’m tired of my chest hurting and I’m tired of being sleepy I’m turning evil
Evil actions
why would you do that
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you could make pain au chocolat maybe…. it’s so good foav Um/ favorite pastry for real :]
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> Soccs 𓆏|🌈 I love my gf <3 Dudududeee that is so cool :O pastriis yes >:] That makes a lot more sense also, there are a lot of school options and stuff Plus I don’t know really how much chef training is in college anyway… Well hopefully it’s going well- you already sound like you know a lot ! and I bet being a pastry chef would be neat, there are so many cool pastries
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 I'm in a vocational program for it, I stay at a technical training center for half of the school day. It's not quite an elective, I get academic credits for it. I don't plan on going to college if I can avoid it, but I do plan to go into the industry as a pastry chef
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> Soccs 𓆏|🌈 I love my gf <3 True that’s fair that’s fair It’s tricky to do right though so I just prefer the kind that’s more. Soup ish ig???? :?? And yea u got to have a filling meal :] and stuff that tastes good and makes you happy babii Woah seriously that’s so cool????? do u mean an elective or college sorry I am not the smartest when it comes to school terms. but that is swag
:] (thumbs up emoji that i dont have on the computer]
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ok wastin away averted (another thumnbs up)
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like brother i am wastin away. oh brb im going to go see if its done
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadsafsadsfffffffffffffffffffffffwait does spamming even hide stuff even now i m not so sure
like before, exactly four lines would hide it
i need food like honestly im not in a mentally neat spot
its not great i think on average but i went from 'wow hungry' to. i dont know whatever this is
also sorry i dont know why imm putting this here
you know the drill to be honest
like i could. gosh i dont know like theres other places but
hmmmmmm it's like. maybe a combination of knowing here, people I trust could see it and knowing they wont???
yeah that's not great is it cause it messes stuff up more, i really should stop doing that
I also dont really want to elsewhere cause it's so. empty? like if someone. tries to encourage me in certain ways that's not so good right now cause it doesn't really get to the heart of it. or something?
I do the same thing though I think, it's hard when it's just text when you're just text
you cant like be comforting in the same way and it's difficult so.I do get it. you can wish somebody well but that doesn't mean they'll feel it so much cause it's just like text.
and i just don't understand what i am so when someone tries it's definitely complicated
i shouldn't take that as meaning that all my worries are like ultimate though that's not very healthy actually
its maybe validating in a way but it's also not because it's just in your head at that point
I don't know sorry that's like. not very explainational.
i miss you by the way like still.
i get it though thats how it is really it's mainly just
like not inherently a bad thing or a moral thing at all it's just like a personal thing with me not figuring stuff out or also just not having things at the moment.
I miss Them and I even miss the people who were ultimately just kind of the ones who caused me to feel bad. in real life i mean
i also miss people who are here with me at home because i don't think i can stay, and also sometimes because they've changed so much. or because ive learned more about them that ruins what they were to me, sometimes.
i've got like one million things i wish i could say or change just because i didn't get it before
but like one of my friends (or something? i don't know what) is in the army now and writing a letter at 3 am isnt feasible --------------------------------
like man how was i a person before
there was just a guy there loooking like
if you saw the seperate pieces of me in a funhouse mirror- actually i guess im the funhouse mirror guy>??
i mean. i never made sense so much but i did make more sense
was i less in my head and that's why i could do that? or more and that's why i wasnt so concerned.
bleh
Sorry theres no food yet i dont think
there i put some spam so people dont get concerned
like if one guy who doesnt klnow me so well sees it they dont have to read it, id feel bad if they did
there was that one person who always leaves the little um
reaction drawing things, i should thank them they're cool
i know they have a username that id remember if i saw but i dont associate it with the little drawings as good
im not sure why they've been around forever?
but yea i wouldn't want most people being bogged down by. whatever this means?
or, i wouldnt want anybody to be but certainly not for a stranger
me <--- the stranger in that cesn
sentence
im keeping the mistype to be honest. OH I SHOULD get someone to send stuff on the way to the other person
i dont think they care so much anymore but it's ok i think they'd like it anyway
oh im sequg
segue-ing ill stop
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 Yippie!
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) mhms! i didnt know that anyone here would know it though thats super cool >:>
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> Leieryx 🍁🌙 The art style is pretty :0
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> Long-Leg-Luz✨🗿(got frozen) YEYE :> It’s probably the one I have the most pictures of cause the art styles pretty u u
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> NufinThing :]👍
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:D👋
but oh well! he wants to make art or games! sad!
anyway that to say drawing characters is nice. i've got the slowest timeline known to man here but i will continue giving the smallest typings when the fancy strikes. id probably be a really prolific writer if i had the heart for it
i have started on somebody's drawing but it's taken like five days because i dont take my drawing tablet to work im trying to move countries so ive gotta focus on that over art fight ;; but i wish it wasn't true i like drawing way better i hate like. everything involved with moving and planning and whatever the fuck i want to give up on it but at the same time. moving <3