Ello hehe
Dude it felt like so much longer than a weeek- feel free to link some pictures and stuff I missed. Also if ye saw the topic before- I got home lol
A lot of stuff happened tbh some stuff really stank but I got s p o t I f y and a proper email so I can replace my medi acc if it gets kicked mwhahhaha
Leieryx 🍁🌙 (evil)
Trapped within a wizard maze for all time. hows it going?
narudyne is awesome go visit them
+ visit this homie whose name changes a lot, shade atm https://medibang.com/author/14221949/activities/"
and voidii "https://medibang.com/u/voidii"
UMBRIEL of the amazing artt ="https://medibang.com/u/unintelligentumbriel/"
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by the way i dont like mha lol
I'll be gone for a week or two.
I need to do things that are hard emotionally irl in order to get better and i cant have another school year like the last. I was hoping to do it over the summer but i screwed up and had to do half a year of AP course over the summer instead which took away a lot of my will. and lately all my problems have been getting worse again and i need to admit that it will not be a better time later. I'm going to leave medi, i need to give myself permission-frankly force myself- to actually focus on what I need to do and not the needs of other people(. which no one else was making me do im just way too empathetic) and telling people about it/ giving myself a deadline will probably help me achieve it.
I have no intention of leaving forever! I just know that doing this will help me even here.( maybe i can even finish the wips i have ;-;) but i can't really do it if i dont have some sort of motivation, and certainly not if im busy trying to overextend myself. I know the last time I swore myself to something hard with other people, it worked in a way i didnt think it could, and i hope that will happen again. in the mean time please take care of yourselves <3 Ill miss yall a lot even though it's not long. and wish me luck!
ill talk sooner than the deadline if i get it done quicker somehow or if something really bad happens , sollemnly swear
and if you have me friended somewhere else you can send a message abt whatever there, thats alright ^^ i just know that if i stay on medi specifically I'll keep running into things that i cant handle atm and i will not have enough focus
I'll stay around for about two hours after i post this and then sign out. I wish y'all good luck with the start of your school year and other personal issue s that ik a lot of people were dealing with. hope this doesnt make it worse- please just know im trying to improve and this isnt because of anyone specifically but mainly just because ive been dodging the issue for like 3 years now, and it'll be a ok! its just a step away i need to take. thank youuu
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ thanks, it means alot <:) you take care too ok? see you later <3
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Stay safe, take care, and good luck Make sure you take advantage of this break^^ praying that things will get better for you <3
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> ♥ you too ! ;v; and thanks!
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awwww ill miss you leeeee good luck tho!!
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> ẞ lol i usually revise comments if they're weird the first time- im not great at talking
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> Leieryx F i x ?
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> ẞ lol i mean- i just wanted to say anything tbh im all scroombled but i cant talk abt other stuff so like, keyboard smashing time 👌 also i got autocorrect and it put bright gf grunt idk why thats funny rn but it really is lol idk i think this whole comment sounds weird but i cant figure out how to fix it ??
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Are- A r e y o u o k a y - ?
why is everything in my timeline labelled 'oh' and has these cursed images what's happening im scared lol
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> 🌸𝕶𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖇𝖔𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖐𝖎𝖉✨ oh no- XD blehhh it's spreading too, medi is becoming cursed loll
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Me and Aeron started a pandemic :)
ive got a birthday party i need to help out with ^^;
plus im blaming myself for a lot rn so i think it's best if i just go *peace signs*
oh heres some c o n t e n t before i leave though
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ yeah i mean... i guess? sometimes though it doesnt really matter anyways, most of us have already apologized. i just hope whatever's going on with those two is sorted and that they feel better- those kinds of situations stink i will, ima just go have dinner and what not. you too though!
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> Leieryx Good:)
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> patwithanx i guess- it's just all wack yk ill be chill i just know it's probably not best for me to keep being in the chat if im feeling like that ngl i will!
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Dont blame yourself- if you feel the need to do that Its probably not your fault But take care, be safe:>
I NEEED TO STOP LOOKING AT POSTS WHERE PEOPLE ARE SAD THEY DONT HAVE CHARACTERS-
i-i got sayu she's so precious im going to die
NBRAGOUGRAEOGRAONGRNO
thought i would get a dog character, fell for it smhhh especially with the one cat npc
anyway, trend? :D
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> DrawingCat.🅱️ruh np np ^^
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> Leieryx Cool ok! Thanks for answering my question!
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also steven universe music is good and nobody can stop me
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> DrawingCat.🅱️ruh Hmm, i actually dont really know what genre the music i like falls into- i generally just come across it lol lemme do a research *came back* ok it wont tell me the genre of most of it but i generally find it through pop because ive only recently begun to listen to music tbh i think lofi, piano, and to mix it up rock or just in general emotional songs tend to be my vibe i think just about anything is nice if it's got a good beat to be honest with you!
bruh i think im having a panic attack- or similar
like i think sometihneg started it but now i dont even rwally know my brains just slike bbxhxjxjdjjdjdbdjsks cbfn all over
i shoulve known when my tic was really bad but yikkeke
ive finally managed to make tea tho so hey thats something
everythings just so werid right now like for no reason??
and since i cant even think properly abt what sstarted it its so baseless like wow my head sure feels wiggly and i cant really do anything but i dunno why like why was that such a big thing- i know rhere should be emotions attached to it but idk whst they are right now or why it was a big deal
ye i jsut wanted to say it somewhere i think whatever it was is getting better cause like i can type now and no ones trying to talk to me
but seriously brain what the junk
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ yeah it's wack- im feeling better now tho. im a little worried it'll happen again but i cant do too much about it atm thank tho ^^
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I know it's been 9 hours but I hope you feel better- panic attacks arent fun
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> pbart ye ^^ infact im gonna try to go to bed cause its like 11 lol- thank youu!
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> Leieryx I am happy if it’s going away!!
its been changed a lot lol
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> ||Its_Aeronic||c!WilburSoot|| pf alright
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thats pretty funny though - wow i wonder what others will get-
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> ||Its_Aeronic||c!WilburSoot|| m- yeah i mean i think that's fair not really sure about optimism lol but the rest makes sense-
i may dissappear
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o thank goodness ithink its actually good now oof
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ ye im typing really fast cause it took me alot of trieds to make this topic but i think its stable for a bit?? i hope lol but it would be ironic if it was as soon as i posted this-
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> Leieryx Hopefully, maybe itll calm down soon^^
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ thank! ;--; its a big thunderstorm and its w a c k im just hoping its over before night cause that freaks me out smh
ive been having a trash... eh week
i was on a bit earlier to vent tbh but i only ran into some people ranting abt other people blocking them and ended up arguing and being ignored so i went back to sleep honestly
did i miss anything? hows it going? :0
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oop ofc i posted this right before the timeline buries everything with level ups,
1. Loookkkiiittt idk much about hypmic/division rap battles but looooook
2. Very accurate ;----; yk uhhhhhhhhhhh lol it wouldve looked different like a few months ago though lolll
3. yikes- at least i have less anxiety somehow
4. The finished thing from earlier ! ^^
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ 1. Ikkkkk look att- he looks sad too 2. yeah that's true, true- it's just surprising? also realizing most people have enough different emotions abt it in a few weeks to judge only based on that is weird???? 3. ikr ;-; but oh well- somehow i got less than usual so ill take that- 4. thankkk ^^ it was for my siblings birthday today and they liked em so mission accomplised >:DD
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1: it's a small Doppo :0 look at him- I want. 2: it's cool things change :> 3: concerning but at least it says the anxiety isnt bad.. 4: I love them allll
making stickers for my sibling and i need a few more ideas- ive got a bi-peace sign based on ok ko, ive got a enby cat, ive got a demi boy ghost. and all of em have to be subtle which they are my mom didnt know what they were! but i need a few more non-pride ideas and i dont have anything lol- they're for a skateboard helmet. Also if you want to use these go ahead! use the ones with the little signatures tho, pls + thank
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i was just gonna try making puns at this point loll
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ thanks! i tried to draw grell from black butler but wow that turned out wrong- also apparently they've watched black butler??!?! it's mostly anime and that's hard to draw lol- i might try and do a tiny Inosuke or something-
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They look cool! Maybe do some of soemthing they like?
also dainslef is the most fancy introvert ive ever met.
Sorry i havent been on a lot lol ive been busy with my siblings cause they had a friend over-
wish i could draw more often but i think ive got art block tbh.. or just got burnt out after school
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ ye thank ^^ IK there's so much potential now like there's more faces and funny things happening- i await that quest >:D also im getting alot closer mwhahaha
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> ❄ᴀꜱʜ❄ indeed lets not forget-
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That's okay dont stress ^^ Their faces are great- Aether's reaction to delivering a letter in the Inazuma quest is great as well imo
these are the glowy sticks and they are now canonicly with my medi prgm outfit lol
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ ye ikr ^^ honestly i heard there were glowsticks and was like 'oop brb' also i didnt click the topic, this turned out to be a weird picture loll
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Niceee I love those
just finished the battle-childe quest thingy and OH MY GOSH
*ill try my best to avoid spoilers but if ye know ye know*
Ok 1. TRAVELLER JUST- PUNCH CHILDE IN THE FACE WHILE HES TALKING AAAKKK
2. snek cute i dont wanna fight
3. i hate zhongli rn
4. childe is a very fittting name- especially when he's taking after its just w h i n e i n g
5. good thing i was overlevelled oh my word
6. did i just watch a whole movie
7. they're finally talking about inazuma y e s and b o a t s ajajkbbjkgkjsfd
to grind *claps*
gotta make it to inazuma in nine days time *claps*
*inhales*
HAND OVER THE SEELIE
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> umbriiel THANK ^^
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YOU GOT THIS‼️‼️
ok this took a long time, i may have been a bit of a perfectionist, but shoosh. shushhh
i do like how it turned out though honestly- this dress i found is awesome even if i usually dont like dresses
oh yeah beeg credit to um... shoot i cant find the original but the dress is mainly from a 'draw your oc in this', with a few alterations- i cant take credit for it lol, mostly just made it in cool fantasy colors and added a frankly absurd amount of flowers
oh also! which one should i make my pfp for prom? the lil doodle or the fancy one?
anyway //'v'// yee
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> Eminoa tysm! ^^
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> P4TW1TH4NX thanksss :D
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ igyigyyfyjf lol //;v;// im glad i finished it in time tbh
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V3RYYY CUT33
flowercrown or hat?
both sorta fit but idk which one to do
(yeah its for p rr o g m)
lemme know what you think :D
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I like the flower crown!
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> ẞ its chill XD yeah that seems to be where we're going, it just has better vibes lol but your vote's kinda the tiebreaker for me so ty-
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Oof two hours later- But I like the crown more 👌
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ thank :D true everybody deserves a h a t lol
finally downloding genshin on computer since the cross save update came- wish me luck that it works cause i didnt actually compare recommended hardware lol :)
also it'll have a separate friends list ive heard so you may have to re friend me ;-;
have some memes if you dont care lol i just wanted to mention it while i wait for eternity-
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> ❄ᴀꜱʜ❄ ah ok! yeah his name is weird we just call him kayak lollll
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ITS GONNA TAKE TWO HOURS LOLLL
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> ❄ᴀꜱʜ❄ :D ye! have you played it ash? :0
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ ye! ^^ Im trying this *coughs* on a l a p t o p so it's a real experiment- i just want to be able to play at better times than like the middle of the night lolll
also i ALWAYS get ranboo
like he's nice but i get him a lot ;---------; guess if i had to pick anybody to be stuck as, ranboo fits
i even changed a few answers on this quiz- still r a n b o o
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> Leieryx The mcyt community animations give me life istg
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> Soccs ye! they're really nice :D and tommy's are funny. i like the mcyt championships too plus the animations in that community are usualy rlly good
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> Leieryx Dadza's streams are my happy place and Ranboo's are good background noise while I'm working. I keep up on Tommy's videos because he makes me laugh and I'll watch almost any mcyt clip that shows up on my YouTube page.
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gmorning to you all :D i slept in so much lol i have some bone to pick with my parents now, they kept me up. hmm ima go see if there's good breakfast :D and then draw alot, but im not gonna do any work work, just take a break. how it going for you guys?
hmm that entire thing looks weirdly written but i have no idea how to fix it...
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ Ye, it's alright i traded it in for sleeping a while and also they did have good breakfast >:D pop tarts and breakfast sandwhitches - why cant i spell sandwitches aaaaakkk i-- lol- and besides they stopped yelling about the thing that woke me up when i told em it might have been me who took it out so whatever tbh Im doin good! im gonna draw a lot cause im excited :DD and also i only just now realized how long it was i didnt respond lol you must have commented right after i left :'/
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Sorry you were kept up but at least you get to take a break I'm alright hope you are too
i was away at the farmers market ^^
look, i got flowers :D and there were SO MANY DOGS
im legit so tired rn though im sorry if it doesnt make sense, one hour of sleep ayyyy
that plus running a stall, and now im like, about to sleep right here lol
howd it go while i was gone?
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ true :D lol- i- thats just mean -
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> Leieryx At least it worked out^^ Exactly- this morning it was "I can notice my heartbeat so something is wrong event though its keeping me alive"
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ f a x yeah! i only had eight so i was worried i couldnt get some 'no, you dont get it- i saw a t h i n g over there and yeah it was a coat but i dont like it's vibes >:/'
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> Leieryx Yea they should look on the positive- it can look cool It's always good when something isnt too much money :D Same like the slightest difference and my mind is like "stay awake"
ill be gone for most of the day at the farmers market ^^ we're running a stall!
wish me luck finding some kinda sneaky ace ring there >;D
and ill see you then! like after 3 pm probably
byee!!
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Bye good luck with that and stay safe!
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Good luck lol
remember how we were talking about a resturant au
THIS IS CANON PLS
sorry i couldnt just comment it lol
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> Ciinnanya! *casually does the same* o-o lol
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*casually changes favorite fast food restaurants*
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venti would be the type to name a resturant after himself
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ yesss XD it's honestly perfect
have you ever had the carmel rice cakes???? theyre really good
ive got some people i have to visit today but they arent responding to dms so im just s t r e s s lol
one of them is already a flake too, im trying to distract myself ngl, im justt gonna keep talking
im getting ads now cause i turned adblocker off, and woah, it suck
my sibling was with me when i got one of those weird medi ads so i had to s p e e d away down the page lol
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ ik :DD No kidding lol, it tends to be 'we'll plan it over the week' *doesnt plan*- they're busy but honestly- at least it tends to be when im stressed about it so ive gotten out of some scrapes ye ^^ parents just need to chill honestly lol
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> Leieryx Ooo:0 Bruh seriously? At least ya dont have to leave the house but geez there needs to be some better plans lol Understandable and if they ever can and want to they're welcome-
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ IT IS they're kinda some of my favorites ^^ especially the ones with tiny chocolate chips in em dude they just cancelled on me too XD i mean at least i dont have to leave the house and its not too close to the time we were gonna leave- but they're my councellors?? like they should be more timely than me?? im dead loll truth- they keep posting though cause they like you guys just not the like weird other stuff it's too bad they cant be here i think they'd fit in alot
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> Leieryx Oh that sound sgreat:0 Hopefully and that's understandable they are pretty weird
why is he so hard to drawwwww
the vibe is never right smhhh, come on i just want to draw fancy guy
dont look at me all smug >:/ *throws kindle*
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> BlueJay ITS IS FUCJING BARBATOS lol idk the second part of what you're saying though- i dont know that much about this game in its entirety, this drawing in particular is part of a challenge- if you're calling me a simp, well, >:/ XD
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IS THAT FUCJING BARBATOS FROM OBEY ME?! DO I SMELLA DIAVOLO SIMP?!!!!
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> Leieryx Loll yea but he is pretty cool
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ ^^ thanks, i hope so ! whenever i see him after this ill be like ">:/ that guy" lol but he seems cool
i was just looking at the internet, minding my own buisness, and then this- ik i keep not sleeping until late ;-;
every ad on this site is that one, and there are much more than i could screenshot
like am i hallucinating at this point??? what??? can you imagine, these guys are selling ads on their website, and every single slot gets bought by these guys? wild-
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> Ice oop- well i mean that's good lol
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youre not hallucinating or we're both hallucinating-
mother i crave violin practice. 🤨🦧
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just, i dont kow how to play those things- .,.
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> Leieryx there are also hard to play istruments that i know of! such as, clarinet, flute, trombone, and drums uwu
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> Łøńg-łęg-łüž np ^^ ooh trumpets sound fun to learn :D or an orchestra ooh
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> Leieryx ty!! you should try playing an instrument! the easiest ones to play are trumpets, xylophones, and orchestra instruments !! :3
it's that time of day again where i have so many tabs open my computer's slow, brb lol
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> Leieryx Lol yep “Ooo sorry gotta go pickup the kids from school can this wait for tomorrow?”
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> Decemmber 🎂 *boss is forced to stop while you eat a feast* >:/ 🎂
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> Leieryx “Lemme jus eat smth real quick and regain my health while you aggravate yourself I’m the bavkground”
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> Decemmber XD "Uhh, hang on a hot second... just getting a whole birthday cake to eat, uh just-'
> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ Yes! And I’ll keep being aggro abt it cause it’s stuff that needs to change- plus I’ve already gotten this far yk lol Hahshaiejdb really? :0 well cool that’s a pretty good start! Honestly somebody recommended webtoon and I was like yes, comics Chaos good- I mean obviously you got inspired Mordetwi tho XDD
> Leieryx Oh geez that sucks but at least things seem to be taking a turn for the better I assume? Even if it isnt at it's best yet Ah yea that makes sense, this is actually my first Webtoon! It was a great start and I love it so far And trueeee
And honestly bruh it’s really good we love morally grey protagonists
> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ Yeee thanks! Yeah it is honestly I feel like I was being taunted like haha have fun bringing up junk when tHiS happens- but ay I did it anyway and honestly it was cool So yeah I’m doing good now heehhe-still have no idea what’s going on with school atm but it’s a lot better than it was as far as that’s concerned Yeah honestly that’s why I read it! I go through webtoons so fast though it’s suffering- honestly I always listen to new recommendations cause I need c o n t e n t Yee! I will it looks chaotic