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OK so....about that vent(ish) post...

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OK so I was calling my dad because I was having a hard time to stop thinking about trying to die and trying to not lose a friend anymore...we were calling and he asked why I lost my "friend" and I said...because I'm pansexual (plus my dad has no hate towards LGBTQ well a bit) and he just ended the call right there and 10 minutes later he came I was confused I opened the door and there he was looking disgusted at me and he told me to come outside I was freezing so I just wore a long sweater- and he talked to be outside on the porch asking me to be straight instead of liking people just for there personality he was screaming at me and he said the word that just made me just...cry and want to die "why aren't you perfect?" I just screamed back at him saying "Look I don't wanna fight here I have sexuality and do u have hate towards it? I get it I'm not perfect, but I don't need to be..." and he just left I still haven't told my mom and I think my dad just hates me now...

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Snow Mizu Kazuki left a comment!

OK so....about that vent(ish) post...

heres the story

OK so I was calling my dad because I was having a hard time to stop thinking about trying to die and trying to not lose a friend anymore...we were calling and he asked why I lost my "friend" and I said...because I'm pansexual (plus my dad has no hate towards LGBTQ well a bit) and he just ended the call right there and 10 minutes later he came I was confused I opened the door and there he was looking disgusted at me and he told me to come outside I was freezing so I just wore a long sweater- and he talked to be outside on the porch asking me to be straight instead of liking people just for there personality he was screaming at me and he said the word that just made me just...cry and want to die "why aren't you perfect?" I just screamed back at him saying "Look I don't wanna fight here I have sexuality and do u have hate towards it? I get it I'm not perfect, but I don't need to be..." and he just left I still haven't told my mom and I think my dad just hates me now...

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Snow Mizu Kazuki left a comment!

OK so....about that vent(ish) post...

heres the story

OK so I was calling my dad because I was having a hard time to stop thinking about trying to die and trying to not lose a friend anymore...we were calling and he asked why I lost my "friend" and I said...because I'm pansexual (plus my dad has no hate towards LGBTQ well a bit) and he just ended the call right there and 10 minutes later he came I was confused I opened the door and there he was looking disgusted at me and he told me to come outside I was freezing so I just wore a long sweater- and he talked to be outside on the porch asking me to be straight instead of liking people just for there personality he was screaming at me and he said the word that just made me just...cry and want to die "why aren't you perfect?" I just screamed back at him saying "Look I don't wanna fight here I have sexuality and do u have hate towards it? I get it I'm not perfect, but I don't need to be..." and he just left I still haven't told my mom and I think my dad just hates me now...

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Snow Mizu Kazuki left a comment!

OK so....about that vent(ish) post...

heres the story

OK so I was calling my dad because I was having a hard time to stop thinking about trying to die and trying to not lose a friend anymore...we were calling and he asked why I lost my "friend" and I said...because I'm pansexual (plus my dad has no hate towards LGBTQ well a bit) and he just ended the call right there and 10 minutes later he came I was confused I opened the door and there he was looking disgusted at me and he told me to come outside I was freezing so I just wore a long sweater- and he talked to be outside on the porch asking me to be straight instead of liking people just for there personality he was screaming at me and he said the word that just made me just...cry and want to die "why aren't you perfect?" I just screamed back at him saying "Look I don't wanna fight here I have sexuality and do u have hate towards it? I get it I'm not perfect, but I don't need to be..." and he just left I still haven't told my mom and I think my dad just hates me now...

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Snow Mizu Kazuki left a comment!

OK so....about that vent(ish) post...

heres the story

OK so I was calling my dad because I was having a hard time to stop thinking about trying to die and trying to not lose a friend anymore...we were calling and he asked why I lost my "friend" and I said...because I'm pansexual (plus my dad has no hate towards LGBTQ well a bit) and he just ended the call right there and 10 minutes later he came I was confused I opened the door and there he was looking disgusted at me and he told me to come outside I was freezing so I just wore a long sweater- and he talked to be outside on the porch asking me to be straight instead of liking people just for there personality he was screaming at me and he said the word that just made me just...cry and want to die "why aren't you perfect?" I just screamed back at him saying "Look I don't wanna fight here I have sexuality and do u have hate towards it? I get it I'm not perfect, but I don't need to be..." and he just left I still haven't told my mom and I think my dad just hates me now...

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Snow Mizu Kazuki left a comment!

OK so....about that vent(ish) post...

heres the story

OK so I was calling my dad because I was having a hard time to stop thinking about trying to die and trying to not lose a friend anymore...we were calling and he asked why I lost my "friend" and I said...because I'm pansexual (plus my dad has no hate towards LGBTQ well a bit) and he just ended the call right there and 10 minutes later he came I was confused I opened the door and there he was looking disgusted at me and he told me to come outside I was freezing so I just wore a long sweater- and he talked to be outside on the porch asking me to be straight instead of liking people just for there personality he was screaming at me and he said the word that just made me just...cry and want to die "why aren't you perfect?" I just screamed back at him saying "Look I don't wanna fight here I have sexuality and do u have hate towards it? I get it I'm not perfect, but I don't need to be..." and he just left I still haven't told my mom and I think my dad just hates me now...

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Snow Mizu Kazuki left a comment!

OK so....about that vent(ish) post...

heres the story

OK so I was calling my dad because I was having a hard time to stop thinking about trying to die and trying to not lose a friend anymore...we were calling and he asked why I lost my "friend" and I said...because I'm pansexual (plus my dad has no hate towards LGBTQ well a bit) and he just ended the call right there and 10 minutes later he came I was confused I opened the door and there he was looking disgusted at me and he told me to come outside I was freezing so I just wore a long sweater- and he talked to be outside on the porch asking me to be straight instead of liking people just for there personality he was screaming at me and he said the word that just made me just...cry and want to die "why aren't you perfect?" I just screamed back at him saying "Look I don't wanna fight here I have sexuality and do u have hate towards it? I get it I'm not perfect, but I don't need to be..." and he just left I still haven't told my mom and I think my dad just hates me now...

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Not Sure I was Supposed to See That Yet

Sharing Personal Thoughts, #7: Finding Something That Might become Yours

Gift Sneak Peak?
So, I just got home from work and was going about my casual chores. When I started cleaning the kitchen counters, I noticed a small book and wondered if I needed to throw it away or if it needed to be kept. Well, I picked it up to try and figure it out on my own, since everyone else was sleeping. It was a user manual, but for what? Curiosity edged me on and so I opened it. The user manual was for a new drawing tablet for digital art.

The only other person in my family that I can think of that would use something like that is my younger sister, who is in an entirely different state and already has a Wacom drawing tablet. So I don't think that it is going to anyone else. My parents (yes, I still live with them) love getting that genuine surprised expression and emotion from me so I just put the book back exactly as I found it and left the counters alone so it looked like I didn't see it.
I've been trying to tell myself that it's for someone else the past few days, but it's just been eating me alive so I thought I'd get it off of my chest.
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Thank you for reading.

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