*on a call with bsf who ignored me for over a week bc he called out of nowhere*
*We talk for like 44 minutes about random shid and stuff*
Him: well our friendship is kind of toxic
Me: Can you elaborate?
*Call cutely glitches at perfect timing*
Me: FXCK I can't hear you-
*Finally gets it to work*
Him: Okay so you can hear me now good
Me: okay so what did you say?
Him: *silence
Me: ... I'm confused
Me: *thinks he went brb and will come back bc of the silence
Him: *hangs up
Me: 👁️💧👄💧👁️
ANXIETY GO BRRRR AND IK NO OME WILL READ THIS SO HAAAA >:)
And can't wait for him to ignore me for another week uWu
ẞ r e d
•°`°•~ W e l c o m e ~•°`°•
My YT: https://youtube.com/channel/UCbCDDm5PDs06-E6kWj_1wtA
Tik tok: @bred_toaster_
Email: enby.w33b@gmail.com
Pronouns: vie/vem/vier/vixself, it/it's usually, but fluctuates
You may call me Bred
Bday: September eighth
Age: 15 so no ew stuffs
Personality type: ENFP-T
- Gore
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- Neon
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Sooo the weather today ammiright??
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> ẞ ;v;
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> XxkarmaclawxX ú-ù
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Bruh the weather today is hooot like I’m burning in fire. But other than that it’s fine 🥲
He was marked as offline for the whole week so I go to check if he's online and he was yesterday...
He's been ignoring me for a week...
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so fucking sorry I hate this
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> ẞ .+-I'll talk to you,im pretty sure everyone here is also willing to talk to you <3.+-
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im sorry that he's ignoring you- maybe something happened to him? idk, sorry. AND THATS ME IN TNE SCREENSHOT-
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> .+* Kdkdykdy whyareyousonice And bro Ivr considered just not talking to him but I'm a pussy and we've gotten really close. Like he's the only person who's listened to me babble about OC's- But he's kinda of a dick ✨ Before, he usually would reply to my texts but sound uninterested. He really overused to word cool-- But now he just kinda stopped messaging me all together, leaves me on read, and answers my calls when he feels like it. It's eH- but I've survived over two years of this-
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.+-!spend your time on someone that will appreciate is my advice,if they still dont end up talking to you buy the end of the month consider that friendship over,but if you still wanna wait for them you can,and try to see if they have a really big important reason on why they wont even give you a piece of their so important time.But i dont think that's the best route,you'll end up only hurting yourself if you wait and they still dont reply to you,just advice that i think will help (i think).+!
Today I've had a shit load of ✨ anxiety ✨ and I ✨ fucking hate it ✨
I can deal with depression but when I feel anxious I can't fucking stand it how tf do people live with anxiety--
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.+-looking at the things and spending time with the people you love most,maybe just watching your favorite youtuber's videos or just watching things that will make you happy,but just remember to always take care of yourself okey? <3.+-
Spam me names I gotta go do something
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> WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BASIL
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BASIL.
In the process of this douche with low self esteem and a high ass ego. Not done with him yet but any name ideas?
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> ɴᴀʀᴜᴅʏɴᴇ Ooo maybe
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Idl Kiran?
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> ♃ H W A T
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> ẞ OML S4M3 :0 1 D1DN'T KNOW W3 H4D SO MUCH 1N COMMON!!
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> ♃ I EAT CHILDREN
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> ẞ HMMMMMMM………W41T………YOU L1K3 TH3 4SK BLOG TOOOO??!! 4YO 1 D1DN’T KNOW YOU L1K3D SP TOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
aHa-
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> ẞ Y E S
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> anonymousartist05 N o
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> ẞ Because…why not?
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> anonymousartist05 But w h y -?
So thing that ik a lot of ppl won't see so I'm posting this now B)
When I've experienced something sad, I ignore it. I just pretend it never happened and live my life. But I especially do this with happy memories.
For example I've had multiple occasions where I've had to leave friends because I'm moving houses or schools or a close friend disappeared and no one's heard from them.
When something like that happens I force myself to either forget the person entirely or ignore I ever met them. If I remember them by being reminded with something I'll take like a minute or two being happy about it, but then really depressive. So I shove it back in my head.
If you know me and we're separated somehow, I will pretend I never met you. I will not think of you for months, even years.
And I hate myself for ever meeting you. It's something I've been doing my entire life. Especially when I'd had to move schools so often.
When I was frozen from Medi I tried to ignore meeting everyone I had met which is why I didn't do much when I came back. I didn't want people to get too excited for me coming back.
I constantly shove things aside. And I hate myself for doing that because only if I never met this person, I wouldn't be feeling like this now. I wouldn't be shoving every memory I have of them to the back of my brain.
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> ẞ .°•!relatable but for the wrong reasons 🤪!°•.
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> .+* Bro tWiNsIeS--
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.+-?i kinda have this problem too,i like to pass my suffering as a joke and act like im okay when im really not :/ example:my pet fish died loooool.?+-
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> WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Ive been doing this for years and nothing's happened? (I really didn't think anyone would see this-)
Aesthetic mentally unstable furries-
It's uh for a friend-
(I just need character designs-)
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pfft
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> quince Lol okay- AndThat'sfinebecauseiwouldhavetousemycreativityforonce
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ok i can- i can t r y i havent drawn furries in a hot minute but im up for a challenge theresagoodchanceitwonthappenthoplsdontbeexpectinganything,,
I'm gay
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Adorable!
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Oooo
KITCHEN FORK IS PLAYING
Me:
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> ẞ THANK YOUU
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> patwithanx MWAH
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> ẞ I KNOWWW IM WAITING FOR MY MWAH
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> ẞ Let's gooooo
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> ẞ Get those lungs ready I play trumpet
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> anonymousartist05 👀👄👀
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> ẞ YoURe BreAtHiNg
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> anonymousartist05 *I n h a l e s the fckn cup
If anyone asks, I'm not eating cereal in bed don't tell on me :(
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> patwithanx Yes 👍🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤😏😏😏😩😫
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> anonymousartist05 😩😩😩😩
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> patwithanx You be thIrSty 😂😩😩😫😖🤤😏
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> anonymousartist05 ohhhhh.....😛
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What is going on ;0;
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> ẞ GOoD 😌😏
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> ẞ aaAAAY IF I GET KILLED I CAN SEE HIM
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> anonymousartist05 OKAY HE'D ACTUALLY FALL FOR THAT THOUGH-
LOOK WHAT MANGO SAID ITS 100% REAL IF YOU THINK ITS FAKE YOURE BREADPHOBIC
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> ẞ I HAVE SHOWN PROOF UR LYING
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> ẞ UR NOW EXPOSED
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IM DYING- MANGO HOW COULD YOU
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BRO MY TABLET WONT LET ME TAKE A SCREENSHOT AHHHHHH
Petition to start using actual heart emojis 🫀
instead of this abomination ❤️
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🫀🫀🫀🫀
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> ẞ sending virtual hugs!! 🫀
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> patwithanx Omg I love you too 🫀🫀
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i love you! 🫀
Idk lol but like- Lithius in a sweater doe- 👀
Uh if anyone's interested in my 50s setting story thingy I have I do have this-
https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1qfP9bATX03RzJUPlj3cCQv5U_UjQNAcDxKzHeHDdbcU/edit?usp=drivesdk
Looooots of tw so be prepared for like- everything? And I mean stuff like self harm, suicide, disowning, lots of death, ECT.
It's a bit long and kinda old so-
I made the stickers with the apple and the sweater, the others I got off of Amazon lol-
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> ẞ E p i c
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> ẞ he rlly is uwu
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> Voiid🌸 Yes he is bb u-u
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aaaw look at angeldust smh so cute
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XDDDDD
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> ẞ You heard nothing XD
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> XxkarmaclawxX o O p -
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> ẞ I mean- u h
And I'm glad u-u
If I ever say loll I am not okay mentally but Im too scared to talk about it because I don't want to be annoying
If I just say lol it's because I've been saying lmao too much and wanted to say something different-
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Understood fam, btw that meme is absolutely hilarious!
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You can always vent to me
LITERALLY EVERYTHING I'M- wHa-
https://www.idrlabs.com/borderline-spectrum/test.php
Women though 😩😩
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> ẞ Lol 😆
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> ฿₳ⱠĐł Ayyyeee
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I also did this test ! My result is bisexual. (Correct lol)
Since the other screenshots were kinda old I decided to do it again and- Well that's great-
First is the new one, second is the old one
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> ☆°•cee•°☆ Ja
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> ẞ thanks !!
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> ☆°•cee•°☆ https://www.idrlabs.com/anxiety-stress-depression/test.php
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could you send the link please 😧
Good thing I didn't delete these then lol-
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Okay so obviously no self interest at all- not surprised-
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> ẞ 🦜+🐴=💖
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> MOO! 🟪🟦
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> ẞ 🤡💍🍞
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> MOO! Gasp :O
Seeing a certain someone's post reminded me of this thing I made-
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> ẞ ayo cool ‼️ i haven’t met anyone else who likes to crochet- I made a skirt and a shirt not that long ago
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> quince OOP
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YOOO YOU MADE THAT??? THATS SO COOL AHH,,,
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> ☆°•cee•°☆ Ja
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> .+* 1. Yes 2. AYYYYEEE 3. Absolutely broski 4. L i e s
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.+-And a really bright turquoise,lavander and pink.+-
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.+-a really obnoxious orange color (no offence)._+
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> ẞ It kinda sounds like he's tryna sound like a victim- He may just be trying to end he friendship for some reason?? Idk broski Sorry he is a poopy friend
> Mango I d k I did hear smth about our fights which weren't really fights technically-? It's hard to explain- I've talked to him about him being kind of a jerk and I've literally told him that I'm scared of him but he's seeing those as fights-..??
> .+* OKAY I- IM DYING XLXKGKHCHX ✋💀
.+--.- what is he?the next episode of goku?.+