I think I should end my one and only internet friendship lol. I've known a friend for a year and the worst thing is that she found out I had an account on Medibang 💀🚶😀😹 and even worse is that she follows me but from her computer and I think she has no use for it now so I doubt she can read this. It was a beautiful friendship but now I feel like I messed it up and it's all my fault🚶 I want to get it over with once and for all and it's not that I get like this just because she doesn't answer my messages she literally changed me for someone else but I think her new friend is better than me and she deserves someone much better than me after I got her hopes up that I was a man online until she realized the truth and from there many things changed but still she forgave me. I don't deserve a friendship like that, no way, I want to get away as soon as possible from long distance friendships because in these two years of pandemic they have made me install discord and end up being a victim of cyberbullying at the end of November last year 🚶. I hurt her a lot at the end of last year and I can't forgive myself, I don't want to go on living with this guilt forever even though she will probably tell me otherwise. And if she probably reads this I want you to know that you have been one of my best long distance friends and even though it's ridiculous to have long distance friendships you were someone very important even though sometimes I don't know how to show my feelings or the nice things I felt about our friendship now that I messed it up nothing will ever be the same. I want to apologise to you because I don't have anyone to tell my problems to 🚶 anyway this situation is so ridiculous and stupid that I'm even starting to feel sorry for myself hahaha 😂😺
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I'm about to end a friendship. Warning: mentions of Cp, pornographic and incest groups, among other disgusting things. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THESE THINGS. I have been friends with a guy a year older than me, according to him he is 15 but he has told me that because of his height he looks 17 (they tell him so) and I doubt he is really that age. When I installed facebook 4 months ago I had been invited to a Messenger group and that's where I met him. At first I found him nice, I never thought about what a disgusting person he is, I don't understand why I keep looking for friends on the internet, I think it's because of my shyness and how introverted I am, I can't socialize. A few weeks after chatting privately about anything, he invited me to try to get cp, yes he told me weeks after installing facebook for me, I don't know how he gained a lot of trust with me but he told me I was the second person he talked to the most, I don't know if it's true but I can assure it's because of how disgusting he is and the fact that he starts to like cp despite being underage and may be a potential pedophile he is unable to get friends in real life. I feel very uncomfortable writing this but at the same time sad and I don't know why. I stopped talking to him a few weeks because of that and I thought what he told me was a joke as I met many friends on discord joking about cp turned out not to be, the 💀💀💀💀 After a month we are still normal, I didn't talk about those disgusting things until a few months ago he told me if it was normal to be attracted to kids younger than him, like 5 or 10 years old, to which I replied no, that was disgusting and I don't know why at that time I didn't cut friendship with him, I'm going to be honest I had a friend I talked to a lot but she changed me. This makes me very bad because today I did well in school and when I got to facebook and the only message I see is if I wanted to join porn groups and cp and he even put me in a group about incest today.
A month ago I gave him my phone number to talk on WhatsApp yes, what I did was wrong, but I could not cut the friendship since he insisted that I join those groups, I could not do it because I would feel lonely but I got to thinking, I have friends out there and they are good to me which I am grateful for in this life. Exactly a month ago he was checking my facebook profile, he checked my birth date, the groups I liked and even my real gender, I told him I was a man to which the very stupid son of a bitch believed me, don't ask how but I have been pretending to be a man on the internet for a year now and yes I was wrong, I am just afraid of being stalked by depraved old men on any social network but it turns out not. Upon discovering this, he would tell me to send him a picture of my thighs or intimate parts. I don't understand why he was so desperate to want to see a woman's body, he told me that he had already asked for intimate photos from other women on Facebook. and I asked him why he was doing that, he told me that in his spare time he liked to do that even though he had sex for 3 years with his girlfriend but they broke up according to him I just wanted to vent too and forgive my inactivity I'm having an art block like never before, thank you so much for everything, all these mistakes I have been making during these months, I am just afraid of loneliness, being alone and the truth I depend a lot on social networks, I feel that virtual friends are better than those in real life but it is not so, I feel bad about myself I am aware of this, thank you very much for everything.
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Anyway, I already blocked him from facebook I guess I'm fine now, thank you guys.
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He is probably underage and he likes to watch cp oh my god
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sorry if this is mistranslated or you didn't understand some words, i use the translator.
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> CherryArtsOwO I will be safe, I will keep you informed about this
Uh, I feel very lonely, my best friend stopped talking to me and she was the only one we shared things with and we talked more than anything, what do you think I should do? Or any advice to stop feeling like this :')? I don't want it to be offline because I'm a social loser and if....
Hey guys I still have artblock and it frustrates me that I can't post something. I really appreciate the support you give to my drawings even though I post something every 3 weeks. I wanted to clarify something and that is that I'm trying to overcome this thing that the truth most artists hate xd I hope you understand and why my absence in this social network and the others. I hope to reach 430 followers soon, I love you guys :')
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no worries it happens :0 hope you escape the art block soon — Also gl with 430 followers!
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I feel ya
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I don't get it, last time I had artblock it lasted like 3 months and I've had this for over 5 months 💀💀💀💀.
Hey... hi guys... sorry if I haven't posted something. I want to get something off my chest :') life is hard but-
Yesterday I spoke to the guy I ignored and just thinking about it makes me very nervous and I don't know how to calm down, I'm just waiting for his response. A few days ago I told my friend on Whatsapp that we don't talk like we used to and yes.... (I get sad when they don't talk to me haha- 😭) she told me that she has family problems and now she couldn't talk to me or something but we haven't talked for 3 days now and she only leaves my messages in sight- well I think it would be too much pressure for her to tell her that I get sad when she doesn't talk to me apart from her school and family problems and she doesn't make the slightest effort to talk to me she just plays and leaves me abandoned bruh- yeah. I feel like I've already bored her, I spend all day alone in my house with nothing to do and since my brothers are adults and have families they don't live here anymore. Yes, I feel lonely in a nutshell. Every time I start to reflect on my life I fall back into an existential crisis and I find it hard to recover. So... I guess that was it - ahg I'm disgusted, but what can I do. I'll bring you new drawings soon, thanks for waiting.
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> CherryArtsOwO Thank you sdhsjdjsjdjsuskfk :'
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Aw.. :(( I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you feel better soon.
I haven't spoken to my friend in discord for 7 months and I moved away from him for personal reasons but I found his Twitter account and he sent me a message to which I don't know whether to tell him that I was his friend that I stopped talking to him and ignored him, practically or to pretend to be someone else and not tell him that I am his friend, what do you think? I haven't said anything to him yet, I just want your opinions please.
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> ✦LemonPie! ah man im sure itll be okay !! good luck !
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Oh and he seems to be a bit inactive on his Twitter but not on his discord.
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I feel so fcking nervous rn
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The truth is that for months I have been feeling guilt and regret for my actions because he was a good person, I don't know what happened in me that made me move away and treat him badly but here it is something personal for him because I did that but well. I will take my time and maybe tomorrow I will tell him calmly.
My phone doesn't want to charge lmao. Thank you for supporting my last drawing and the others <3 you are the best I don't know how to thank you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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I'm working on a drawing, i hope i can finish it today
I'm working on a drawing and I'm starting with the background. I don't know why I decided to do this 💀I usually never draw backgrounds and now my thumb is hurting....
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> SAMMY_DRAWS JSJFJJA thank youu <3❤️❤️
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Idk why look weird :,v
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It looks great so far buddy! keep the good work!! I believe in you~
https://medibang.com/picture/rt2207012303113580022636149/
I like this drawing, you can support it?
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> Debora dibujos ^>^ JAJDJ de nada!! :3
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Oe gracias :') ❤️❤️❤️✨✨🍋
https://medibang.com/picture/322206300346193910019442472/
I know some of you have seen it but the drawing was lost when your drawings were updated 3 hours ago 💀
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> ✦LemonPie! Oop srry
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> 📺 ꪜꫀ᥊᥊ꪗ📺 AAAWWW THX :'))
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AGH YOUR ART STYLE IS SO AMAZING!!!!
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> 📻 !! R A D I O H E A R T !! ❤ Uh, nope is a drawing of my oc
I am working on two drawings but my phone requires me to delete things to have more space and that bothers me when I am drawing
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I'm still alive, I have no inspiration yet so, hello.
i changed my name lol, Maybe today I will do face reveal on my Instagram 😳😳 and also today or tomorrow I will upload a new drawing.
A thousand apologies for not revealing my face after I uploaded my last drawing quite a while ago I guess- so, I'm really SORRY I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT LOL Sorry.
I want to change my username, give me ideas.
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Fries and Lies
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> 💤The_Depressed_Demon💤 Sounds good, thanks
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> CherryArtsOwO Sounds good, thanks
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Somebody333 (?) Lmao
I made a account on Instagram! :>
https://www.instagram.com/_lemonpie_511/
Hey, sorry for my inactivity (? Homework keeps me busy...)
I feel like I have artblock and I haven't touched medibang for quite a while and in case a possible artblock happens I will redraw a drawing from a few months ago.
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If I manage to finish the sketch today, it will be posted tomorrow night or possibly in the morning.
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> ✦ Nobody333 ✦ Yw <3
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> ゼロ JAKDJAK ty ;;w;
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Aawwwww sooo cute~~!!! It's adorable!
WHY I LIKE THIS SO MUCH
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> ✦ Nobody333 ✦ Np :>
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> ゼロ Thx! :]
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Cuz it's cool!
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NfMegACVJQw
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hh1WeQxfCX0
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iioLL6K8Gcw
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=uJoMqYumxmA
After having posted a drawing with a possible new art style, now I want to change it again idk why just this is sucks haha
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> ✦ Nobody333 ✦ Np^^
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> ゼロチューバー TY 😭 JJSDJSK
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Your not weird I do the same. This drawing fire :0. Plus do whatever you think is best ^^
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> ✦ Nobody333 ✦ Yww!!
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> ✦ Nobody333 ✦ I really can't draw Dream so-- It's so awesome thoo!!!!
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> 華夜蓮@ガルシア家 omgbkafjlqbTHANKYOU AA
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He's adorabllleeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
Hey guys, i'll be honest my English is not the best but i just take the translator here so, Probably not an accurate translation but, come on man. My current situation is not the best, I have family problems and I don't have much to explain. Why will I be inactive? I'm moving again and we won't have internet for a long time 😓 i really sorry for this, i don't like this, ok? I'll miss you guys
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ok see you ill be waiting 4 when u come back!
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take as much time as you need! we'll miss you though! and i hope youre family stuff is better soon too!
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This is not very important so i hope i can be back soon xd
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I love your style! the pink palette u use is so appealing and everything u draw is so nice to look at!!
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> ✦ Nobody333✦ Heh? No my art style isn't good compared to yours :)
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> ゼロチューバー YESS also i love your art style! :]
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> Eminoa AA ty 🥙👌
Hey guys, i need your help, aaa, idk what color to paint in my drawings, the firts one o the second one??
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I say the first one , it looks pretty good
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> Dinosaurbean JkafjkazjKKwg thankyouuu qwqqw
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> Eminoa Maybe it will but maybe and at other times use the second color palette (the second image)
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idk if u did that for the first one, if u did u can play with ton curves :)) (i recommend to modify the blue curve only, so when u're done with shading the colors will pop out, idk how we say that correctly in english qwq)
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You give off pretty cool vibes
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6, d, !, 🧡
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in 2 days maybe I'll make a meet the artist 🏌️idk
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SOMETHING ELSE YT!!!!! This is so cooooool
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