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I really feel like I'm not being a good enough person, it overwhelms me, I've been like this for days and I don't know why. There have been days where I have felt insufficient for others. I would like to talk about this with my psychologist.
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I apologize to everyone for my previous nonsensical posts. I am a teenager, a bitter weirdo with sudden mood swings. My life doesn't suck , I have a mother who loves me and good friends in real life and online. I feel very ashamed for everything I have said and had said, it was not my intention to try to make you all feel uncomfortable.
My impulsiveness is a lot, I do things without thinking, probably avoid reading posts when I'm sad or angry.
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I apologize to everyone for my previous nonsensical posts. I am a teenager, a bitter weirdo with sudden mood swings. My life doesn't suck , I have a mother who loves me and good friends in real life and online. I feel very ashamed for everything I have said and had said, it was not my intention to try to make you all feel uncomfortable.
My impulsiveness is a lot, I do things without thinking, probably avoid reading posts when I'm sad or angry.
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I apologize to everyone for my previous nonsensical posts. I am a teenager, a bitter weirdo with sudden mood swings. My life doesn't suck , I have a mother who loves me and good friends in real life and online. I feel very ashamed for everything I have said and had said, it was not my intention to try to make you all feel uncomfortable.
My impulsiveness is a lot, I do things without thinking, probably avoid reading posts when I'm sad or angry.
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I apologize to everyone for my previous nonsensical posts. I am a teenager, a bitter weirdo with sudden mood swings. My life doesn't suck , I have a mother who loves me and good friends in real life and online. I feel very ashamed for everything I have said and had said, it was not my intention to try to make you all feel uncomfortable.
My impulsiveness is a lot, I do things without thinking, probably avoid reading posts when I'm sad or angry.
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Many are probably unaware of this but i finally got to talk to a teacher about my current situation because I have been constantly getting tired and having to deal with freaking anxiety and that because of that I have been having emotional slumps. I was finally able to do so and I also explained to him about why I don't progress like the other kids in my school because of my possible undiagnosed ADHD he quoted me and my mom on Tuesday and really from that moment I cried for joy because e thought I was going to be another teenager repressed by society's ignorance again but not this time 😭😭. Another thing I wanted to talk about is that a friend told me that she felt sad because one of her friends calls her ugly but she thinks she doesn't mean it as a joke. I told her that this was psychological damage and that she should stay away from them, she said no and I respect her decision, everyone has a different point of view, she decided to stay there for fear of feeling lonely and I understand her because during these 3 years of pandemic I have suffered loneliness (and I am not the only one) because of the pandemic but I decided not to focus on making friends or others liking me, I have friends but few and with that I am satisfied, I am just trying to focus on my studies which I feel I am doing well. After that talk she told me something that I will never forget, she was a victim of sexual abuse during the vacations in December. When I heard that I was shocked I didn't know how to react I just asked her if she had told anyone she trusted which she answered no and that made me really sad because she is another girl who is afraid of being judged or that no one would believe her. So much so that since I got home I cried, cried and started to reflect because I am fortunate not to live experiences like that despite having lived traumas and that I considered myself a shitty person that empathy never left me. I could barely give her a hug although I feel it was not enough, I want to try to convince her to tell someone she trusts because she is a person like me who has feelings like us and I do not want her to keep quiet.
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Is myself
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I can say today was a really nice day.
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Dude, I don't know why I'm having trouble relating to others I literally have a hard time starting a conversation. This is freaking me out I don't know if it was like this before but I don't think so. I'm afraid to tell my sister or my mom about this I'm afraid my sister will get mad at my mom for thinking she was a bad mom when I feel like it's all my fault. I feel like people don't like me or wouldn't want to see me. I don't know what I need to do to stop feeling this way. I think I got off to a bad start this year.
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Dude, I don't know why I'm having trouble relating to others I literally have a hard time starting a conversation. This is freaking me out I don't know if it was like this before but I don't think so. I'm afraid to tell my sister or my mom about this I'm afraid my sister will get mad at my mom for thinking she was a bad mom when I feel like it's all my fault. I feel like people don't like me or wouldn't want to see me. I don't know what I need to do to stop feeling this way. I think I got off to a bad start this year.
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I feel lonely again
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Uhh vent. I've been feeling very sad for days. I feel like everything I do is wrong and I don't know how to do things right. My mom leaves me abandoned to be with a fucking 48 year old gentleman and all ugly and horrible like a fucking ogre because she can't handle the loneliness of the trauma my grandmother left her at 12 years old (she has abandonment traumas). I hate feeling like my friends don't consider me as their friend, yesterday one of my friends pushed me off the stairs at my school but it was my fault because I started first and also they made fun of me for having small breasts. I feel like my "friends" hate me for the way I am, I am not able to love myself I would like to accept myself but no, I can't stand myself and I want to change. And now I'm here, it's 10:01pm eating alone because my brothers are adults and don't live here anymore and my mom is over there. In conclusion my life is sad and miserable, I wish I was 11 years old again.
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I was relaxing drinking coffee and chatting on discord in my laptop but because I was an idiot the coffee fell all over my keyboard. What I did was to clean the coffee but I didn't turn off the computer it turned itself off within minutes now I don't know what to do. Pls help I don't want to tell my mom because she will beat me 💀.
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Sorry for coming back like this. I wanted to vent because I am a miserable person yes, I feel lonely, I feel like I can't fit in easily with other people, I feel like my friends I am like a burden when I am with them or they don't consider me their friend. I feel like I don't even have friends anymore, my only and best friend from childhood started to treat me ugly just because of my looks plus she is low self esteem because she is overweight she has been liking it(? Picking on me for my physique because I am thin and I am afraid to approach her and other friends (? Overweight because I think they will do the same to me. I can't even spend 5 minutes with my friend and others because of that, I can't socialize like someone normal but it's hard for me plus I have no interest in socializing in real life, I only like to make friends online because it's much more comfortable and on the internet you meet people with your same tastes, etc instead in real life no, maybe yes but not with me. I try to socialize on the internet because as I said before, but I can't, I simply can't start a conversation with a stranger with certain tastes similar to mine, I just don't know what I have. For me it is sad to see a group of friends at school because of how they have a good time and talk to each other every day. It is sad because everyone can have a best friend or a simple friend. According to me I had enough but what I consider everyone friends is hard, my childhood friend treats me horribly sometimes, one of my friends treats me ugly just for being less intelligent (? I don't know what I have to do to please others, that I think they feel good around me or by my presence, I don't know what I have to do to fit in with others for some reason is that I like to socialize on the internet than in real life, because I am a fucking introverted bitch or asocial. Yes, I have good friends but I only wish I had a best friend online or in real life I just don't like to feel lonely. These last few weeks I don't know which group of friends to hang out with at recess but I guess I already found another group of friends that I've known since second grade.
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Dude, I don't know why I'm having trouble relating to others I literally have a hard time starting a conversation. This is freaking me out I don't know if it was like this before but I don't think so. I'm afraid to tell my sister or my mom about this I'm afraid my sister will get mad at my mom for thinking she was a bad mom when I feel like it's all my fault. I feel like people don't like me or wouldn't want to see me. I don't know what I need to do to stop feeling this way. I think I got off to a bad start this year.
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Dude, I don't know why I'm having trouble relating to others I literally have a hard time starting a conversation. This is freaking me out I don't know if it was like this before but I don't think so. I'm afraid to tell my sister or my mom about this I'm afraid my sister will get mad at my mom for thinking she was a bad mom when I feel like it's all my fault. I feel like people don't like me or wouldn't want to see me. I don't know what I need to do to stop feeling this way. I think I got off to a bad start this year.
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Why don't they all go fuck themselves? Imagine wishing happy new year to someone and they reply you in the worst way and not even a "thank you" They are motherfuckers. The one I wished happy new year to was a guy who supposedly is very much in love with me lol but I didn't bruh him and he responded badly and it really affected me a lot because the whole afternoon I was sad like that and I don't know why. I think that when someone I have some affection or trust insults me in any way I take it very badly and possibly end up crying for a while, it doesn't happen all the time. I guess I have become more psychologically vulnerable since I suffered cyberbullying a year ago. Idk I only when I'm nice and they respond to me in a nefarious and hurtful way possible I start thinking about what I did wrong and cried. All this time I thought I was over that trauma without a psychologist because going here to a psychologist costs a lot of money and more if you are from a poor family. I never told anyone about this only a trusted friend but she is from another country. What can I do? Nothing I guess let time pass and think that the wound was never there.
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