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ramuné left a comment!

guh

probably a vent idk you can ignore




I got kinda twisted this morning on bluesky
like you can go check the thread if you want to, it's under the hospital au cdot post on my account (ramun3.bsky.social) but like ugh
I'm really hung up on it and idk if I should even be posting this
im like really really disappointed
I had a good idea
I just was really stupid about it
n cdot was stupid
n now I'm sad
and I really hope they don't hate me for it because I don't want anyone to hate me
I'm so stupid about it
and at this point im like why did I even post it why did I even think that
I'm just so paranoid it's so stupid
I'm like maybe I should stop drawing rpk stuff so much??? should I just go back to splatoon?? or like. I haven't touched my OCs in forever except dove because of my stupid project
and I was thinking about that too and how I could've been fucking that up too but it's based on MY experiences so I can't be fucking that up but what if someone thinks I am or something
I just don't know what to do
I'm really sorry charlie

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  • > Muna Sketches they didnt use the claim as an argument, im just saying that the fact they liked cdot so much might have added to why they were mad. thanks for the kind words, muna

  • > ramuné Ah well, mistakes and misconceptions happen a a few billion times a day, don't beat yourself up over it too bad. You had better intentions than what came out. Though I do find it weird how that person claimed to be cdot's number one fan as an argument?- Providing that it was an argument against you But I completely understand how yucky it feels when you're apart of online drama. I've been in it and felt SUPER yucky-

  • > Muna Sketches i posted my drawing of cdot as a psych patient and someone thought I was being ableist/misrepresenting. I can admit that at parts I was doing things wrong but I hadn't said everything I wanted to say in the description which made it look way worse than it actually was. this person did claim to be cdot's number one fan and I think that did contribute to how they felt but I can still understand why they were upset

  • Mate are you alright? What happened? =< I've had my "the internet is gonna hate me" moments, so I feel empathetic, as I understand your feelings because of that. If a fan base attacked you, sometimes it's not completely justified (parasocial relationships with online creators can really make the audience blinded with judgement to others who disagree)

ramuné left a comment!

guh

probably a vent idk you can ignore




I got kinda twisted this morning on bluesky
like you can go check the thread if you want to, it's under the hospital au cdot post on my account (ramun3.bsky.social) but like ugh
I'm really hung up on it and idk if I should even be posting this
im like really really disappointed
I had a good idea
I just was really stupid about it
n cdot was stupid
n now I'm sad
and I really hope they don't hate me for it because I don't want anyone to hate me
I'm so stupid about it
and at this point im like why did I even post it why did I even think that
I'm just so paranoid it's so stupid
I'm like maybe I should stop drawing rpk stuff so much??? should I just go back to splatoon?? or like. I haven't touched my OCs in forever except dove because of my stupid project
and I was thinking about that too and how I could've been fucking that up too but it's based on MY experiences so I can't be fucking that up but what if someone thinks I am or something
I just don't know what to do
I'm really sorry charlie

Read more

  • > Muna Sketches they didnt use the claim as an argument, im just saying that the fact they liked cdot so much might have added to why they were mad. thanks for the kind words, muna

  • > ramuné Ah well, mistakes and misconceptions happen a a few billion times a day, don't beat yourself up over it too bad. You had better intentions than what came out. Though I do find it weird how that person claimed to be cdot's number one fan as an argument?- Providing that it was an argument against you But I completely understand how yucky it feels when you're apart of online drama. I've been in it and felt SUPER yucky-

  • > Muna Sketches i posted my drawing of cdot as a psych patient and someone thought I was being ableist/misrepresenting. I can admit that at parts I was doing things wrong but I hadn't said everything I wanted to say in the description which made it look way worse than it actually was. this person did claim to be cdot's number one fan and I think that did contribute to how they felt but I can still understand why they were upset

  • Mate are you alright? What happened? =< I've had my "the internet is gonna hate me" moments, so I feel empathetic, as I understand your feelings because of that. If a fan base attacked you, sometimes it's not completely justified (parasocial relationships with online creators can really make the audience blinded with judgement to others who disagree)

guh

probably a vent idk you can ignore




I got kinda twisted this morning on bluesky
like you can go check the thread if you want to, it's under the hospital au cdot post on my account (ramun3.bsky.social) but like ugh
I'm really hung up on it and idk if I should even be posting this
im like really really disappointed
I had a good idea
I just was really stupid about it
n cdot was stupid
n now I'm sad
and I really hope they don't hate me for it because I don't want anyone to hate me
I'm so stupid about it
and at this point im like why did I even post it why did I even think that
I'm just so paranoid it's so stupid
I'm like maybe I should stop drawing rpk stuff so much??? should I just go back to splatoon?? or like. I haven't touched my OCs in forever except dove because of my stupid project
and I was thinking about that too and how I could've been fucking that up too but it's based on MY experiences so I can't be fucking that up but what if someone thinks I am or something
I just don't know what to do
I'm really sorry charlie

Read more

  • > Muna Sketches they didnt use the claim as an argument, im just saying that the fact they liked cdot so much might have added to why they were mad. thanks for the kind words, muna

  • > ramuné Ah well, mistakes and misconceptions happen a a few billion times a day, don't beat yourself up over it too bad. You had better intentions than what came out. Though I do find it weird how that person claimed to be cdot's number one fan as an argument?- Providing that it was an argument against you But I completely understand how yucky it feels when you're apart of online drama. I've been in it and felt SUPER yucky-

  • > Muna Sketches i posted my drawing of cdot as a psych patient and someone thought I was being ableist/misrepresenting. I can admit that at parts I was doing things wrong but I hadn't said everything I wanted to say in the description which made it look way worse than it actually was. this person did claim to be cdot's number one fan and I think that did contribute to how they felt but I can still understand why they were upset

  • Mate are you alright? What happened? =< I've had my "the internet is gonna hate me" moments, so I feel empathetic, as I understand your feelings because of that. If a fan base attacked you, sometimes it's not completely justified (parasocial relationships with online creators can really make the audience blinded with judgement to others who disagree)