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ramuné left a comment!

guh

probably a vent idk you can ignore




I got kinda twisted this morning on bluesky
like you can go check the thread if you want to, it's under the hospital au cdot post on my account (ramun3.bsky.social) but like ugh
I'm really hung up on it and idk if I should even be posting this
im like really really disappointed
I had a good idea
I just was really stupid about it
n cdot was stupid
n now I'm sad
and I really hope they don't hate me for it because I don't want anyone to hate me
I'm so stupid about it
and at this point im like why did I even post it why did I even think that
I'm just so paranoid it's so stupid
I'm like maybe I should stop drawing rpk stuff so much??? should I just go back to splatoon?? or like. I haven't touched my OCs in forever except dove because of my stupid project
and I was thinking about that too and how I could've been fucking that up too but it's based on MY experiences so I can't be fucking that up but what if someone thinks I am or something
I just don't know what to do
I'm really sorry charlie

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ramuné left a comment!

guh

probably a vent idk you can ignore




I got kinda twisted this morning on bluesky
like you can go check the thread if you want to, it's under the hospital au cdot post on my account (ramun3.bsky.social) but like ugh
I'm really hung up on it and idk if I should even be posting this
im like really really disappointed
I had a good idea
I just was really stupid about it
n cdot was stupid
n now I'm sad
and I really hope they don't hate me for it because I don't want anyone to hate me
I'm so stupid about it
and at this point im like why did I even post it why did I even think that
I'm just so paranoid it's so stupid
I'm like maybe I should stop drawing rpk stuff so much??? should I just go back to splatoon?? or like. I haven't touched my OCs in forever except dove because of my stupid project
and I was thinking about that too and how I could've been fucking that up too but it's based on MY experiences so I can't be fucking that up but what if someone thinks I am or something
I just don't know what to do
I'm really sorry charlie

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update

about my art getting used in a thumbnail. not posting this on bluesky yet.
I was not credited for my artwork, nor did I give permission for it to be used.
I'm just a tiny bit pissed at cdotkom (y'know the guy I've been drawing for weeks on end 😐) because he was literally in an entire 3 season ARG dedicated to what happens when content gets stolen. and yet here we are.
I'm not going to dwell on it though. because I've gotten into contact with one of the moderators of Bundun's discord server and he (so so amazingly) reached out to Bundun, who told Cdot about my problem. not much will be done right now, because Bundun is in Australia and it's midnight there as of writing. but in due time the problem will be solved.
I am so happy that Bundun's moderator, pineapp, could help me with this, I'm so happy Bundun was so nice to me while I spoke with him, and most of all I'm excited for the results to come.

again I don't wanna dwell on this but jesus christ I'm actually really mad at Cdot. he stole my fucking artwork that's like the lowest of the low for ANOTHER ARTIST to do. imagine your fucking idol, your inspiration, spitting in your face. it hurts. it really does. I didn't get a wink of sleep tonight because I was thinking about how stupid this is. cdot's a good person.
I just think he might be a self centered prick though.
I want to move on from this. I'm going to try my best to. again cdotkom is where I get a lot of my inspiration from. he's a good person. he's funny and cool and shit. but it really hurts.

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ramuné left a comment!

update

about my art getting used in a thumbnail. not posting this on bluesky yet.
I was not credited for my artwork, nor did I give permission for it to be used.
I'm just a tiny bit pissed at cdotkom (y'know the guy I've been drawing for weeks on end 😐) because he was literally in an entire 3 season ARG dedicated to what happens when content gets stolen. and yet here we are.
I'm not going to dwell on it though. because I've gotten into contact with one of the moderators of Bundun's discord server and he (so so amazingly) reached out to Bundun, who told Cdot about my problem. not much will be done right now, because Bundun is in Australia and it's midnight there as of writing. but in due time the problem will be solved.
I am so happy that Bundun's moderator, pineapp, could help me with this, I'm so happy Bundun was so nice to me while I spoke with him, and most of all I'm excited for the results to come.

again I don't wanna dwell on this but jesus christ I'm actually really mad at Cdot. he stole my fucking artwork that's like the lowest of the low for ANOTHER ARTIST to do. imagine your fucking idol, your inspiration, spitting in your face. it hurts. it really does. I didn't get a wink of sleep tonight because I was thinking about how stupid this is. cdot's a good person.
I just think he might be a self centered prick though.
I want to move on from this. I'm going to try my best to. again cdotkom is where I get a lot of my inspiration from. he's a good person. he's funny and cool and shit. but it really hurts.

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