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MediBang ID: 97798
I don't really make art but i'm excited to see what other people make :)
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CREATOR RANK CREATOR fae is trying to be more active 1 year ago
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No one asked,
But I just lost one of my closest friends tonight.
They told me about a massive lie they'd been feeding me for months; around half a year.
My emotions and myself as a whole had been played with severely.
It plays deeply into a massive trauma and fear of mine, and under the circumstances, I could not cope with it and we were due to cut ties either way due to their mother telling them that I'm toxic and bad for their health and forcing them away from talking to me.
All I've done is stick by their side and support them as much as possible. I don't know where I went wrong.
I was told by them that I should not have trusted them and that I made a mistake by doing so.
And, as I've already had massive trust issues, I don't know how long it'll take for me to warm up to anyone this time.
I've been hurt too many times lately, and this ripped another large gash.
They promised that they'd be here with me as I recover from my mastectomy surgery, and that they'd be here for my birthday in a few weeks.
They promised so, so many things.
I will probably be inactive with posting, distant with chatting, and distant in general with how I speak to people.
It seems that every time I warm up to someone, I get hurt. I will no longer be able to warm up as easily as I'm prone to doing.
If this causes any complications with anyone who I talk to regularly, I'm sorry. I'm doing my best.
This was a big heartache tonight and I'm not sure how well I can recover.
Ill do my best, though, and try to get back to a bubbly self in no time.
Its about 3:30 in the morning, so I'm struggling to make sense of everything. I'm sorry if this post makes no sense.
Have a good day/night.

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CREATOR RANK CREATOR fae is trying to be more active 1 year ago
Announcement :)

No one asked,
But I just lost one of my closest friends tonight.
They told me about a massive lie they'd been feeding me for months; around half a year.
My emotions and myself as a whole had been played with severely.
It plays deeply into a massive trauma and fear of mine, and under the circumstances, I could not cope with it and we were due to cut ties either way due to their mother telling them that I'm toxic and bad for their health and forcing them away from talking to me.
All I've done is stick by their side and support them as much as possible. I don't know where I went wrong.
I was told by them that I should not have trusted them and that I made a mistake by doing so.
And, as I've already had massive trust issues, I don't know how long it'll take for me to warm up to anyone this time.
I've been hurt too many times lately, and this ripped another large gash.
They promised that they'd be here with me as I recover from my mastectomy surgery, and that they'd be here for my birthday in a few weeks.
They promised so, so many things.
I will probably be inactive with posting, distant with chatting, and distant in general with how I speak to people.
It seems that every time I warm up to someone, I get hurt. I will no longer be able to warm up as easily as I'm prone to doing.
If this causes any complications with anyone who I talk to regularly, I'm sorry. I'm doing my best.
This was a big heartache tonight and I'm not sure how well I can recover.
Ill do my best, though, and try to get back to a bubbly self in no time.
Its about 3:30 in the morning, so I'm struggling to make sense of everything. I'm sorry if this post makes no sense.
Have a good day/night.

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