tw// suicide, sh
i want to make them simle
i want to make them happy
i want to make myself smile
i want to make myself happy
i want to cut my skin over and over
i want to hang from a ceiling
i will make u smile
i will make u happy
i will cut my skin over and over
i will hang myself from a ceiling
not yet
not today
not tomorrow
not on the weekend
not next month
maybe in an hour or a few
i promise ill make them smile
i promise ill make them happy
i promise to end myself when the time is right
tw//
i just wish i could make everyone happy
but i cant
how am i meant to make others happy when i cant make myself happy?
I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY
I JUST WANT U TO SMILE THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE ALL THE TIME WITHOUT FORCING IT
i just want u to be happy
smile
smile
smile
maybe for me?
1 morning or whatever
2 99 FOLLOWERS??? i feel like ive said this like 5 times :) but yeah thanks
my laptops gonna go flat-
lol ima cry
realisation
*ahem*
YA KNOW WHAT? FUCK U ALL
IM FUCKING 14 I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE STRESS OF MAKING U FEEL GOOD
I SHOULDNT HAVE TO FAKE A FUCKING SMILE FOR ANYONE
IM NOT HAPPY AND I DONT HAVE TO PETEND I AM
IM NOT HAPPY AND I NEVER WILL
BE
I DONT HAVE TO TELL U I LOVE U
I DONT HAVE TO TELL U UR AMAZING BC U SHOULD ALREADY FUCKING KNOW THAT
IF I HATE U I WOULD TELL U
I SPEAK MY MIND
I DONT TAKE SHIT
i. am. fourteen. i. am. NOT. ur therapist.
im not someone u can swing around like a fucking pillow and spew out all the love and affection i need and deserve all over ur fucking pity party
if uve read this far
this is the last time im going to say this to all of u
ur amazing and u deserve everything
the world
only love
i love u
and u mean so much to me
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I love you too love
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Um ok
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> ~✨🍄🌱𝓣𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓰𝓸🌱🍄✨~ eee im so proud of myself!! *happi sounds*
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tis tru good job
might make a trauma oc
when they both stop talking so u just sit there- there like
✨🧍♂️✨
am i abrosexual or confused?
if u didnt join my contest u can leave :)
so i am avoiding drawing the prizes completely i have done ONE [of of puppis rqs]
so if u dont get ur prize i am so sorry i dont mean to just take ur art
im just struggling to draw alot rn
thank you for understanding
i died my hair
ill show yall tmrw tho :)
carter dont go there
nup
u told ur self "u can have a crush on one of them uvu but thats all"
U CANNOT
GO AROUND SIMPING
FOR
EVERY
ONE
ON
THIS
PLAT
FORM
U
FUCKING
SIMP
GRR
HUH???
OK????
MARRY ME???
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> Keith/Kisu/Nickname ilym
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> Carter🎃👻 Ily too
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> Keith/Kisu/Nickname *kiss* ily
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> Carter🎃👻 U3U
does anyone like- have a thing for me
i just wanna know so i can do suum abt it :)
yeah
whoo zero comments!! YAAAY
*sobbing* im such a simp-
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> sk1z1t_ theres nothing to apologise for eryn senpai!
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> Carter🎃👻 alright. my apologies.
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> sk1z1t_ i dont rlly see them as my character it was rlly just a thingo i did and i kinda did it bc i wanted u to have them but if u dont want them thats cool!
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> Carter🎃👻 no. i dont want to take your characters from you.
tw// sh :)
i was clean for like a month whoo!!!
then i fucked the fuck up :D
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idk i got bored of being clean ig-
whooo
gotta love schizophrenia when u can hear ur mates moan over and over
hahahahhaah
i feel disgusting :)
i hate life
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> 🍳Utang🍳 THAS GUD
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> Carter🎃👻 I'M GUD
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> 🍳Utang🍳 HRU??
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MORNINGGG
ive muffed up again
i hate it here
i might
carter u told ur self not to fall for her and what did u do?
fell for her-
does she even message u?
no- she stopped talking to me
why?
idk-
bc ur a fuck head and cant do shit right
yeah ik :)
i would like to part from the earth now
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> Carter🎃👻 Swag
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> Thomas//yes'nt :D
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> Carter🎃👻 :D
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> Thomas//yes'nt *hugs*
that was *not* pogger woggers
also look at what i found :)
if u know my star sign dont use this to ur advantage hahah ill catch feelings :)
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I don't understand this
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> ᴋᴇɪᴛʜ/Dabi//U heehe blob ehh
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> Carter🎃👻 Heheh
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> ᴋᴇɪᴛʜ/Dabi//U heheh "blob" heh
IM GIVING MYSELF A HEADACHE
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Oof
i feel better today :)
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That's good
thats embarrassing
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e
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> ᴋᴇɪᴛʜ/Dabi//U pfft
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> Carter🎃👻 Alright doll it is, doll
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> ᴋᴇɪᴛʜ/Dabi//U who calls me doll? oh kacchan does- sure doll is ok
time to simp loudly
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> ᴋᴇɪᴛʜ/Dabi//U yes very zeb
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> Carter🎃👻 Very zeb
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> ᴋᴇɪᴛʜ/Dabi//U zeb u mean
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> Carter🎃👻 Good replacement
god im a huge fucking softy
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> Razzle deeee
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> Razzle jhdxfkj ill tell ya later lol
my unicorn pen stopped working
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> Razzle high key feel like shit bc of it i just wanted to draw with my cool pen
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> Razzle :( and the horn broke off
look i dont know how to help with venting but i hope you get better soon or if you can accomplish making someone smile
forget abt the tw//