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oooh, Anjela

can't staaand the cold
and it's not summerrr anymore
Anjela - TV Girl (mature listeners)


also idk what images to attach to my topics without reusing funny dog ones all the time lol
anyways in Aussie it's been really cold, so this song rocks <333

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  • its kinda weird isnt it

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 yuhh

  • > VIVLZ6670 ✶ oh yeah, we like the opposite seasons but at the same time being the same months of the year XD--

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 i dont know!!! but i like the opposite seasons, spring and summer, more, because theyre the hot ones :3 and autumn and winter are the hot ones for you also so likeee we're not that different

woopsiezzzz

sorry for the 0% activity over 5 days, i forgot to tell you guys i was going to be away
anywayzz um yeah i'm here ^^

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  • > VIVLZ6670 ✶ woop woop XD

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 omg sky is not blue mentioned

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Ok tysm for the recommendations <333

  • > MrFlagada🏗️ errmmm well what immediately came to mind was "Sky Is Not Blue" by Lemon Demon and lately i've listened to "Plucked" by Destroy Boys as it frequently mentions the sky i know lots of songs i find juicy, but you might have a different music taste XD

i've been SO dead holy cow

i just haven't been feeling like drawing digitally i guess, and i haven't had anything to post-- i'm still doing lots of sketchbook art lol
anyways gn cuzz it's late =] or good morning/avo

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  • > VIVLZ6670 ✶ gn ! rest well <3333

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 yeah!! anywyas goodnight :33

  • > VIVLZ6670 ✶ yeah, that sounds like something i would feel as well XD-- just know that you always have the choice if you don't want to attack them ^^

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 thank you so much!!!! i definitely agree with you about gifts and stuff, but art fight isnt really like that, I just pressure MYSELF to revenge every time because i feel guilty or something IDK but yeah

cemetery pigeons

checkin' out the graves
Cemetery Pigeons - Penelope Scott


yah cool song !!!!! ik it's long but the last 3rd of the song is so cool
i've been drawing a lot in my sketchbook lately, so erm still no digital art to post =[ i've been enjoying the break tho
but yeah i've just been doing a looot of emotional drawing, been having sooo many mixed feelings ;0;
anyways have a good morning/avo/night, i'ma play games or draw or read or more than one before bed ^^

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 YUHHHHH

  • > EinTheTransDemon ME TOOO

  • I LOVE PENELOPE SCOTT

look at this stupid little song for you,

YOU'RE PRETTY GOOD AT THIS GAME, TOO !!
Gross - Penelope Scott (swearwoordsss !!!!)

ellao
i've been slightly dead
i just felt like saying something egiewshbguyr
also sorry i've been kind of negative on here lately ;0;
i should make some new ocs ^^
anyways goodnight or morning/avo !!

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  • > VIVLZ6670 ☆ honestly same ;0;

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 lmao?? i do plan on going to bed earlier im just struggling

  • > VIVLZ6670 ☆ i'm glad =D oof, get some sleep, i can show you my persuasive essay about sleep schoolwork forced me to do when i finish it =]]]

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 im good its like midnight for me rn

good morning

morning posts are unusual

lil vent, just about my looks a g a i n cuz i have a sudden urge











rrrrr i've been tryyinngg but i still look faatttt =]]
maybe i'll look fat no matter what i try
i've eaten breakfast now but i feel like i regret it, i should've fasted again today
and like i would've thought i was fairly fit and capable of physical challenge, but i really don't look like it-- i look sooo soft and chubby but it feels like it just doesn't add up =[ i feel like if anyone else ate what i ate and did what i did they would look so athletic
when i first starting fasting and exercising during it, it didn't feel bad, but now it's starting to feel genuinely tiring and upsetting-- so i decided not to fast today but now i regret it =/ it won't help me lose the fat on my body
i just want to look thin and fit and lean, why is it so hard

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  • > Muna Is Sketching... i knoowwww i just can't climb out of this hole of self hate for some reason-- i've started trying to find the solution for getting out of it tho, but idk =[ because i think i've found a major problem; i feel that i don't DESERVE self love and optimism for who i am, and that's stopping me a lot from being in a better mental state-- now i need to find out why that is btw those handstand pushups with a spot were shallowwwww =] i definitely don't feel pretty though-- and i also feel like everyone else that does the same sport as me are just... better at everything, nothing new but i feel like i'd be happier if liked the way i looked more... and that i could actually watch a recording of myself without crying for 2 weeks after lol but tysm <333

  • > TheEpicBean thank you so much... like you said tho, it's really hard to get out of fully-- it's just cuz i literally CANNOT look at a video or picture of my body without then worrying and probably crying for a week or two just from watching one video once of me (been like that for years) =/ that's how this whole fasting while exercising thing started, i watched one video of me performing in my sport, then went like "i'm over this" and now i'm here but anyways, you're absolutely right about how health comes first, thin doesn't automatically mean healthy, and overall health is more important than looks-- and i think i am eating healthily, that's why i don't understand my looks lol, but it's probably my stuuuuupid genetics like u g h i've started a mental health journal just trying to analyze why i think the way i do, but otherwise idk how i'm gonna stop hating my body =[ tysm for your help and advice tho, it means a lot to me <33333

  • Seriously oly.. You've been over this.. You NEED food, and you ARE healthy! You were just out there doing handstand pushups with spot, you can do SO much more than the average with fitness. There is more than just looks, and you ARE pretty, I know you irl and you are pretty, but with everything you don't like, you'll grow into them. You won't be happy if you are perfect..

  • idk im sorry if this doesn't help. ive stuggled similarly before, so ik its hard to deal w/. i really hope stuff gets better for you man 👍

yaAAHH

i used to get bullied at public play areas quite frequently i think when i was rlly young =I and i thiiink i'm bi =D
also i think it's safe to say i was raised by the internet, i mean i remember very disturbing MLP animations like *shudder* and i got a lot into MLP gore art at around 7 (and drew it)-- and i think i stumbled upon a DHMIS music video when i was SUPER young (the memory is very fuzzy) and i think most of you know how that was XD




man i miss my childhood so much-- except for the parts where my friendships sucked and i felt like everyone hated me/no one understood me PFFT but to be fair i became veery mean and easily angered over everything
even nowadays, i feel like i'm so selfish-- and i don't know if this is my own selfishness thinking but i suspect it rooted from being constantly made fun of, kind of treated like crap every day (my sister used to be so mean lol, but she's completely changed), and felt like i was always the one to be teamed up against and thought of as undeserving-- dunno, like i said, i feel like that might be my own selfishness talking

ERRRR this turned into a whole rant brooooo =[[

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  • > 𝑬𝑽@ ikr ??!? i love the 2010s so much too ;0; so carefree and just chilled out, not worrying about anything yeah XD

  • I miss my childhood too , i love 2010's era a lot I was so much happier there than nowadays because i was a kid 😭

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i haven't drawn in a long while, lately i've just been feeling quite low in serotonin, dopamine ect, and i've just been losing looots of motivation to do my favourite hobbies and stuff. and i feel like i've just been so occupied with worry and exhaustion. i WANT to want to do my hobbies and just do stuff in general, but all i want to do is sleep or watch YT or something. i just reaaally want to SLEEP right now, but i have to work. and then work for the next 2 days in a row. i just feel like crying. i don't want to always be drawing requests and drawing things i don't want to draw. i'm sorry. ugh i just want to relax and enjoy life a little more. but no, i have to constantly breathe in this stupid air full of car and vehicle fumes, and work in an environment that smells of dust and city dirt. why ? i've just been so tired of life lately. ugh.

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Well I’m glad I could help a little ^^ and yeah that’s understandable and there’s nothing wrong with being a people pleaser but I get how it could be stressful especially if you wanna draw personal stuff. I’m bad at words and not good at advice but always make sure your wellbeing comes before any drawing ^^

  • > 𝑬𝑽@ yeah, that's a way to describe it mhm, i was wanting to take a break until i got another request XD and i accepted it because i thought i wouldn't really mind and would take time to draw it, but i should've known that i would be digging myself into a situation that will frustrate me =[ it's nothing on the people asking for requests tysm for the help, Ev@ ! <33333

  • I know how it feels trying to cheer yourself up and you don't end up satisfied with it :( Maybe you could take a break from requests and start working on projects that you really wanna do, draw for yourself. I understand that you are a very busy person and everything is overwhelming to you, but forget about that things and try to stay focused on your goals

  • > M0chii yeah, i've already taken quite a break off of art from just procrastinating/not making time for drawing lol-- cuz whenever i get requests, i have this habit of not drawing any personal art until after i've finished the request(s), cuz i don't want to get caught up in my own art and spend forever until i finally start drawing the request =[ i'm sure lots of people would understand if i told them no or i needed a break, i just tend to be quite the people-pleaser but i guess i should've seen my frustration coming before saying yes to requests tysm for taking the time to say all that, it really helps clear my head a bit <333333

ME AND HER, WE'LL KICK YOUR ***

WE'LL WAIT with KNIIVES after CLAASS !!!!
Becky - Be Your Own Pet

Insanetumor introduced me to Be Your Own Pet <3333



(ahead isn't about Insanetumor, this is a person i know irl lol)

UGGHHRHRHRBEDRHBB she's so pretty
i don't deserve her like AT ALL =]]]]
sHE wAntED tO knOW wHat SToRE mY sHiRt CAme fRoM aND sHE wALked uP tO mE to TRy aNd sEE thE tAAaaAAAgGGG *sobs aggressively*
i'm so weird ^^ and probably too obsessive
and i don't deserve her because she's such a good and genuine person while i express everything by being unresponsive and stand-off-ish
and she's also so gorgeous and i'm all the opposite
and so talented which i'm also the opposite
and such a good person which i'm the opposite
just UGHUGRHGURHAIGGHURHUH i should actually make the effort to talk to her but ofc i'm too scared of ruining the relationship, too scared of panicking when trying to talk, too scared of zoning out and making myself seem like i don't like talking to her
i love when she stands/sits next to me though eijoegiughuihui

have a nice morning/avo/night !!! i need to go to bed =[

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  • > Muna Is Sketching... i don't think i'll tell, i feel like it's too awkward having someone with you who knows what's going on in your mind when that person is around-- well since i've known that quote of "never compare yourself" for half of my life, i think it's a lot easier said than done ;0; ;0;

  • > MrFlagada YAAAHAHHH IT'S A SUPER GOOD SAWNG

  • > 𝑬𝑽@ yes yes, i'm very music crazy XD i'm glad you like it lol i'm probabblyy bisexual-- but i'm not too sure, maybe it's all in my head, idk

  • And mate while I'm here DONT compare yourself, does nothin' but baaad for ya mk?

wah wah

vent because my self esteem will never get better







i can't do anythiinnggg
everyone is so much better =/ and i'm so clumsy and fat and ugly
why do my hip bones have to be so wide, and my torso so fat
and i just suck so much as a person too
no one would want someone who hates themself
i just want to be thin and able to do more stuff in equestrian vaulting
i'm just terrible at everything

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  • > 𝑬𝑽@ yeah =[ i'm just wondering if my body CAN get thinner with the right routine and stuff, but if i try and try and it never gets thinner because of my genetics, fat distribution, bone structure ect, then i'll just be forced to accept my body the way it is i guess i'm still... "learning" to love my body even while i'm trying to make it look a way i like better-- i put 'learning' in quotes cuz tbh i'm not really learning right now, i've just been sad and complaining and sulking and bringing myself down cuz i feel that i don't deserve love kinda sorry for that sudden thought dump, you don't have to say anything else, tysm for the support Ev@ !! <33333

  • That's normal Insecurity is always invading our minds, and it makes us think bad things about ourselves.. remember: there's a lot of people that are in the same situation as you.. it's not worth it to be constantly worrying about your insecurities... you are unique just the way you are, i understand you are trying hard to be like you picture in your head, but you will get what you want if you stay focused and don't let others stop you. Im sure you look great, pretty and unique. <3

hm

does anyone (who have the Seeker badge) know where all the little cat girl chibis are ? i've searched every place i know of lol-- also ik this is completely unnecessary, especially since this site sucks, but like if i could get one more badge, i would just because XD

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Np All I did was searched the guy I Saw

  • > 👾SÆRO_3Ø8👾 oh XD i was missing hint 7 !! lol tysm, Saero, that was really helpful !!! <33333

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Hint 1: https://medibang.com/terms/guideline/ Hint 2: https://medibang.com/contests/openList/ Hint 3: https://medibang.com/mypage/favorites/tags/ Hint 4: https://medibang.com/mypage/favorites/products/ Hint 5: https://medibang.com/page/ (This was a betch) Hint 6: https://medibang.com/picture/recent/ Hint 7: https://medibang.com/picture/archives/8/2022/09/ (This too)

  • > 👾SÆRO_3Ø8👾 i have one more to find XD where's that one ? i would've thought the place where you post an illustration

goodnight ehhwegui so tired

i've realized i NEVER drew a 500 follower special... like at all
also i've started replaying Borderlands 3 =]]] 2 memes here are Borderlands 3 memes i made a long time ago, and the 2nd one is of a character (Moze) i ALWAYS choose to play, she's my fav
it makes me want to draw Borderlands 3 fanart again XD

goodnight/morning/avo <333

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  • > 🅒🅗🅔🅔🅢🅔 (not very active) yah XD i've only ever played Borderlands 3, maybe some day i'll play the first two

  • I just realized those are borderland memes My sibling plays that game

wuh oh another mask

it's another woof (the first one was meant to be a dog, but ended up looking a lot like a wolf)
it wont be brown and white like last time, it'll be gray and stuff
i've started felting it now =D btw the nose says "Cola UGAR" yes yes amazing brand name
this is my 3rd mask now ^^

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  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Yeah

  • > 🐱Moon🌙 oooo cool !!! i hope your masks come soon ! ^^

  • > 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 I'm a therian and alterhuman I still got to make my therian mask but the masks didn't come yet :( my theriotype is white main coon cat

  • > 𝑬𝑽@ EEEEEGUHDG TYSM, EV@ !! ^^