🐾 !! ollie !! 🐾

HORSIEEEEJUIGAHIGURHG

i've started felting it now, and it is a lil wrinkly and skrunkly cuz i'm trying a new but harder felting method than my wolf mask ;0;0;;

omg the worst feeling ever for me is when i notice mistakes in my art
like it actually punches me in the gut XDD-- i hate it aahhhhh
it's mainly cuz i can't really delete it, fix it and post it again, because people have already seen it and it's already gotten attention
anyways the horse mask i'm making is goin strong so far

> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 haha yeah :3
> ❤‍🩹★BelleOfTheBallAndChainz★🌀 goodnight for ya !! XD
gm :3

@Belle

chatity-chat !!!!!!!!!!

> ❤‍🩹★BelleOfTheBallAndChainz★🌀 Oooo a gator mask, that's unique !!!! goodluck with the fursuit, too ^^ i've heard those things take time and skill to make goodniight !! have a scrumptious sleep <3333 yeah it does ;0;
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 OOH NEAT!! im working on a gator mask, and also a fursuit :3 i gotta go to bed now cuz its like. 10 pm, so ill see u tomorrow :3 it sucks fr that we r in different time zones :p
> ❤‍🩹★BelleOfTheBallAndChainz★🌀 yummy '0' i love plushies so much ^^ i should bring some of my plushies back into my room again lol i'm in the process of making a horse mask, i was thinking of posting it =D
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 TYYYY :3 i also got a wolf plush n some snacks 2day :3

goooooowdniet

'What You Were' by The Drums

goodnightie

vent

friendsssssssssss
wish i had one i could love forever
one i could actually talk to regularly
one who would actually be similar enough to me
one where we wouldn't have a fragile glass thread between us that i had to carefully handle or otherwise would break
a friend i can actually enjoy being with without just worrying about losing them the whole time
perhaps i'm the problem
i just suck at communicating, dont i ? i can't control my tone of voice for the life of me, i struggle with showing emotion and end up just looking bored/fed up/angry because i feel that if i show any kind of part of me, i could lose them or something. or weaken our bond or whatever.
maybe i should just act like myself and not care anymore. that would probably help. i just need to NOT CARE about what they'll think of me, not care about having friends, then i'll attract the right people who like me for me and are similar to me.
when i see other people (usually online) talking to each other, having no problems, having lots in common, and saying whatever they want, i feel envious. i feel sad. that feeling has been around ever since i was 7. i've always had a dodgy relationship with friendships i guess
i'm also super bad at talking in general irl to top it off

> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 okieee!
> ❤‍🩹★BelleOfTheBallAndChainz★🌀 oki ! ^^ we can chat whenever you're ready =D
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 yah! do it :3 its fine, dw :]
> ❤‍🩹★BelleOfTheBallAndChainz★🌀 it was XD i rllly need to fix my sleep schedule feieuyghuih should i make a topic for us to hang out ? i dont guarantee constant replies tho, but idk it could just be a 'reply and wait for other to reply' sort of thing i guess ^^

grhguorhgoihru (pointless topic)

i am OWNING all songs that mention being 14 yrs old before my bday
bruh i dont want to grow up >=[

i've just turned fourteeeeeen and i think. this. year. i'm gonna be mean
doon't mess with mee i'm a big kid now and i'm very scaryy
i punch my walls stay out at night, and i do karate (i don't)
(boys will be bugs by cavetown)

my name is Sandy, i'm fourteen years old
my mind says i'm ugly but (parent) says i'm the prettiest thing (the prettiest thing, the prettiest thing, the prettiest thing, the prettiest thing)
my name is Sandy, i'm fourteen years oold
my insides are changing and right now i don't want to grow up (i don't want to grow up, i don't want to grow up, i don't want to grow up, i don't want to grow up...)
(sandy by alex g)

IF Y'ALL KNOW ANY TEEN SONGS LIKE THAT LEMME KNOWW PLZZZZZZZZ
i changed the lyrics in Sandy to relate to me more ^^

YAAAHHHHHHHHAHH

goodnightie

> 𝑬𝑽@ oh XD i was thinking of redrawing some Borderlands 3 fanart i've done before lol really good practice for detail, lemme tell ya that DX
> ✯ *-. VIVLZ6670! ✧꙳- grilled cheeze
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 I thought it was a fanart of borderlands or smth it reminds me of that.
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 grill

oh and btw

happi eastah
on the other side of the world it isn't easter yet but happi eastah anywayz
i got chocolate ymumhmmhhm

> 𝑬𝑽@ YEEEEEEEEEEE
HAPPY BUNNI DAYYYYY
> |\Juju/| oh !! happy Easter, JuJu !!!! ^^ have an awesome day of chocolate XD personally i dont really lean to any sort of religion-- i'm just kind of neutral to everything and respect everyone's beliefs =] idk if any other religion celebrates Easter XD HAPPI EASTAAAHHHH
Ou and HAPPY EASTRRRR YAEY!!

ratatattattatatta

> MrFlagada tysmmm !!! XD
Omg the gun looks so cook you drew it sowell

it is officially done

took me a while to get around to it, but here it is XD
i've added earrings, teeth and a feather drawing =D i love it ^^ and ofc i added elastics to wear it
next i'ma try to make a horse lol

> Soulflamexu22 TYSMMMM !!!! >0<
> 𝑬𝑽@ ty ! eh, it's kind of like another form of art to do ! but also to wear while doing quadrobics ^^
> SRedwolf's art dump tysm !!! XD
THE MASK LOOKS SO COOL! :D

@Bell

sorry i uh i've finally gotten to drawing her and oMGMMGm Amanda's cool
just letting you see the sketch =D lemme know what you think if you see this

> 💔★BelleOfTheBallAndChainz★🌀 oh it's alright !! no need to apologize XD <3333
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 OOH NEAT :3 sorry I was in chicago lol
> 💔★BelleOfTheBallAndChainz★🌀 i've finished it btw XD
> 💔★BelleOfTheBallAndChainz★🌀 i'm happy you like it so far !!!!!! <33333 ty for lettin me know !! ^^

habada (pointless topic srry)

badaba baba
ahha, babada
if you know, you know

borzoi dogs look too adorable for this world what the heck
anywayz uh yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk why i'm making this topic idkdkdkd feel lonely
not me feeling lesb for several female video game characters dont mind me
anyways uh been drawing a lot but i also want to play video games but i've been more in the mood for drawing and listening to moosic
also been feeling insecure cuz yes
mrmrmrrmrrmrmrm what's going on with you guyz ?? (whoever reads dis)

> 🏳️‍🌈💕clearlyclueless🏳️‍🌈💕 oh right, i get where you're coming from =[ glad to know it doesn't affect you too badly tho <333
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Yep, I'm not too worried about it just felt a bit left behind because of it, I'm alright though :v
> 🏳️‍🌈💕clearlyclueless🏳️‍🌈💕 eh, that's still pretty young imo, although i know it's pretty common for 16+ yrolds to get in a relationship my sister is learning how to drive and she (as far as i know) is not interested in ANYTHING to do with relationships yet XD but like i said, do what feels right for you ^^
> SRedwolf's art dump that's gud !! =D XDD i dont blame you lol very much is

goodnight

or morning/avo
snow world by yume nikki slowed + reverbed late at night while everyone else is asleep

i'm working on a new oc's ref sheet... an oc that i had announced long long ago but never carried on with until now lol-- they're just too precious, i've always had them at the back of my mind to finish drawing (but i had to redraw the sketches cuz i've improved ;0;)
they're a horse <33333333 mimimmim i love horses they're so goofy n cute

> vivlz6670 yayyaaaaaa
uyayyyy
> 𝑬𝑽@ i'm excited to post em ^^ have a good day on your side of this planet
Im so excited to see it! Gn!

goodnoight

Juju, here's the wip just so ya know how it looks
i've already done all the lineart/colouring, this is just a sneak peak (and i'll include a pic with no arms and just hands =D)
and Bell, i've yet to start drawing yours <333

anyways, remember (only ogs of my account) when i used to ask for songs from you guys and make lil characters out of them ? i feel like i should do that again but idk

> |\Juju/| i've finished it, now i'll just finish another person's request =]
> |\Juju/| UGHIREGHU I'M GLAD !! <333
FHHFGFFGGGSHSHDJJD SHE LOOKS SO SILLI =D

@Ev@

here ya go
finally made the sketch ._. sorry i'm taking a decade lol

> |\Juju/| oki !! ^^
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Yea, You can do that!
> |\Juju/| oh maybe i could post two versions with just hands and one with arms ? idk lol
> |\Juju/| i dont have to add arms ! XD you're allowed to tell me no lol thanks for the info !! =D and yeah, your character = your design ^^

ima be gone

for a few days
my family's going to the beach =DDD excited
@Pinkay, i dont know if i'l be able to finish your request before i leave (in a couple hours or less) so you might have to wait until i'm back ;0; i'm sorry cuz i couldn't start working on it as soon as you asked me because i was sick-- hope you dont mind ! <33333

Hayy wanna chat?
> 𝑬𝑽@ it was !! =] you'll go to the beach someday ^^
> 🩷🍪🐑𝑷𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒂𝒚 🐑🍪🩷 i'm glad you dont mind ! i'm back now, so i'll get it done soon ^^
> CherryArtsOwO yeah we did have a fun time ! =D also nice to see you, Cherry <333

progresss

Ollie used to be such a soft, cute, kind of oblivious/dumb lil puppy, and slowly, she started falling more and more into the grasps of insanity XD she was originally just a Deltarune oc btw (some of you may know) and i remember saying to my sister Muna "i probably wont draw her much" until i got obsessed with her and NOW SHE'S MY MAIN
the first pic was over 2 years ago, so this is around 2 years worth of improvement
i improved quite rapidly cuz of the amount of drawing i was first doing when getting an art account XD

btw it wouldn't let me put in 4 files for some reason so i just crammed 4 ref sheets in one picture ;0;

> 🐱Moon🌙 i like the last one XD--
I like the forth and fith one
> Muna Sketches yeah pfft took a bit too big of a bite ;0;
> v0mit07X it's the cute version of her XD

goodnighty

have a nice morning/avo/night !! <3333

lil vent

why do i have to think of my body this way
it doesn't deserve it
i'm here complaining about it, crying about it, staring at it, all because of the way it was born
while it cares for me and itself so much no matter what
it breathes for me while i'm sleeping, it fights off sicknesses so i can feel better, it heals all the injuries even if they were my intentional fault, it digests all the food i give it, and so so so so much more without me needing to put any conscious effort
yet i'm looking at it and judging it and comparing it
"why is your ribcage so wide?" "why do you still look fat?" "why aren't you athletic enough like the others?" "why is it so hard for me to train you up so i can like you better" "why are you so asymmetrical" "your bone structure is so wide" "you look so stupid omg"

and it still says "i love you"

> Muna Sketches XD yah um hpefully it will get better
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 still Ollie you need to treat yourself better ok we all love you
> 👾SÆRO_3Ø8👾 at least i'm improving ig XD
Yeah nah the treatment scale is overboard- You're treating yourself like how a bad mother treats her most hated child- STAHP. IT. Only treat yourself well, and then you'll see yourself as beautiful! Sparkle sparkle.. bam bam b o o m

OLLIE PLAYLIST

for the reference sheet =D
and as a topic cuz i can't send my YT playlist cuz i don't have a YT channel rn ;0;

MAIN SONGS

My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone
Aspiring Fires - Mother Mother
Oh Ana - Mother Mother
Insane - Mother Mother
Neighbour - Mother Mother
Cabinet Man - Lemon Demon
Modify - Lemon Demon
Knife Fight - Lemon Demon

PLAYLIST (not all songs in my actual playlist, just the best ones ig <3)

My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone
Lotta True Crime - Penelope Scott
Beatophone - Caravan Palace
Dogsong - Toby Fox

Body - Mother Mother
Burning Pile - Mother Mother
Arms Tonite - Mother Mother
Wrecking Ball - Mother Mother
Ghosting - Mother Mother
Hayloft/Hayloft II - Mother Mother
Problems - Mother Mother
Aspiring Fires - Mother Mother
The Stand - Mother Mother
Oh Ana - Mother Mother
Dirty Town - Mother Mother
Tic Toc - Mother Mother
Neighbour - Mother Mother
Bit By Bit - Mother Mother
The Matrix - Mother Mother
Life - Mother Mother
Insane - Mother Mother
Jump The Fence - Mother Mother
Until It Doesn't Hurt - Mother Mother

Cabinet Man - Lemon Demon
Pizza Heroes - Lemon Demon
Redesign Your Logo - Lemon Demon
My Trains - Lemon Demon
Really Cool Wig - Lemon Demon
Modify - Lemon Demon
Knife Fight - Lemon Demon
Bill Watterson - Lemon Demon
Hip Hop Cherry Pop - Lemon Demon

giurahgurhehgiuewshg
so much Mother Mother and Lemon Demon omg XD their vibes just describe Ollie in the best way ever
i might update this in the future ^^

> pinktailArtz omg tysm XD i'm glad my music taste is cool to ya <33333
Yooo some of these are actually really good 😭💕💖💖
SONGS WILL HAVE SWEARWORDS sorry i forgot to add the warning ;0;

btw

about 2 days ago i almost died =D it was pretty much the same situation on how i broke my wrist

i was doing equestrian vaulting at a vaulting session, as i do, and i was trying to do a plank on this big horse the vaulting club is trying to train up while he was cantering (running), but this horse hates people being on his rump when he's cantering (my feet were on his rump), so i was a bit iffy on the situation but did it anyway. half of the vaulting group had their turns and i was around the middle. we were supposed to hold the plank for a long time (~8 seconds) and holding plank for that long on a cantering horse is pretty hard, and my feet were sliding down so as i kind of struggled, this big ol horse literally bucks (pretty high, apparently) my legs into the air and i was almost to a full handstand, fell to the side, kind of landed on my foot and fell over into a roll-- i think i kind of did a 360 degree sort of thing as i fell, but i can't remember because when things happen like that my mind completely blacks out--
anyways, uh yeah somehow i came out of that with only minor lil injuries-- all there is is that the bottom of my foot is a bit sore

after that, i got back on at walk and did a plank again and sat on him at canter =]
but yeah when i broke my wrist that was when a horse (different horse that was really untrained) bucked me off and i landed on my wrist and fractured + dislocated it
I'M NOT GONNA GIVE UP EQUESTRAIN VAULTING, NEVAAHHH

anyways yeah sorry for the long rant, wow you read this ?? tysm for taking time out of your say for that omg<33333

> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Yeah, there's a pro and con to everything 😭
> DEXIMUS🦴🥩 yeah, somethin like that i'm grateful that brains make things like that a lil less scary XD its like when it's happening, at the back of my mind i'm thinking "this isn't real, but is it ? is this all in my head or what" lol
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 Of course! I wouldn't doubt it could be a coping mechanism, do you think it's like disassociating?
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 you are truly skilled XD glad youre okay tho

da floof ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

it is now f r i z z i e
(last pic is before)
i have yet to add on some accessories and IF I'M BRAVE ENOUGH, a drawing or two on the felt
next i think i'll add the elastics on so i can actually wear it lol
i rlly love it

anyways good morning/avo/night and take care of yourselvess love yourselvesss

> Akwuew1Iso ghguihguhu tysmmmm !!!!!!! <33333
Holy shit this is epic
> BelleOfTheBallAndChainz ooooooo awesome !!!!
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 it's a coyote/coywolf :]

goodnightie-nightsterz

can you tell what i'm working onnnn ????? XD
and wow a fresh homemade meme

> The KʀᗩᴢY K glad you like it ! XD and tysm, although try not to compare yourself to others <3333
> 𝑬𝑽@ yup ! XD
Whoaaa so cool Ollie nice going there that's like better than all my art put together Xd
It's Ollie's ref sheet!

goodnight

BUT AAAA REMEBER THIS BORDERLANDS 3 MEME I MADE ?!?!?!?!?!?
i just found it while browsing through my art files lol
anyways good monring/avo/night !! take care of yourselves, cuz you're amazing human beings

omg i actually DREW SOMETHING

anyways good morning/avo/night, ima go to bed

> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 np :D
> ☆*: .｡. ZERO☆*: .｡. ty !! =D
> MrFlagada yo tysmmm !!!!! ^^
cute :D

more progress on the mask !!!!

the last pic is when i first took a pic of it
i love the clay schnoz lol
i'm gonna be adding fur, and i think after that will be the elastics to put on the mask and extra stuff like doodles on the mask and piercings =D

> Soulflamexu22 tysmm !! <333
Looking cool so far!
> Akwuew1Iso thanks !!! ^^
> SRedwolf's art dump tysmmm !! =D

sorry i was away ;0;

i was at the beach with my sport buddies, lots of fun (but it was mainly a get-together with a different club of the same sport)
i'LL tRy tO gEt rEQUEstS dOoOOnE XD

i need to go to bed now, soz <33333
> 𝑬𝑽@ ty <333333 yeah it was fun =] but for some reason my social skills were just turned off the whole time-- i felt very self-conscious all of a sudden, and it didn't help when the other club's leader called me out on my bangs (yelled it out) in front of EVERYONE because they'll "get in the way" even though i already had the parts that got in the way clipped up everyone stared at me ;0; anyways i searched up how insecure and self-conscious i was and apparently it's a method to make sure everyone accepts you which means completely hiding your personality and stuff, aka worrying how everyone thinks of you which perfectly replicated me i'm rlly sorry i vented there ;0;0;0;0 how are you ?
Its ok Take your time :') How was it fun?

@Wonderstruck

i've finished your request but i think i'll post it with Vinnie's request and Ev@'s birthday request if that's okay ^^

and yes i'm still using old memes I NEED TO MAKE NEW ONES OKAY XD--

wip for Wonderstruck

dw dw dw i'm working on it, and Vinnie, i haven't forgotten about yours
btw i've just made up some of the bottom half of Paprika if you dont mind XD

> 𝑬𝑽@ oh oki nah i didnt forget about it, i'm just pretty busy lol
I swear u forgot abt It lol
Hey It's ok if u dont have time to doodle something for my bday. Just take ur time

new mask i'm making

this is only the main structure, there's going to be a lot more to it
anyways can't say much cuz i need to go to work rn ;0;0;0;

> Soulflamexu22 EEEEEEEEE they're rlly fun lol thank yuuuu !!!!! <333
> 🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 YE DO QUADROBICS AS WELL!! The mask looks good so far!
> 𝑬𝑽@ quadrobics ? it's a sport where you walk/trot/run/jump/ect on all fours and basically you're like an animal oh cool XD uhhhh... room decoration, to wear while i do quads because yes, and maybe i could make masks for my friends/family as a gift and stuff yknow ? and it's just another art related hobby ig ^^
> ✨★Stardust★✨ ty !!