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i used to get bullied at public play areas quite frequently i think when i was rlly young =I and i thiiink i'm bi =D
also i think it's safe to say i was raised by the internet, i mean i remember very disturbing MLP animations like *shudder* and i got a lot into MLP gore art at around 7 (and drew it)-- and i think i stumbled upon a DHMIS music video when i was SUPER young (the memory is very fuzzy) and i think most of you know how that was XD




man i miss my childhood so much-- except for the parts where my friendships sucked and i felt like everyone hated me/no one understood me PFFT but to be fair i became veery mean and easily angered over everything
even nowadays, i feel like i'm so selfish-- and i don't know if this is my own selfishness thinking but i suspect it rooted from being constantly made fun of, kind of treated like crap every day (my sister used to be so mean lol, but she's completely changed), and felt like i was always the one to be teamed up against and thought of as undeserving-- dunno, like i said, i feel like that might be my own selfishness talking

ERRRR this turned into a whole rant brooooo =[[

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i haven't drawn in a long while, lately i've just been feeling quite low in serotonin, dopamine ect, and i've just been losing looots of motivation to do my favourite hobbies and stuff. and i feel like i've just been so occupied with worry and exhaustion. i WANT to want to do my hobbies and just do stuff in general, but all i want to do is sleep or watch YT or something. i just reaaally want to SLEEP right now, but i have to work. and then work for the next 2 days in a row. i just feel like crying. i don't want to always be drawing requests and drawing things i don't want to draw. i'm sorry. ugh i just want to relax and enjoy life a little more. but no, i have to constantly breathe in this stupid air full of car and vehicle fumes, and work in an environment that smells of dust and city dirt. why ? i've just been so tired of life lately. ugh.

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i haven't drawn in a long while, lately i've just been feeling quite low in serotonin, dopamine ect, and i've just been losing looots of motivation to do my favourite hobbies and stuff. and i feel like i've just been so occupied with worry and exhaustion. i WANT to want to do my hobbies and just do stuff in general, but all i want to do is sleep or watch YT or something. i just reaaally want to SLEEP right now, but i have to work. and then work for the next 2 days in a row. i just feel like crying. i don't want to always be drawing requests and drawing things i don't want to draw. i'm sorry. ugh i just want to relax and enjoy life a little more. but no, i have to constantly breathe in this stupid air full of car and vehicle fumes, and work in an environment that smells of dust and city dirt. why ? i've just been so tired of life lately. ugh.

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