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🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾

MediBang ID: ollie

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hey
i'm Ollie !
she/they, either one
i live on music, pretty much
Art Street is the only social media i have atm =[
please no friend requests unless we know each other very well
i take art requests but not many and i often feel overworked, plus i'm often busy (i draw lots of stuff for myself)
not allowed to join groups ;0;

my big sister !
https://medibang.com/u/MunaSketches/
main oc !
https://medibang.com/picture/cs2402140912131740023020083/

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OCs
doodles
requests
videogamefanart
humanoid animals or furries
precious Ollie pupper

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Profile

Work Place：computer/livingroom
Gender：uhhhh grill

Life Event

Details

Pen tablet

i use a computer and draw with a pen tablet (Xencelabs pen tab)
Favorite music

i could like any kind of music, but MOTHER MOTHER AND LEMON DEMO
Favorite color

as an artist who likes exploring, i can like any colours
Things you always carry

my water bottle i guess ??
Thing you interested in

art, music, characters, being creative !! and sports ofc
Future goals

get buff, get better at sports, and start a sort of art career
Software

Medibang Paint Pro
Others

i do equestrian vaulting and physical culture
Favorite artwork

my art is based on unsettling vibes, but i like many aesthetics
What you eat when hungry

peanut butter, bananas, apples, nuts, dark chocolate, yummies
Others

i like company, but i'm kind of terrible at communicating
Others

i love video games, Minecraft is my comfort game

credits to Muna Sketches for the meme lol

welcome to the page of ✨ insanity ✨

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

AAAAAAAAAA

it's gotten SOOO hot and humid where i am lately
it was normal then suddenly one day it just got really hot
and i have to exercise every single day outside- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i was 90% sweat today i swear

okay that's an over exaggeration but like i was sweaty as anything. i mean i'm just sitting at my computer and i'm sweating buckets
but the warmth is kind of comforting tbh, it gives me nostalgia from when i was young and the earth was in its... warm phase? global warming or whatever

to do list:
work on short comic
draw a gift for someone: in progress
participate in Vigmi's contest
draw new characters
do some redraws

it's so pretty and sunny outside =DD
but i swear the sun has been extra hot

> 🍂🍁 Deer Pup 🥀🌹 oh oof ;w; school sounds hard my brain is probably weak XD
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 I don't do anything bc I finish my stuff and I say school cus I have to go to school XD and I have to pay attention instead of sleep lol
> 🍂🍁 Deer Pup 🥀🌹 oh XD and eh, i barely do any school- everyone else has like SO much school to do and they're super stressed while i'm here not doing anything lol
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 Actually finished a few minutes ago - glad your good! And it's fine- that sounds way more healthier than staying up all night drawing even tho u have school lol XD

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

v e n t

you dont have to read this, i just need to complain
and you also dont need to say anything, you guys have given me so much support and love on my vents and i know it's annoying when you give so much support and the person still complains about themselves. we all just need to vent every now and then even though we get plenty of love

i wish i was a lot smarter. like everyone else. the math schoolwork i'm doing is literally for grade 5's and i'm supposed to be in grade 6 or something (i'm homeschooled so that stuff is confusing for me). i feel so embarrassed at how forgetful i am, and how easily distracted i am, and how i have so trouble paying attention, i start panicking when i'm in public, i just.... wish i was better at everything. everyone else is so much better than me. so much better. and even when i was younger (i'm talking 7-11 yrs old, fortunately i've gotten better), i didnt even know how to walk properly. my feet were turned inwards. and dont get me started on talking, i SUCKED at that and i still have a trace of it. every single sentence i would be stuttering like the most nervous person in the world, and i hated it. i couldnt control my stammering. i'm just sooo... dumb. i cried in my room and hit my head multiple times. it's just what i do when i'm upset. it's a bad habit...

> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 oh it's all good, i dont let it get to me >B) Also no problem, and that's true! Different ppl with different subjects learn with different paces! And again, no problem! Friends help friends :]
> Bacon Brilliance OH OOF i'm really sorry you suffer similar things, Bacon ;w; but it's good that you're smart!!! ^^ also, tysm for being here ;w; it means a bunch. you really didnt have to and... yeah. i guess you're right. although i do feel like i'm not as intelligent as other kids as old as me or younger, but everyone learns at different paces. probably because i barely learn anything a school would provide XD- but tysm for being here, Bacon. it's really nice of you, ya didnt have to, yknow? <333
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 No prob! And venting is a good thing to do, totally. Its healthy and we do all get sad sometimes:)
> Dreamy_Mocha awww..... ;w; thank you so much for helping, Mocha. you really didnt need to <33333 and uhh yes i am aware of that XD- i dont use the wall, cuz that would make a ton of noise and alert my family, but i shouldn't use anything to harm myself altogether. and thank you for the coping tips <333 and dont worry, i'm not going through anything major, i have a happy life ^^ but i vent anyway cuz human feelings get sad sometimes lol it would be scary if i was never anything but happy XD- again, thank you sooo much, Mocha. <33333

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

good morninggg

i woke up early
i feel good when i wake up early

to do list:
work on short comic
draw a special gift for someone
participate in Vigmi's contest
draw new characters
do some redraws

i'll be working on my comic, then i'll move on to the gift and contest =D i wont have enough time to do all of that right now, but XD

> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 Ikr? For me I can't sleep immediately and if I did sleep early I would wake up at around 1-3am 😭 Yep!! Tell me when it's done <33
> 🎃🕸️❦IzayoiMikasa❦🕸️🎃 OOF lol yeah, insomnia sounds really annoying. i mean, whenever i try to go to bed early, i just end up lying in bed for an hour or two until i finally fall asleep at 11:30 oh, i was making this comic about my oc's backstory, Coyote, but i barely had any motivation (i was barely working on it), so i decided i should just try to create a SHORT comic first and kind of learn how to create good comics first before i move on to that long comic i was making (i'll continue on it). but yeah i'm kind of just jumping into making comics lol, i never searched up good ways on how to make them or anything XDD- so dont expect my first few comics to be... amazing lol but i'm really happy you're excited!!! <333
We're different, you woke up early, I woke up t o o early Insomnia is the only thing I'm sure to never leave me Btw what comic? I'd love to see it once you're done!!

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

i'm back from work-

wow that feels weird to say XDD-
i've come back with a slight headache, as usual (not really a headache but i feel like my head hurts)
i will say my second shift was a little better (because i saw a few girls there i knew for a while at my dance class), but i still panicked lol- so many customers asked me where specific items were and it's a huge store so i barely knew anything- i let so many people down brooo ;w; but at least my manager told me and Muna (Muna also works) that we did really well =] and a lot of workers there are really nice and personality-like, it's comforting
i'm sure i'll fit in at some point and stop panicking like a baby lol- i panicked in front of this one customer there and i feel soooo bad and embarrassed- BUT HEY that happens. luckily another employee came to the rescue while i was panicking XD jeeeez i need to work on my social skills-
anyways goodnight, i'm tired

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

gOod MOrNiNG

there was a thunderstorm last night
and now it's shining so beautifully outside XDD-

to do list:
WORK ON SHORT COMIC
draw a lil somethin somethin for someone in 9 days
draw new characters
draw some redraws

i'm going to try and work on my short comic every single day
it's gonna be ROUTINE but i probably wont be working on it every day bc that's just me
hmmm

> 🍂🍁 Deer Pup 🥀🌹 yup XD and oof ;w; i feel so bad man. getting surgery sounds so scary, i've never had it before i dont think- i think the closest thing i've had to surgery were doctors picking glass out of my arm XD or maybe they just checked for glass and i didnt have glass in my arm, i can't remember S U S *that impostor/crewmate noise* yeah i was going to say she's probably sleeping XD
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 XD and welp sounds normal :D wish I could do dat. sounds 100× more fun then sitting in a hospital bed eating chocolate chip cookies XD and getting surgery bro! J e n b e s u s lol jk she sleep now
> 🍂🍁 Deer Pup 🥀🌹 oh XD man, i hope you wont need to be in a hospital soon ;w; that sounds horrible i've just been exercising, stretching, drawing, doing my minimal amount of schoolwork, being unmotivated, the usual IDK XD maybe she's busy?
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 Nothing being in a hospital means u don't do much XD buuut u? Glad your fine! And ty ALSO U KNOW WHERE JEN IS?? ;w;

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

good morninggg

i need to work more on the short comic, but i'll be kinda busy today i think ;w;
and i hope the story i'm planning will turn out well- i'm not really good at making comics lol

to do list:
work on short comic + Coyote comic
draw new characters
do some redraws

hmmmm
i'm trying to figure out what the Possessors would look like
and how Ollie got possessed lol- and my other characters. i kind of want the scene where Ollie gets possessed to actually be SCARY, yknow?
hmm idk

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

goodnighttttttt

EEEEEE
i've drawn the first page of my short comic
i've decided i'm going to make a short comic first before continuing on the long one since it's taking F O R E V E R XD it's about Ollie, but not her backstory or anything. i am planning to do that after i make Coyote's backstory tho. but yeah i figured i needed to... ACTUALLY make a comic first yknow? i have made a short comic on this person going insane, but tbh it didnt look really good lol, it looked lazy. so hopefully my patience has increased XD
also sorry for no pictures on my goodnight topics, MY COMPUTER KEEPS GLITCHING AND NOT LETTING ME CLICK OUTSIDE OF MY WINDOWS ;W; ik it's not my mouse that's broken, because every time my computer glitches i need to shut it down and start it up over, and over, and over XD that's how often it glitches
i need to call my dad to do something about it but i dont like my parents having all access to everything stored in my computer

also i still really really like Tyreen from Borderlands 3 and the game itself i think i'm obsessed
anyways i think i'm done with my daily rant
i shall have my shower and wake up rlly tired in the morning again
b y e

Nighty night Ollita
Good night Ollie!!!! I wish you nice sleep!

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

hey can we just like

support this fellow newbie?
https://medibang.com/u/bobwashere/

> ★彡[ʙᴜɴᴅɪɪ]彡★ MY PLEASURE =D
>:0000000 TYSMM!!

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

good morninggg

it's really rainy and i like it
i finished my part in the collab =] idk who's next-
and i dont even know what the character base i chose is doing XD- some sort of stretch?? lol

to do list:
draw reserved adopt: done

work on comic + make short comic
draw new characters
do some redraws

> 🍁Joshlikegame🍁 okies! Sam might join too! >w<
> 🎃🎃🍁🍂Saero_308🍂🍁🎃🎃 damn, I should of asked early then XD but yea ima join the next one =3
> 🍁Joshlikegame🍁 sorry all the place were taken but I'm planning another one I think you can join ^^
> 🎃🎃🍁🍂Saero_308🍂🍁🎃🎃 Saero can I be next if I can??

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

goodnight

i wish i could make video games man
and animate my drawings for them
and make music for the game too =OOO
but i have no idea how to do any of that stuff lol ;w; and i am working on the comic but for some reason i'm not interested on working on it, idk why because i like the idea of making a comic but... i just... IDK HOW TO MAKE AN ACTUAL GOOD STORY BRUH XD and i also want like... a secret behind it all? so people could theorize on it if they wanted to? idk.
maybe i should just try making another short comic and think about the long one later- but the comic would have to be more pages than 5 because if it was 5 or under pages then it would be pointless in posting it as a comic when i could just post it as a 5 part illustration post
sorry i talk alot-
goodnight, i'm tired
time to take the longest time in the shower room cuz i'm pretty much a turtle at everything

> Technofox2k4 oh sorry, i dont have any messaging apps ;w; i used to have Skype, but dont anymore. we can just talk about ideas on here, right?
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 Or Skype?
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 To be honest, do you have Discord, so we can talk about some ideas for comics, and maybe art ideas.
> 🍁😈Ev@pro😈🍁 yeah i was gonna do that after Coyote's comic =D but an Ollie backstory would take as much time as Coyote's backstory, so i think for the short comic i'm just going to do... well idk yet lol

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

early goodnight post

vent ahead

i'm so fat.
i still eat even though i know i'm fat.
i feel like my clothes have been getting tighter.
why does it have to be so hard?
ever since i've started that break from exercising every day, i've been getting so fat.
maybe i just need to exercise every single day and not eat as much.
why is my stomach so big? my thighs, my arms...
i did this experiment by not eating any carbs or something to see if my belly will go flat but it didnt.
i hate my short tiny shirts, they expose my body shape.
i hate my wide hips and shoulders.
i hate my face.
i hate my lack of bravery.
i hate my lack of confidence.
i hate how i still eat even though i know i want to be thinner.
i hate super attractive models.
i hate my short torso.
i hate my legs.
why do i have to be so fat? and when i stop exercising, i get extremely more fat.
everyone else is either skinny, or so much fitter than me.
i can literally see the fat when i bunch my skin together.
my thighs are so big. my belly is so big.
my brain is so dumb.
everyone thinks i'm dumb.
everyone thinks i'm mean.
the slightest thing i do, i'm considered rude, weird, and dumb.
i feel like my parents think i'm fat, too.
unless that's just my dumb brain reacting to every slight thing people do and thinking it of something it isnt.
i've been really tired from morning to night and i dont know why.
i dont do enough schoolwork, i'm so dumb.
i'm a failure.

i hate my body, my brain, my cowardness,
EVERYTHING.

> Bacon Brilliance YEEEEE i'm glad you're doing amazing!!!! ^^ that's nice to see =D and thank you, Bacon!!! <333
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 Oooo, nice! Im doing AMAZING!!! I was just about to sleep (ugh timezones lol) and I talked weith some AMAZING FRENS TODAY so im actually really happy! Hope you're doing good too, have a great rest of ur day ollie!
> Bacon Brilliance you definitely helped lol =D and yeah i just finished following a hard exercise video and a stretching video i'm proud of myself XD now i just gotta keep that up for at least 2 weeks oh gosh- how are you doing? ^^
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 Yus, Im glad I could help! I wish you luck buddy, you got this 💪

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

@cultloser

Do you liiike hiim sooo faarrr?? XD- just a reminder, i've tried to take some characteristics from that 3rd adopt on the post that you wanted =)
i havent added the colours yet, and i dont know if i'll finish him today, but let me know if you'd like any changes =) or you can just change him yourself, whatever you want XD

> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 ty lmao
> ⭐ cult loser ⭐ oh goodluck =o
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 now i juzt gotta dezign the drummer x-x
> ⭐ cult loser ⭐ YeEESSSs XD

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

EEeeeeEEEEeeeeEEEEEE

this topic is meaningless btw you dont have to read this

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i need to exercise, and hopefully stretch but i'm way too impatient for that lol
and do my minimum amount of schoolwork while everyone else deals with the most stressful of stressfullness of schoolwork =D
and then draw a reserved adopt
oh yeah about the adopts, i've made it so that if someone offers for an adopt and other people have too on that same adopt, and then one of those people finish their offer before the person who also offered for the adopt (if that makes any sense lol) finished theirs, i'll draw a reserved adopt for the people who missed out if they want to =) just to keep things fair lol
i'm tired
i wish people noticed small details in my characters ;w;- but i wont get into that cuz i've already ranted on my goodnight post
GOSH I NEED TO DO STUFF BUT HERE I AM MAKING POINTLESS TOPICS XDD-

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

goodniighttt

i should really post adopts during the day and not at night so i can keep track of people adopting the characters instead of sleeping but likeee XD i have no patience lol
and i should really start making ALL of the characters want-able when drawing adopts because i always seem to draw something the most interesting last (left to right)- because like the adopts have been getting taken from right to left which is to be expected since the first one is the least interesting XD-
(a bit of sadness ahead, idk if it's a vent but)

i feel like some people dont really... pay attention to close details that i work hard on in characters and stuff, that could be me just being ungrateful but i really wish more people noticed those tiny but great details- it especially happens in adopts (not that i make them often but uhh), because some people are rushed to get the... best adopt(?) and then they dont even mention anything about it other than "can i have that one"... ;w; i'm not saying ALL people are like that, i just feel kind of... wasted when something i worked hard on doesnt get noticed.
i probably sound really bratty but like XD-
goodnight

Ollie! https://medibang.com/topic/kw2210221504160320010012311/

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

*almost vomits*

oLD.... ArT- *cOUGHH CUgHCUgcchc*
we got Katt vs Dogg (based on this book i loved)
we got uhhh..... random ram girl- i remember being proud of that oh gosh-
WE GOT MY OLD MAIN OC(?) AAAAA (i have older main ocs)- i used to have a golden dragon oc with my old username "Chiki Chan" oh no
and ummmmm bad Rarity- with guns and weird leather armor idk- ooo look i drew it in 2019

why did i post this? cuz i happen to be looking through my art

> vivlz6670 it's horrific isnt it? XDD-
i... oh my...
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 Dammit and yw
> Gloom 🕸 XDDD- thanks lol

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

m o r n i n g

WE GOT 60 LIKES ON MY MOST RECENT POST!!!! tysmmmm i'm so happy!!! that's the 2nd time i got 60 likes lez gooooo!! and almost half of that are favourites XD tysm guys =) and the drawing got level 1, which is nice of Medi because some of my drawings (that get plenty of likes ect) dont even get level 1 lol. not that levels matter, but i'm slightly hopeful i'll get a level 4...? XD probably not tbh

to do list:
work on comic
draw new characters
do some redraws

*when you never draw what you list yourself to draw*

> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 It's not a bad thong to hope for the best but I've tried way to hard to no avail to get a level four that I've given up to the point where I give zero shits, it's a waist of time to me and nothing will change my opinion I wish you luck but please don't focus so heavily on it
> Gloom 🕸 well, yeah, i do think the same way, but i can't really help being hopeful lol- but tbh i probably wont get it, if no one else has gotten level 4 with their amazing art i doubt mine will get over level 3.
> ♡ ハスの花♡ tysm!!!! ^^
Don't worry about leveling up, it's not important, and the ranking system is unfair bullshit, don't bother.

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

wot

my post for Vigmimi and I's collab was uhhh hidden, due to "violating the rules"
now i know how people feel when this happens to them XD- WHY was that post hidden? i mean it's not like i'm super mad since i wasnt like... super proud of the drawing, but still, what did i do? oh what, there's a few letters to the right? too much space is left? lol

> staceychild omg!!! yeah, Medi's just dumb XD i think they're using an AI to take down certain stuff, when it's taking down things that literally dont need to be taken down- why are you apologizing to me? XD nothing's your fault, it's all Medi lol
The same thing happened to me! In my recent post, I mentioned that there were minor sexual themes, I even listed the post as that. Yet, it still got taken down! I’m so sorry, Ollie :(
> 🔪𝚅𝚒𝙶𝚖𝚒𝙳𝚛𝚊𝚆𝚜👁️🩸 gah, must be their stupid AI controlling what should be hidden or not, it should really be done by hand in my opinion
What why did medi do that you work hard on thatಠ︵ಠ WHYYYY

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

Yeet

WE GAWT 4TH ON THA RANKING LEZ GOOOOO
tysm guys!!!! that's a really high rank!! <3333

> Gloom 🕸 yeah, have a little positivity, Ash XD AND YES focus on the things you're really good at and that you're proud of!! hands is one of the main struggles of art so you're kind of a QUEEN for mastering dem hands XD
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 I should be more hopeful like that, I just wished I didn't get bothered by the obvious flaws in my work, especially compared to other artists who art is seemingly perfect. I do know something though, and though the rest of my work may not be as great, I definitely know how to draw ✨hands, I have perfected the art of drawing hands to a point where I can look at them and be like... Damn, them good hands... But not in a cocky sort of fashion lmfao
> Gloom 🕸 Bruuhhhh dont be jealous, no one's more talented than anyone, including me. and art is art, your art is good and unique XD i love the bug theme (aka HK) and the spooders and cool characters, dont bring yourself down. jeez i'm not much help, arent i? ;w; thanks XD and popularity doesnt matter at all, but i understand getting sad when an art piece you've worked so hard on doesnt get much attention. but still, just try to generally love drawing and dont stop as long as you love it, it will get you somewhere.
Stop making me jealous that I can't draw nearly as good as that TvT But seriously though, that looks great, but gimme that talent and a tiny bit of that popularity

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

good.... morning?-

VERY late post, i keep getting distracted with things before posting a topic
i am drawing these RAINBOW THEMED ADOPTSS =D dont mind the random head on the right lol. i'm drawing some humans cuz i really need to draw them more often. and I KNOW THE HANDS ARE SLACKIN, OKAY? XD i just felt like doodling some drawings and not worrying too much about anatomy and stuff. but yeah i'm trying to base these guys off of music, but i wasnt doing that for the first one (i started taking inspo from music on the second gal) so idk if the first gal's music doesnt match her that well, but whatever
first adopt's music:
Sippy Cup - mazie
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlGmAJCy5JI
second adopt's music:
I Scream - Melanie Martinez (clean version/sped up) (there was no clean version just normally, i have no idea why)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSYCsR7JsPc
third adopt's music (not drawn yet):
Dumb Dumb - mazie
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-604O_4GIG4

i found the last song from one of FlameteethDraws' drawings, go check it out =)
https://medibang.com/picture/w82210120014087940023177857/
does that link work?-

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

good morninggg

hmmmm
idk what to say XD

to do list:

work on comic
draw new characters
do some redraws

sighhhh
WORK. ON. YOUR. COMIC. OLLIE XD-
i keep drawing other stuff that i only want to draw, not what i need to draw- i need to stop getting distracted XD
i'm going on my first job shift today... well, i THINK it's my first shift cuz i said that last time but last time was just talking through stuff in a class and getting a tour of the place lol

> 🍂🍁 Seb Seb 🥀🌹 ye XD and it is =) i'm glad too
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 That's a lot of work :0 u got a cool job tho. Glad things were good in the end tho
W o r d s sorry XD-
> 🍂🍁 Seb Seb 🥀🌹 nAAHHHH XD no dont apologize for that, sleep is more important than reading a reply lol- and yeah, my first shift, it was... slightly chaotic XD ngl, a lot of things went wrong (store wise). but i was calmer =D the first thing i did (me and Muna were supposed to do this module on the computers there, but we forgot our passwords, so we got our passwords which took some time, and then it still didnt work, so we reset stuff and whatever, and it still didnt work sooo we just moved on) i was with this girl who taught me how to organize the clothing, fold it, tidy things, ect and she was nice. she had a friend that we met who's pretty sassy XD- she swore and threw an item on a bottom empty shelf because she couldnt fit it anywhere else- and then me and Muna sorted things together and our shift ended- yeah dancing in front of people is scary sometimes XD i'm often nervous i might fall out of a balance or something-

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

good morningo

i'm currently drawing realistic Ollie (bonus realistic Unie who she's holding G a s p- also i wont put up a pic, i want it to be a surprise) and OMG I AM SO PROUD- like i knew i was probably gonna be pretty good at realism but like i didnt know i was THIS good, yknow? without too much trouble too?? NO REFERENCES?? wowee
i'm probably hyping it up and it isnt even that good but idc i'm proud of it

to do list:

draw new characters
work on comic
do some redraws

i'm going to try and force myself to exercise today lol, but my vaulting coach is giving his vaulters (including me) a break from exercising every day but it's been too long and now i feel like i'm not as strong and i'm F a t t e r XD- i also havent stretched for a long time =/

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

i've been dead

i came back from my dance competition (like, hours ago) and it was SO QUICK XD usually in dance competitions i'm there for a while but i was only there for like under 2 hours or somethin =O but yeah this dance competition wasnt an ordinary dance comp, it's when you have a team (of the same age) dancing with you and you all have to look the same and dance the same- if you get what i mean. but yeah, there were 5 other teams from different dance clubs and our team came 2ND!!!! that's really cool =D
but yeah uhhh
heh

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

good morning

=O
it's Ollie's birthday today XD (not mine, the character's, so dont feel the need to draw anything please lol)
OH AND IT'S WE!RD0'S BIRHTDAY!!! happy birthday even though you probably wont see this lol. it should be October 15th where you are, so
i made her last year on October 16th, i've officially had her as a character for a year =D gosh, she used to be so innocent and cute, now she's... scary and mentally crazy XD
also i wont be active soon, i'ma go to a dance comp today ;w;

to do list:
draw collab for Vigmi: done

work on comic
draw new characters
do some redraws

> Gloom 🕸 YEAH XD everyone used to be so cute and innocent now they want to eat your soul- thanks lol
ahhhh happy birthday ollie lol
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 It use to be so cute Now everyone looks murderous and crazy (I still think it looks cool)
> Gloom 🕸 YEEE!!!! and yeah you're a true OG on my account lol, i still cant get over how much my style has changed this year

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

*trying to draw realistic Ollie*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i'm not having too much trouble but i'm still having trouble lol
currently trying to draw the neck and shoulders and OMG IT'S SO HARD XD- idk how i'm going to do this
also this is just me trying realism because i can, i dont plan on changing my main art style

> Snowfurfan <3 tysm!!! =D
> 🔪𝚅𝚒𝙶𝚖𝚒𝙳𝚛𝚊𝚆𝚜👁️🩸 aaaaaa tysm Vigmi!!!! =D and yeah, the final results might take a long time cuz i'm also planning to try and PAINT IT XD like what Muna does with her drawings
that looks pretty cool
Even tho it's a wip it's looks awesome I'm excited to see the final results

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

siiighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

more of me being a child (vent, i yelled a lot)

it's been 2 hours (unless i read the clock wrong or something) and all i've drawn is the line art. oh wait i havent even drawn Ollie's braids yet.

and it's such a simple drawing.

I. Want. To. Draw. Fast.

PEOPLE CAN DRAW SUCH AMAZING THINGS IN SUCH A SHORT TIME, WHILE I'M HERE, DRAWING SOMETHING ANYONE COULD DRAW IN 40 MINUTES AND I'M TAKING HOURS WITH THE LINE ART.

and no, i'm not saying "DrAwIng ReALLy SLoW iS sO bAD i'm A BaD PerSON", i just find it so. annoying. SOOOO ANNOYING!!!!! and all of my drawings look so stiff, and weird, and idk how to include a lot of sharp lines without making the shoulders look weird, OR ANYTHING LOOK WEIRD. i just want to be FAST AND GOOD AT THINGS. for some reason drawing isnt fun when it takes FOR-EV-ER (and it's supposed to be simple) to me. i mean, the drawing i'm dong right now doesnt even look that great, BUT I'M TAKING FOREVER!!!!! how, can i tell my brain, to just DRAW and not feel so tight and stiff with every line??? i like my art style, BUT JEEZ IT IS SO HARD TO DRAW SOMETIMES, I JUST.....
i want to try new styles, but i dont want to leave my current one cuz i like it too much, but i like a lot of other styles and i'm like "i wanna do that", but i'm scared if i do try to draw in other styles, my CURRENT STYLE will change, then i'll be sad, there's just too many problems, TOO MANY!!!!
my creativity is also plummeting, i'm finding it hard to make cool designs without struggling so hard. and my style keeps changing to things i dont like and i want to draw how i used to like, a month ago.

i just, want something to make me feel better, BUT THERE IS NOTHING. ALL I CAN DO IS VENT. MOTIVATION ISNT A THING IN MY WORLD AND I DONT KNOW WHY.
i feel like all i am is just an artist who's pushing their skills to what they cant really... do. but they're just managing it, because they're pushing their skill too what it isnt- if that makes any sense. like i'm supposed to be worse at art right now, but for every single drawing i'm pushing my skill over the limits to make something a bit better. THAT'S ALL I AM.

i've probably typed way too much, but if you read through it all, thanks a lot, i really appreciate and i dont know why you would do something like that.

;w;

> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 :D
> Dreamy_Mocha aaaaa tysm, Mocha, that means a bunch. it always makes me feel better when people like you say nice things about my art, thank you <333
> 🍁😈Ev@pro😈🍁 awww..... thank you so so much, Ev@, that means so much to me ;w; it really does make me feel better.
really..? ;w; yeah, ikr... and... that's pretty much how i feel =O i want to just... get things done easier lol. i dont think i've ever really thought of that. i guess i am improving every time, but... jeez i'm still so slow XD and yeah, i'll try using pen pressure i guess =O the brush i use in Medi is the marker brush, and it doesnt follow the rules of pen pressure, which is why i liked it but i'll try using the normal brush for a bit =) tysm, Stacey, that made me think a little more about it. i'll take your advice ^^ thank you so much again, you're so nice ;w;

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

EVERYONE WHO SEES THIS

if you havent, please like and favourite this drawing and spam a few comments, we might be able to get this drawing to level 4 and trick the gosh darn stoopid system of Medi's XD
https://medibang.com/picture/722210110348312170021331303/

> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 It’s all so small and medi hade horrible English grammar;w; I no like it
> 🎃👻⼕闩尺〸ㄖㄖ𝓝 闩𝓝讠爪🝗👻🎃 uhhhhhhh what's wrong with it? XD all i see are illustrations and stuff
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 Look at the main page . I actually threw up
> 🎃👻⼕闩尺〸ㄖㄖ𝓝 闩𝓝讠爪🝗👻🎃 wot? Medi used to be FAIR?? XD

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

wot

we all have C's on our profile pictures now XD
it means you've posted a drawing to Medi i guess
i dont really like it lol, what's the point in having a sticker covering 5% of your picture when all you've done is post a drawing
i guess it looks kinda cool though, even though everyone has it and it isnt really a thing to brag about XD-

> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 Yeah agreed. Some medi stuff is oki, and yah. I hate crying sometimes ;w; uhhh ur right tho, and same . Annnndd I mean I'll try I like taking care of others more ngl DX but Tysm
> 🍂🍁そらる🥀🌹 oh that's good XD yeah ikr, i cry kinda often sometimes but everyone needs to cry every now and then, it's just what the body does to relieve stress or somethin idk and yeah, Medi's just not really fun, the only fun part is interacting with nice people and posting art which is what is included in every art platform- oh and i'm glad you're alright ^^ i understand that lol, sometimes i have mini panic attacks when talking to new people XD (i think? idk but it feels like that) oh okay =) please take care of yourself, you matter you know? ;w;
> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 That word is fine- XD and same Ollie sometimes when I cry feel like a cry baby ;w; lol anyhow I agree medi should do something that actually makes sense. I've been err alright ig just lonely. And uh nu I haven't. And uhh ig it's in the middle XD
> 🍂🍁そらる🥀🌹 ikr =/ man, wouldnt Medi be so much more fun if their leveling up system actually made sense and hi!!! uhhh- today i wasnt the best lol, cried a few times, but i'm good now. M e d i I s R e t a r d e d (i hope that word aint too bad or anything) how have you been? been taking care of yourself? ya health's okay? ^^

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

good morninggggg

rant/vent below if you dont wanna read that stuff

to do list:
work on comic
draw new characters

i should work on my comic a lot more often-
sooooo, last night i went to my job induction (basically you're with a bunch of other people who got the job too and a manager talks us through stuff while we sit in a room and we do quizzes, answer questions, go on a tour ect) and at first i was fine until we had to answer questions, and write stuff down, do quizzes and stuff ;w; i'm so scared of doing things wrong and this was a perfect example. especially because everyone else was breezing through it all and i was really behind trying to catch up and listen to the manager at the same time- anyway, we also had to walk around the store and fill out a bunch of questions of where certain rooms and areas are, and that stressed me out so much omggg ;w; i just copied what everyone else was writing- siigghhh
and during sitting in that room at one point i realized i was breathing really shallowly, so i took a deep breath and then all of a sudden i was tense, kinda panicky, i wanted to move around (idk why, for comfort or something??), idk it was really weird. and i started having a small headache later in the induction.
i really wish i was so much more confident.... why cant i be smart enough to follow simple instructions and why do i find it so hard to pay attention to what someone's saying?? or just pay attention to schoolwork and important things in general. everyone else can do everything just fine and i'm here struggling to understand a simple question or something. and it's not like i was born with some condition, i'm completely normal, i'm just simply... dumb. i have no excuse to cover myself for being extremely dumb. i'm a slow thinker, i struggle to understand a simple phrase quickly, i have terrible memory, i dont know anything, i have no motivation, just ugh. i wish i was better. i'm always so tired. i wish i was less panicky and scared around other people. i thought the induction was gonna be easy, it's gonna be fine, like people told me, but it's never fine ;w; ofc i was gonna be so stressed, i wouldnt be me if i was not. i'm naturally just so negative about things, it's crazy.
i want to be smart. i want to see someone who thinks i'm cool in real life. i need more irl friends. i wish my personality was... more what i want it to be.
why do i have to be so.... easily overwhelmed?

sorry, this topic is probably way too long
i just complain a lot.

I don’t know you personally, but I think that you are just taking your time and doing your best, which is a good thing:)

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

good morningggg

hmmmm
idk what to rant about lol-

to do list:
draw gift for Babalon: done
draw character from Sae: done

draw new characters
work on comic

i'm gonna be working at my first shift at my first job today-
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
what if mess up? or embarrass myself? orrrrr have another panic moment like i did at the interview? XD

> 🐾 🇴‌🇱‌🇱‌🇮‌🇪‌ 🐾 np
> 🎃🎃🍁🍂Saero_308🍂🍁🎃🎃 ty, Sae =)
you can do it
> Jen Jen oh XD and up it does lol yeah you're right, school is stressful enough XD but i dont go to school, so- tysm, Jenita =D yey ✨✨✨

🐾 !! OLLIE !! 🐾 1 year ago

dont mind me as i complain

probably a vent too

i'm so tireddddd
trying to get art done but i can barely do it quickly, i kind of never do it quickly tho
it's been over 20 mins or something and ALL I'VE DONE IS THE HEAD AND THE HEAD ISNT EVEN DONE like what it wrong with meeeeee, why can't i have motivation, why can't i draw quickly, it's all such a time crunch
i'm so annoyed at myself, everyone else draws stuff so quickly and often and makes such good art it's crazyyyyyyyy- i want to feel free and have fun when drawing, not rushed and impatient and uuggghhhh. i'm in the middle of drawing and now i'm here ranting about how annoyed i am of being the slowest artist who ever lived, it's never gonna leave me alone. i just want to draw what i want to draw, and i try but then it takes too long or my style is too hard to draw just AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =( i feel so stiff to how i draw, and my lines are supposed to be sketchy cuz that's part of the style yet I FEEL SO LIMITED AND TIGHT it's indescribable honestly =(
ugghhhhhh
nothing's going to ever help

well like i said ithink you kinda post a lot lol. but i feel bad that you feel that way. that sounds horrible :(
Hey. There’s nothing wrong with taking a long time to finish a drawing. I usually finish my drawings within 2 or 3 days, mainly because I take many breaks. It’s ok to take a lil longer than normal
> 🍂🍁セバスチェイン 🥀🌹 yeah, it's annoying isnt it ;w; and that's completely okay, thank you for being here, Zero Wero
> Jen Jen yeah ;w; thanks for the support, Jenny yeah, but... ugh, i just want to be quick at art so i can get that done and then have time to do schoolwork and stuff, it's just.... so annoying to me, i need something to let my anger out but there's nothing apart from hitting myself like a 4 yearold child ;w;

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