I START SCHOOL TOMORROW 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

8月12日と13日のコミケ、二日間サークル参加してきましたよ！！コミケ102！

1日目：まどか☆マギカジャンルで参加（写真１枚目）
2日目：オリジナルで参加（写真２枚目）

今回は本当に超ゆる参加だったので、持ってくる部数もそんなに多くなく、
まどマギは全部売り切れたのと、オリジナルの方は途中で離席してうろうろしてましたｗ

二日目の隣人さんがすごくいい人でずっと楽しかった！

コミケが終わってイラストのお仕事に取り掛かりますが、
昨日から急に風邪が発症；；

咳だけで熱はないけど、
なんともないといいんですが…ﾂﾗｲ

１２月の冬コミ103、完全オリジナルのみで申し込もうと思います…！
まどマギの方は、やはり２日目のオリジナル参加よりたくさん人が来てたけど、
やっぱり自分の創作に専念したいと心が叫んでますｗｗ

まどマギでイラストを見ていただいてる方には申し訳ないけど、
安定を捨ててオリジナルで頑張って自分の絵ともっと向き合いたいのです～

ではまた！

咳、早く治って～～～；；；；；

I START SCHOOL TOMORROW 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I almost forgot about this

I START SCHOOL TOMORROW 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

物語の最初と最後です

髪型と服変えただけだけど、結構重要なんですね（いまさら）
右半分が高校生です。同じ等身ですがかなり違いますね(*^▽^*)

Aparently Ariana Grande steals bfs from other girls and now they are exposing her? even tho there aren't any screenshots or anything.
Listen I LOVE Ariana Grande, she seems to be the nicest person, she is now dealing with some things that's making her not eat and I feel so bad that now they are talking more shit about her than they did b4, also she's now in the middle of a movie production, she's the director and one of the characters and I don't want all of this to make her feel worse and do bad on the movie bc of all this haters.

Aparently Ariana Grande steals bfs from other girls and now they are exposing her? even tho there aren't any screenshots or anything.
Listen I LOVE Ariana Grande, she seems to be the nicest person, she is now dealing with some things that's making her not eat and I feel so bad that now they are talking more shit about her than they did b4, also she's now in the middle of a movie production, she's the director and one of the characters and I don't want all of this to make her feel worse and do bad on the movie bc of all this haters.

Ik everyone to this point is tired of my long af storytimes but here's another thing I wanted to add:


so aparently I can't reply to my own post bc idk there were like random numbers and things wrote in japanese and idk japanese so lemme paste the text.
It's more info about the guy that I used to like:

Also let me say that the guy that rejected me who we'll call G is very dumb and weird also a very bad person to me.
And idk why tf he is still mad at me if I only liked him for a while when I was 11 and now I'm 14 like grow up dumb idot.
I also went through a very hard time when I was preparing myself for the big last year exams and due to how bad I felt and that I was crying so much I didn't have that much time to study bc the moment I would start to read my notes I would just start crying again. And G doesn't seem to understand that, so after the 1st day of tests, I was talking with my bestie and with G about how was the history test, and I confesed I didn't have that much time to study and G was like "Why is that huh? you had plenty of time to do it" and I said "I was feeling very down" and G was like "Oh come on, it couldn't be THAT bad" and my bestie said "everynight she would come to me having anxiety attacks, leave her alone, it is not her fault" and G said "IDC" and left, LIKE BRO WHYYYY??????????
And he is very nice to others and only a bad person around me. He also said "you seem to eat way too much, you are kinda fat" I LOOK FAT but I'm not. If you have boobs and put on a shirt you will look fat even tho you are not and that is my case. But even if it wasn't who do you think you are to talk about how much I eat, bc I eat like 2 meals a day if that day I'm very hungry I eat 3, bc my dad also judges me a lot and that's why I hate G so much, he is like a nicer version of my dad, but he is still a bad person with me.G also ignores me 90% percent of the time and taht 10% of the times he replies to me he says something mean or rude and I just can't stand him anymore.
Also he tries to make himself interesting. My group of besties and me have been hanging out all summer and everytime we hanged out we invited G but he always had something important to do. And my ex made a group chat for us to plan things and G was like "oh I think I'm busy this day, and this other one" and he would say the entire calendar, like damb boy, we know you don't get any b*tches but you don't have to make yourself interesting by saying that bc its so eww.

This is a storytime of how I was bullied in school.
It all started when I was 6, 1st year in primary bc I was in an Spanish school.
The teacher I had the year b4 was the nicest human being on earth and I loved her soooo much, but that year I wasn't that lucky.
This time it was an old lady, and since the first day she hated me. Kinda sad bc I've always been a very good child.
There was this girl in my class and she was so rude to me, she was the popular girl and she was also the teachers pet (we all know how this will end up).
As her being the teachers pet she would tell me that I couldn't play the games everyone else did and then tell the teacher that it was me the one being rude to her. So I got in detention several times bc of her.
Also, there wasn't paper in the bathroom so if you needed to go to the bathroom you would have to ask permition to the teacher and she would only give us the paper if we needed to poop, and one day I needed to poo so I told the teacher to give me paper and I told her I needed to use the bathroom in the most educated way possible, which she hated and stoped the whole class from working just to make fun of me.
At least that year I got a friend so I was fine.

This happened when I was 7, I just moved to a new house (the one I'm currently in) and I went to a school very close to it.
I introduced myself to all the class and another guy who was also new who we are gonna call MT.
I would get always 90% or 100% on my english tests and he would to, so he started hating me. Like fr he would draw me with my head chopped off and a lot of blood coming off the cut and he was kinda manipulative too.
Also I had this crush who was 2 years older than me and I saw he was MT's friend so I told MT "hey, could you do me a favor and make that guy talk to me? I just wanna be her friend, but I really like him so I'm affraid to talk to him" he said "sure, np".
I'm not kidding when I say the whole fucking school was together and on top of them they had the guy I liked and I was like "oh shit" I ran away and they followed me the whole time until I approached a teacher, they just ran away. I spent a month being next to teachers during breaktime bc I was scared they would do the same thing again. Also let me mention that year I had no friends to play with so I played with the sport equipment and now I am good at many things thanks to that but it was not fun playing alone the whole year.

The year after that I moved to a different school (the one I am currently on). I was now 8 yrs old and bc it was an british school I found it hard at first.
There was this guy and he acused me of picking my nose (don't know if I spelled it correctly) it wasn't very fun bc he also acused me of being cursed and everyone was afraid of me, I've always been "the weird one" so I was used to it already. They would run from me of be disgusted whenever I had to teamup with any of my class mates for a group activity. I didn't like being called cursed and the worst thing no one did anything about it, not even teachers.

The next year (9 yrs old now) I stopped being the cursed one, yay! But this time I was being hit by two of my classmates.
One of them did boxing so it was kinda very painful.
Also I thought I made a friend but she didn't like me to be with other ppl but she would then go and be with other ppl leaving me alone, one day I decided to talk to another girl bc I was on a bench so bored. The moment my friend saw me she started having an ANXIETY ATTACK and would say to people that I was so fake and everyone was againts me once again.

The year after that it was getting better.
There were two new girls in the class and they were twins and one of them hated me just bc I also was friend with her sister, she would be like "HOW DARE YOU I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS", and they made me choose and I didn't know who to choose, so I told them I wasn't going to choose and the one who was jealous of me being friend with her sister got so offended she turned into a furry, I'm not fucking kidding. That year COVID-19 happened and we were locked up.

Idk what happened during the lock up but I had a body glow up, I also got my period for the first time.
And so when we came back to school (I was now 11) I already had boobs, which I was very insecure about, but then found out ppl liked them a lot.
AND WHAT A COINCIDENCE I WAS NOW EVERYONE'S FRIEND IN THE CLASS!!!!
I also liked a guy in my class which now idk how to feel about him as him being my friend.
But he rejected me, bc SOMEONE told him I liked him when they promised me they wouldn't tell anyone.
He would soon regret his choice bc a lot of ppl like 6 or 7 ppl (in my class) liked me that year including his bestie, and I started liking his bestie, is the boyfriend that was with me b4 I met RJ.
But I think that was all my bullying era and it stopped when I was 11.
The guy I liked that rejected me treats me bad now but says he's my friend, he's in my friend group so I can't do much about it.

Like whenever i go to my grandparents house i stay up so late, maybe its becuz there’s 6 ppl and only 1 shower room and i have to wait

I got back from vacation a few days ago and now I'm watching all the drama I didn't see for this week.
Just found out Doja Cat has been extremely rude to her fans and seems that she doesn't want to be famous anymore.
She is also dating a very racist white guy which also seems to be a p*do and ab*ser which doesn't make the situation any better.
Kinda sad bc she is so talented, I hope all this stuff is just a phase, I honestly love her sooooo much and I hate her being so rude to her fans that got her to where she is now.

This is a storytime of how I was bullied in school.
It all started when I was 6, 1st year in primary bc I was in an Spanish school.
The teacher I had the year b4 was the nicest human being on earth and I loved her soooo much, but that year I wasn't that lucky.
This time it was an old lady, and since the first day she hated me. Kinda sad bc I've always been a very good child.
There was this girl in my class and she was so rude to me, she was the popular girl and she was also the teachers pet (we all know how this will end up).
As her being the teachers pet she would tell me that I couldn't play the games everyone else did and then tell the teacher that it was me the one being rude to her. So I got in detention several times bc of her.
Also, there wasn't paper in the bathroom so if you needed to go to the bathroom you would have to ask permition to the teacher and she would only give us the paper if we needed to poop, and one day I needed to poo so I told the teacher to give me paper and I told her I needed to use the bathroom in the most educated way possible, which she hated and stoped the whole class from working just to make fun of me.
At least that year I got a friend so I was fine.

This happened when I was 7, I just moved to a new house (the one I'm currently in) and I went to a school very close to it.
I introduced myself to all the class and another guy who was also new who we are gonna call MT.
I would get always 90% or 100% on my english tests and he would to, so he started hating me. Like fr he would draw me with my head chopped off and a lot of blood coming off the cut and he was kinda manipulative too.
Also I had this crush who was 2 years older than me and I saw he was MT's friend so I told MT "hey, could you do me a favor and make that guy talk to me? I just wanna be her friend, but I really like him so I'm affraid to talk to him" he said "sure, np".
I'm not kidding when I say the whole fucking school was together and on top of them they had the guy I liked and I was like "oh shit" I ran away and they followed me the whole time until I approached a teacher, they just ran away. I spent a month being next to teachers during breaktime bc I was scared they would do the same thing again. Also let me mention that year I had no friends to play with so I played with the sport equipment and now I am good at many things thanks to that but it was not fun playing alone the whole year.

The year after that I moved to a different school (the one I am currently on). I was now 8 yrs old and bc it was an british school I found it hard at first.
There was this guy and he acused me of picking my nose (don't know if I spelled it correctly) it wasn't very fun bc he also acused me of being cursed and everyone was afraid of me, I've always been "the weird one" so I was used to it already. They would run from me of be disgusted whenever I had to teamup with any of my class mates for a group activity. I didn't like being called cursed and the worst thing no one did anything about it, not even teachers.

The next year (9 yrs old now) I stopped being the cursed one, yay! But this time I was being hit by two of my classmates.
One of them did boxing so it was kinda very painful.
Also I thought I made a friend but she didn't like me to be with other ppl but she would then go and be with other ppl leaving me alone, one day I decided to talk to another girl bc I was on a bench so bored. The moment my friend saw me she started having an ANXIETY ATTACK and would say to people that I was so fake and everyone was againts me once again.

The year after that it was getting better.
There were two new girls in the class and they were twins and one of them hated me just bc I also was friend with her sister, she would be like "HOW DARE YOU I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS", and they made me choose and I didn't know who to choose, so I told them I wasn't going to choose and the one who was jealous of me being friend with her sister got so offended she turned into a furry, I'm not fucking kidding. That year COVID-19 happened and we were locked up.

Idk what happened during the lock up but I had a body glow up, I also got my period for the first time.
And so when we came back to school (I was now 11) I already had boobs, which I was very insecure about, but then found out ppl liked them a lot.
AND WHAT A COINCIDENCE I WAS NOW EVERYONE'S FRIEND IN THE CLASS!!!!
I also liked a guy in my class which now idk how to feel about him as him being my friend.
But he rejected me, bc SOMEONE told him I liked him when they promised me they wouldn't tell anyone.
He would soon regret his choice bc a lot of ppl like 6 or 7 ppl (in my class) liked me that year including his bestie, and I started liking his bestie, is the boyfriend that was with me b4 I met RJ.
But I think that was all my bullying era and it stopped when I was 11.
The guy I liked that rejected me treats me bad now but says he's my friend, he's in my friend group so I can't do much about it.