This world is cursed
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I go here whenever I'm sick of pretending to be happy
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- Gender：Human.
Life Event
- 07/1924 ㅤ Retired
- 12/2023 TheFuture
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Recommended gadgets
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Favorite music
Touhou music
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Favorite color
Soft/pastel colors
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What you eat when hungry
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Shinmyoumaru
Only a few things in this world makes me want to live
The rest is why I would want to die soon
Damn I need some therapy
Nobody has made me happier and hurt than he did
Whenever I see those, I break down
I've prioritized so much but I've never got it in return
Am I really that worthless?
I'm so tired
I keep hoping for the impossible
Even the smallest things you do make me so much happier than you think
Even though you do better things for others
But who am I to desire those things?
I must've been out of my mind
All those sweet happy things only happen in my dreams
Such thing as "dream come true" is a lie
Unless if you're lucky
And I'm not
I fucking hate myself
I hate my life
I wish I could die soon
Nobody likes me
I wish I'll forget about everything
All the things I hope for
Are killing me slowly
Because they weren't real
And will never be
like bro stfu
or maybe it should be me
d o n ' t   g e t   t o o   a t t a c h e d . d o n ' t   g e t   t o o   a t t a c h e d . d o n ' t   g e t   t o o   a t t a c h e d . d o n ' t   g e t   t o o   a t t a c h e d . d o n ' t   g e t   t o o   a t t a c h e d . d o n ' t   g e t   t o o   a t t a c h e d . d o n ' t   g e t   t o o   a t t a c h e d . d o n ' t   g e t   t o o   f u c k i n g   a t t a c h e d .
just let them be happy while i suffer for no real reason
i can't believe i used to do that
so fucking annoying
or maybe it's because it was...
it's not like anybody would actually like me
why am i still hoping
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i hate how he makes me so happyy,,
like wtff, ill never be able to meet uu
You asked for it
I'll wait for it forever, I won't do anything till it happens
None of those will come true, right?
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Yea no
I'm so tired.
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Me too?!?!??!
WHY
WHY DOES NOBODY LOVE ME
PLEASE
SOMEBODY TELL ME
SOMEBODY TELL ME THAT I'M NOT WORTHLESS
THAT THERE'S HOPE FOR ME
AND THAT I SHOULD BE HAPPY
I FEEL LIKE I'M ABOUT TO EXPLODE
I HATE THIS FEELING
I should've listened. I shouldn't have been too attached. If anybody could delete my memory or feelings or something, please. Please do. I'm begging you. Nobody has ever made me feel like this before. I can't help myself, please help me.
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How about now lamo
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Like bro
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Was i really that devastated
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最近のまとめ
Mom really needs to get me a therapist, dammit.
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I wanna scream at you so badly
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Hi it's me from the future,
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We are our own therapists hwhehe
Everything sucks, it's even better when I'm asleep
But I keep waiting for nothing, for so long
I'm so miserable that I'm jealous even with the stupidest people I could ever imagine
Why
I feel so down that nobody would dare pick me up
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Okay shut where tf is our oc lore
Tbh I'd rather people follow me because of me, not because of my art
People keeps complaining about the bad things. Just be happy that you're luckier than me and you're living a better life
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cigarette duet (tw!!1!)
My eyes hurt lol
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Same. Now show me.the.oc.lore.
I feel so sorry about myself
People who hurt my feelings gets more love, cool
WHERE THE FUCK DID I FIND THIS FROM AGAIN LMAO I FORGOR