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  • 07/1924 ㅤ Retired
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Shinmyoumaru
ㅤ 2 years ago








I'm not sure if you can see this right now, or if you actually read any of these but...
I'm so sorry about everything, I'm supposed to be the one supporting and cheering you up, not the one that keeps making you feel bad, but I still do, somehow. I'm really, really sorry for that-
You posted it right after I vented, that couldn't just be a coincidence. If I kept my mouth shut, maybe you wouldn't post that-
Just, please remember that I love you and I always will, I'm mentally unstable rn so I might say hurtful things, but they're just some sort of a reaction over something and my mood would eventually be better, and I don't mean them, so please, don't feel bad about it. I don't hate you, I promise. I love you no matter what

I'll find a way to heal myself, and I thought letting it out would be helpful so they won't bottle up inside me, and they're not targeted to you, I'm talking about some other certain people, and it's not you, I don't hate you, it's someone else irl.

I just really need to let those out, or I might do something else- but physically,

I'm so sorry

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ㅤ 2 years ago
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Once there was a rich family in the past, The daughter, Lorealis, was born with such a mysterious beauty. Her parents were so strict and arrogant, neglecting their child. She has to be perfect, her parents says. Each mistake is unforgivable and the punishment was her getting locked on her room for 7 hours with no food or any drink. She had been in agony ever since she was young. She was really kind and happy, but it wasn't enough to please her parents. They kept comparing her to whoever is better than her, they usually compare her to her best friend, Carmellia, but she wasn't bothered by it if it was Carmellia, for she's been always there for her each and every time she feels down. She developed her hobby of puppetry when she found the two dolls she made for herself and Carmellia lying on the floor one time when she was being locked up, found some strings and somehow managed to control these two dolls. She enjoyed puppetry a lot and made more dolls to play with. Ever since that day, every time she gets locked up, she would always make a mini-story with her puppets, which are usually models of people she know in real life.
She eventually got tired of her parents always comparing her to people, she then looked at people with disgust and gets jealous even with the smallest things.

"So she's the new student, huh? Well I have fairer skin than hers, I have better grades, I have more friends, I own more books than her, but her parents love her... proud of her... and...- I'm jealous."

If she hates someone, she would make a model (doll) of them, and she would torture that model with various things until the model was irrecognizable. Carmellia knew about this, and tries to comfort her in any way she could. She was a shoulder to cry on for Lorealis, and she was the only person Lorealis truly cared about. Lorealis was fascinated by magic, and spends most of her time studying it, she was able to control all her puppets at the same time.

Lorealis was able to keep her emotions to herself with the help of her best friend, until Carmellia died because of her illness

She broke down and couldn't handle the loss, her hope in life was lost and her mind was shattered, she ran away and she was nowhere to be found, but they also noticed that Carmellia's corpse was missing.

7 years later, a lady suddenly appeared who looked a lot like Carmellia but calls herself Lorealis, and went on the same academy where both Lorealis and Carmellia used to study in. Many decades had passed but her beauty never faded, she looked the same as she was decades before. In the present day, there's a myth about them where Lorealis either made a human sized model or used Carmellia's body to create a puppet, and is controlling it using her magic. People saw it with their own eyes.

Lorealis had been hiding in a secret, separate dark world, and had been controlling the model with magic. Nobody knows why she does this, and what's the purpose of all of this. The truth will eventually be revealed

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  • > ❦IzayoiMikasa❦ yes

  • my head hurts

ㅤ 2 years ago
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Once there was a rich family in the past, The daughter, Lorealis, was born with such a mysterious beauty. Her parents were so strict and arrogant, neglecting their child. She has to be perfect, her parents says. Each mistake is unforgivable and the punishment was her getting locked on her room for 7 hours with no food or any drink. She had been in agony ever since she was young. She was really kind and happy, but it wasn't enough to please her parents. They kept comparing her to whoever is better than her, they usually compare her to her best friend, Carmellia, but she wasn't bothered by it if it was Carmellia, for she's been always there for her each and every time she feels down. She developed her hobby of puppetry when she found the two dolls she made for herself and Carmellia lying on the floor one time when she was being locked up, found some strings and somehow managed to control these two dolls. She enjoyed puppetry a lot and made more dolls to play with. Ever since that day, every time she gets locked up, she would always make a mini-story with her puppets, which are usually models of people she know in real life.
She eventually got tired of her parents always comparing her to people, she then looked at people with disgust and gets jealous even with the smallest things.

"So she's the new student, huh? Well I have fairer skin than hers, I have better grades, I have more friends, I own more books than her, but her parents love her... proud of her... and...- I'm jealous."

If she hates someone, she would make a model (doll) of them, and she would torture that model with various things until the model was irrecognizable. Carmellia knew about this, and tries to comfort her in any way she could. She was a shoulder to cry on for Lorealis, and she was the only person Lorealis truly cared about. Lorealis was fascinated by magic, and spends most of her time studying it, she was able to control all her puppets at the same time.

Lorealis was able to keep her emotions to herself with the help of her best friend, until Carmellia died because of her illness

She broke down and couldn't handle the loss, her hope in life was lost and her mind was shattered, she ran away and she was nowhere to be found, but they also noticed that Carmellia's corpse was missing.

7 years later, a lady suddenly appeared who looked a lot like Carmellia but calls herself Lorealis, and went on the same academy where both Lorealis and Carmellia used to study in. Many decades had passed but her beauty never faded, she looked the same as she was decades before. In the present day, there's a myth about them where Lorealis either made a human sized model or used Carmellia's body to create a puppet, and is controlling it using her magic. People saw it with their own eyes.

Lorealis had been hiding in a secret, separate dark world, and had been controlling the model with magic. Nobody knows why she does this, and what's the purpose of all of this. The truth will eventually be revealed

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  • > ❦IzayoiMikasa❦ yes

  • my head hurts

ㅤ 2 years ago
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Please- take me back home, those times when everything was still peaceful and happy

Does anybody really need me? Haha- well I thought I was enough, but I never was.
I know someone who needs me that anybody else could, though I never really paid any attention to her.
She needs the same thing I do, but I couldn't give her the happiness I want- if I did give her that, will anybody do the same thing to me? Haha- no. Never. All I truly need is myself, nobody else. Is it really bad to be greedy about something I never received before? You guys are lucky, all of you. And I'm happy you guys don't have the same brain I have, I don't want anybody getting hurt except for me, it hurts, but it also feels good for some reason, help.

No, I have to be a good person, it's the only way people would like me. I'll prove everyone that breathing isn't the only thing useful about me. I'm not worthless! Damn, there's gotta be someone who need me even for a bit?? That's the only reason why I want to live, it's the only thing I wanna live for! I wanna be there for anybody who needs me, but does anyone really need me? I'm so frustrated of thinking this way ever since that day.

This will go away soon, the person who I need the most doesn't really need me as much as I do! Awesome!

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