Hey, Louise Here, and I want to tell you that I have a future project. I will just go all out and make one volume manga. I'll probably just upload it on youtube and here for the first volume, as well as selling it on amazon. I hope I can upload the first chapter this year.

Well, I just realized that Medibang is paying me if my illust got popular right now, so I upload my cover into the illust section. I appreciate it if you go and like my illust, plus comment whatever you want, probably you want to comment "kill yourself" or "I want petscop 2 right now!" like please...feed me. I need money, I have to feed my children! Please, last time we have to eat the youngest one.
This is the link for my illust: https://medibang.com/picture/3w1909010148163650008289210/?sort=1&keyword=my%20wish&searchCategory=3&adultType=01&currentPage=1

The second one is I update my Battle Name, AGAIN. Shut up. I hope you give me another advice, probably something that really bad, something that hurt your eyes, just tell me what should I fix, I hope I can do that.
Here's the link for Battle Name:https://medibang.com/book/it1906061600093380008289210/

Before I say anything, I want to say to you I'm sorry if you already look at a similar topic because I'm a complete idiot I posted this news from my another account who has just a few friends and followers and I didn't even put the link there. So, I'm just going to copy it from my other space.

Hey, Louise here!
So, a few months ago I uploaded Battle Name for Shonen Jump Paint contest, but I notice that my old Name is just ugly. So, I decided to Update my new Name and I want to know your opinion about it. I hope my new one is not as bad as the old one.

https://medibang.com/book/it1906061600093380008289210/

IT'S BEEN 84 YEARS!!!

"Oh my god, I thought you've stopped doing all of this things to make a game." STFU!

All right, let's be serious here.

Yes, I know I said that. but things happened. You could say...I got addicted. With BloodSouls series. Yes, I am. Shut up!

For those who don't care about what I'm doing, you can just skip to the link. It's not original manga, it's just manga art from the name in the contest.

But, the most important thing is, I have learned a lot of things. Like...lots. I learned how to make 3d games, how math works in video games, etc. And I'm so confident that I can make cool RPG game. But, what I can do is, well...I just can code. That's all. I can't make 3d models and soundtrack. But my mind is just like "I really want to make 3d cool RPG game. It's not that hard." So, here I am.

Let's be honest, I made this manga to get money (Yes, I said it, I'm sorry, okay!). I try to get work from software house as well, to get experience. And then, maybe like a week or two weeks ago, I decide to open my Medibang account again, and there is a contest here. And this JUMP PAINT manga award is one of them. I'm just like, "well, it's only at least 3 pages, it's not going to be so long." I was also a little bit surprised when I draw this, I thought my art was going to be bad, but it's the opposite (at least for me). It's really a good practice, you know. Although this is only a few pages manga, but I learned a lot of things from it.

Well, maybe you're wondering, "So how about your game?" Well, for me, quality is more than anything. I will learn more and more and get the most perfect result for me as good as I can. And I'm still young and there are still many things that I have to learn. Maybe I will start it when I was 25, I guess? Yes, it's at least 8 years from now, and maybe you will just forget about this things. But, if you ever watch or even play the game that said "Rest In Peace Production", that's going to be mine.

I know, maybe you says that I'm just a delusional kind of person, or maybe I'm just too confident and still don't know about how hard to live, or whatever you want to call me. But at least, I tried. It's like I'm a gambler, I bet my own live. Will I be able to do it or not, it depends on how I tried.

So, for you who want to judge my art, feel free to check it out!
https://medibang.com/book/it1906061600093380008289210/

Finally, after a long journey, I finished the manga, and the best thing is I can actually follow one of the contest with my manga. For you who don't really care about how related this manga with my main story, I'll just give a link to you below 'cause I upload it with another account.

So, maybe it will be weird, but I want to answer Q&A from myself, for myself related with my new manga. (Spoiler Alert) Here it is :


1. Why the hell there is Quen in the manga? Are Quen and Layla knew about Cheryl?

Well, it will be a big spoiler if I just said what happens, so I'll just say, yes.


2. Why is Cheryl your favorite character? She looks so dull.

In this one-shot, yes, I know she's dull. But, she's like the most influential char in my main story.


3. So, how it will be goin'? Will you still make a manga or will you just become a game developer?

If you asked will I become a game developer, yes, I will definitely try until it success. In fact, I already made a game, even though that is just a small project, and that's just an education game. For manga, let's we just see what will happen.


Well, hope you all can enjoy the manga.

Link : https://medibang.com/book/ww1901132301458480008289210/

P.S. : For my old reader which I don't really know if they're still exist in this site.

Um...I don't know where to start, but...maybe this is the time I want to say goodbye. I haven't doing so many activities for a long time, maybe nothing, but I will not forget this website, especially a lot of people in here, which is really nice. So, for you who don't really care my real story, just skip to the end paragraph(It's not all of my real story though, I just want to share about why am I quit).

So, I studied software engineering when I was 14, I guess? Between 14 and 15, and it's been like 2 years, I guess. And, when I was 14, that is how I start drawing too. My little dream was to make a game when I can make people happy. I just love playing video games. I was making a progress to get into the drawing thing like that because I want to make a game, at least 2D game. But that wasn't as easy as I thought. The problem not in the coding and drawing, but I need a music, sound effect, all that related with music I guess.

But, when I was 14 too, I'm new to a manga community and anime community in general. Like, I know mainstream anime like Naruto and kind of thing when I was a child, but when I was 14 I watched a lot of cool anime like code geass, black butler, and so on. So I thought, well, it would be cool if I can made that. But that's just almost impossible, at least I can do it if I got a ton of team and made a company. Because I'm so horrible in the music, I just thought, well, maybe I will change my mind.

And yes, I changed my little dream that I wanted to became a game developer to become a mangaka and I hope that someday my manga can become a cool anime. But, I changed my mind again.

So, for past few months, I didn't even draw anything in a serious way. Which I mean is...I usually draw like a cool one page manga in a few hours, maybe even took twelve hours to finish one page, but I just, well...draw in the class and do some sh*t when I was bored. Instead of that, I just focus on coding again, for like, almost 8 hours a day. And well, because I want to make video game from the beginning, so I just want to make my 'main story' for becoming a game.

I know I'm not really good at music, but at least if I try, maybe something different will happen. And I hope I can be an Indie developer, like become an avatar and mastering everything XD. So, I decided to not make a manga again, I guess. But, because I want to say a lot of thank you for this website, I want to make my last comic, like...this one is the most masterpiece I've ever made.

Because of this website, I learned a lot, like not just drawing stuff, but I become more mature and mature. I learned to accept advice from people, even if that's so cruel to me, as long as that makes sense, I will try my best to fix that. When I was new in this site, I'm just...a child. I'm just a teenager which think I'm the best because everyone in my school is like...not really good at drawing and that kind of stuff. But, now I realize something. I just realize, well...this world is big. Like, there are a lot of people. Some are just too kind and don't want to criticize me, some are realistic and said whatever they thought, and some are...well, you know that.

So, the conclusion is, I will stop to make a manga, but before I do that, I will make a new manga for this website. But, I'm still busy in my real life too, so I don't know when it will release. Maybe 3-4 months? I don't really care if there was not a contest at that time. I will still publish it here. And of course, I will not become selfish again. Because, in my third version of 'my wish' story, a lot of people said 'that is not good for old readers', and because this is not for contest(even though if there is a contest, I will enter it), so I will give you all the best. Full color page for the first page, btw, and I'm really bad in coloring, so sorry.

Well, what is the good sentence for celebrating something? Oh right... WABBA LABBA DUB DUB, BABY!!!

Finally I finished my one-shot for the contest. But to be honest, I'm not really proud at it, I don't know if that's worth it or not. For the story itself, I really was changing almost everything, and the art... To be honest, I can make better if there is more time (Well, seriously, I really am take my time to develop my characters, so I do research and didn't think about time, and yesterday I made 5 pages in a day and I didn't sleep in 25 hours, more or less).

So, for the characters, I don't know you guys will like the new Quen I made, but that is an actual Quen. I mean, when I get published, I really want to made Quen that way, but for the one-shot, I don't know if this will be worth it or not. Because, I am really sure, if you read my manga just a half, or not finish to read it, you just end up hating Quen because he's a d*ck, to be honest. But, there is something unique about him (Atleast that's what I think). Well, I don't want to spoil too much, so please, whoever you are, if you read this, just read my manga, okay? And leave the critique for me, I will listen what you're saying, even maybe sometimes I will get mad, but that's just... You know, human behavior?

I know I already enter the Shonen Jump Universal and 2nd Weekly Shonen Magazine contest, but why not? I'm not sure I can win those two contest, especially for 2nd Weekly Shonen Magazine, the story I made is too complicated (Even though I still have hope for my manga in Shonen Jump Universal, My Wish). Here's a thing. There's still not yet an announcement for the winner in Shonen Jump Universal, so if I not get the serialization, I will enter Kyoto International contest with my old story, my wish of course.

I know I ever want to enter MCPO manga award, and that is not worth it. I mean, I made the comic and it's almost done, but when I read it again, that is not good at all. So I re-created my manga again with the same concept, and guess what... that is not worth it again, even though I guess the story is still better than my manga that called 'my own world'. So don't to worry for the deadline, I can draw with faster, at least 2 pages per day and I don't need to think again for the story.

Maybe some of you notice that I enter 1stHikariko Character Design Contest, So I want to share that with you guys. Well, maybe some of you realize that I already enter the contest a few days ago, but I guess my art really look "ugly", not just in the art itself, but in the design as well.

So, I made a new update for that contest. Well maybe I just can edit my old character and replace the picture with the new character, but I want some feedback from everyone here. So, to make my character in the top, or at least for a few minutes in the top of entry, I hope a lot of people look at my character and give their feedback for me. And I hope you guys give me feedback as well. You know, I'm a little bit satisfied for this one...Or, am I?

Ahhh! God, this is so long. Finally I finished my first page in my next comic, lol. Okay, whatever. Now I feel my art is better, but this isn't enough. I hope I can make it on time.

Hey guys, I want to tell you that I have updated My Wish Comic. YEAH I KNOW, DON'T UNDERESTIMATE ME BECAUSE I ALWAYS REFUTE YOUR CRITISM, I LISTEN TO YOU ALL, OKAY? Now the comic has more beautiful art and story, doesn't has so many words that will make you all confused, and more important thing now, Ballora has a big boobs... I mean, Quen Aldwin, the main protagonist now looks so badass and not being a normal like an old one

If you don't know me, I'm the one who made My Wish Comic.
Well guys, maybe some of you think if I'm cheating because my characters' draw are really bad, so it would be very strange if I could make a background. But hey, I draw it with myself, I wasn't tracing it. This is the proof... Well, I have not finished it because I have other project to do.