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This describes my relationship with people perfectly...
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S8bJ3YlgL1Q
I just respect this woman so much
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Gone :/
Genre
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I wanna vent
But I can't
Because I have a very limited time on Medibang rn
But currently my feelings are:
Suicidal
Depressed
Anxious
Stressed
Worried
Afraid
Sad
Lonely
Misunderstood
Aaaaand I am really hating the way I look so...
Very self conscious
Edit: -----
Whoops! Did I say all of that? What I meant to say is
"I'm fine. Everything is okay."
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What're y'all's fandoms? I'm trying to find a couple for my description but I think I'm losing my mind over here. haaallllppp
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Made this in class
I still am in class so I gotta be a ninja and post this XD
Gonna delete it later
Bye
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Made this in class
I still am in class so I gotta be a ninja and post this XD
Gonna delete it later
Bye
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my friend is letting me use her phone rn so I can talk to you guys for a bit.
*choking noises in the background*
hello
im gonna answer some frequently asked questions i've been asked on literally every online sight i've been on within the past 2 years.
why are you so depressed?: how are you so happy? ;-;
who do you love?: suicide. its my name, after all :^)
besides depression and sadness, what other emotion do you feel?: uhhhhh
EXTREME EXTREME loneliness
and.... severe anxiety.
favorite color: used to be blue, purple, baby pink but now its purple, blue and black .-.
favorite animal?: sugar gliders, ferrets, cats, dogs
what is one word you would use to descirbble yourself?:
....
depresssedanxiouslonely
favorite singer?: it changes every 2 seconds
why do you have to leave?:
well
1. parents
2. medibang is blocked on my phone but sometimes i can glitch it to make it work for a bit
3. medibang is causing my emotions to feel kind of stronger :/
4. I dont wanna annoy you all
hello?:
goodbye...?
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my friend is letting me use her phone rn so I can talk to you guys for a bit.
*choking noises in the background*
hello
im gonna answer some frequently asked questions i've been asked on literally every online sight i've been on within the past 2 years.
why are you so depressed?: how are you so happy? ;-;
who do you love?: suicide. its my name, after all :^)
besides depression and sadness, what other emotion do you feel?: uhhhhh
EXTREME EXTREME loneliness
and.... severe anxiety.
favorite color: used to be blue, purple, baby pink but now its purple, blue and black .-.
favorite animal?: sugar gliders, ferrets, cats, dogs
what is one word you would use to descirbble yourself?:
....
depresssedanxiouslonely
favorite singer?: it changes every 2 seconds
why do you have to leave?:
well
1. parents
2. medibang is blocked on my phone but sometimes i can glitch it to make it work for a bit
3. medibang is causing my emotions to feel kind of stronger :/
4. I dont wanna annoy you all
hello?:
goodbye...?
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my friend is letting me use her phone rn so I can talk to you guys for a bit.
*choking noises in the background*
hello
im gonna answer some frequently asked questions i've been asked on literally every online sight i've been on within the past 2 years.
why are you so depressed?: how are you so happy? ;-;
who do you love?: suicide. its my name, after all :^)
besides depression and sadness, what other emotion do you feel?: uhhhhh
EXTREME EXTREME loneliness
and.... severe anxiety.
favorite color: used to be blue, purple, baby pink but now its purple, blue and black .-.
favorite animal?: sugar gliders, ferrets, cats, dogs
what is one word you would use to descirbble yourself?:
....
depresssedanxiouslonely
favorite singer?: it changes every 2 seconds
why do you have to leave?:
well
1. parents
2. medibang is blocked on my phone but sometimes i can glitch it to make it work for a bit
3. medibang is causing my emotions to feel kind of stronger :/
4. I dont wanna annoy you all
hello?:
goodbye...?
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Illustrations
I have a problem I know😥
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Oof
Well
I'm done
Like actually done.
I'll be back someday I hope.
It was nice knowing you all
You helped me in so many ways but I never was able to return the favor. All I did was COMPLAIN. I might post a goodbye drawing later but idk.
This isn't the ideal way of saying I'm leaving but I'm really depressed and pissed rn.
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Oof
Well
I'm done
Like actually done.
I'll be back someday I hope.
It was nice knowing you all
You helped me in so many ways but I never was able to return the favor. All I did was COMPLAIN. I might post a goodbye drawing later but idk.
This isn't the ideal way of saying I'm leaving but I'm really depressed and pissed rn.
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Oof
Well
I'm done
Like actually done.
I'll be back someday I hope.
It was nice knowing you all
You helped me in so many ways but I never was able to return the favor. All I did was COMPLAIN. I might post a goodbye drawing later but idk.
This isn't the ideal way of saying I'm leaving but I'm really depressed and pissed rn.
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Oof
Well
I'm done
Like actually done.
I'll be back someday I hope.
It was nice knowing you all
You helped me in so many ways but I never was able to return the favor. All I did was COMPLAIN. I might post a goodbye drawing later but idk.
This isn't the ideal way of saying I'm leaving but I'm really depressed and pissed rn.
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I absolutely LOVE iced pumpkin spice lattes ^^
Idk why but they make me happy XD
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DEAR HAMBURGER GODS I JUST SAW A CATERPILLAR ;-;
I frickin hate those ugly creatures
I show no mercy towards them
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Brontë: an excited cat
Acer: a dried out worm
Essence: "stop blinking
Loki: *drives car into a lake*
Zayhne: "who tf ate my taco?!"
Driftwood: "I wish horses were real..."
Aloe: *walks into a thrift store asking for a burger*
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Brontë: an excited cat
Acer: a dried out worm
Essence: "stop blinking
Loki: *drives car into a lake*
Zayhne: "who tf ate my taco?!"
Driftwood: "I wish horses were real..."
Aloe: *walks into a thrift store asking for a burger*
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Tb be hognest
I didnt know yoi guys cared so much abouy me....
(I apologizr for my bad spelling)
But I puked a few times and I felt dizzy
Frick maybe I shoild try a diff medicine
I’m such a horrible person
I was hoping to die
I’m such a horrible person
I’m such a horrible person
I’m such a horrible person
I feel so empty
Look at all he pain I caused
I’m so sorry....
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Oh my god
M y
A r m
H u r t s
Mistakes have been made ;-;
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Illustrations
For Chachi (last post 😭😭)
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For Chachi (last post 😭😭)
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For Chachi (last post 😭😭)
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For Chachi (last post 😭😭)
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For Chachi (last post 😭😭)
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Vent 888888888
Illustrations
For Chachi (last post 😭😭)
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Okay so today is my last day here until next Friday or Saturday. I’ll try to post all my art today or as much as I can because I won’t be able to reply to comments, draw anything, or pretty much not be able to do anything with MediBang at all. :3 so yeah if you have any questions I gotta do them all today
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Okay so today is my last day here until next Friday or Saturday. I’ll try to post all my art today or as much as I can because I won’t be able to reply to comments, draw anything, or pretty much not be able to do anything with MediBang at all. :3 so yeah if you have any questions I gotta do them all today
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1st post 🌸🦄
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So I wrote this vent around 12 last night, because it really says what I have a hard time saying (if that makes any sense) here it is-
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Think about the time you were most miserable. The time were you couldn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Now tell yourself all the reassuring words your telling me.
Do you THINK that would’ve made ANYTHING better??
Now think about four people more allll trying to shove those “helpful” words down your throat eveytime you forget to cover up your pain.
It would make it worse, wouldn’t it?
And when you tell them to stop...
They dont.
So you have to block them out
All these fake words are drowning you in what seems to be a river of lies.
You have to distance yourself
Because you know now.. that letting people in only hurts you MORE.
And eventually you become numb.
You feel empty
nothing pleases you.
And each day you TRY to be okay.
You TRY to make others happy
But really..
you cant find the light.
Because it died, along with your will to live.
And now your broken.
Broken, emtpy, and hollow.
And when those ‘friends’ ask who did this to you?
You loook at them weakly and say..
“You did.”
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IM SO SORRY GUYS I FORGOT TO SAY THAT THIS IS WRITTEN FOR MY IRL FRIENDS NOT YOUU AHHH NO YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN AMAZING!!!!