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:(

So, my friend came over today, and saw my bandages (she’s spending the night) and I talked to her about it (also the first person to know besides you guys and my family). She started crying, and then I started crying and I felt like shit.
Anyways, not the point. The point is that I hate my body, and always will. We were getting in our pjs, and she had like, a super thin stomach (healthy ofc) and.... it just made me feel like shit about my body. I’m too fucking fat in my stomach and face. I’m just... ugh. I’m so disappointed in my self from not keeing up with my body...
Goodnight

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carrying the weights

I know I’ve been active some lately, but I’m afraid I’m probably going to be inactive more soon.

I’ve been through some really rough times lately. None of my friends try to comfort me. My parents don’t understand what’s going on with me, and they just don’t help my situation most of the time.
I’ve taken multiple things that are plaguing me and I’ve put them on my back to carry. I’ve learnt to keep quiet about how I feel. I don’t want to make anyone panic or worry about me. It’s hard to talk about my problems now. It’s hard to talk to my therapist, even.
I want to carry these weights to show that I’m strong. I don’t know if I can carry them forever, though.

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SK留言了!

Guys-

Can we please try not to spam?
I understand that there's a challenge going on.
I understand that for some people, it's daytime when we have nighttime.
I understand that some things need to be said, and that others are just being plain funny!
However, I just woke up an hour before I have to get ready for school, (from a nightmare but that's irrelevant.) and decided to clear some notifications, when I was greeted to 57 just from last night.
I'm not trying to be rude, or target ANYONE. I just want to tell you that it's getting really tiring clearing them. I've noticed some people turn off their notifications for these reasons, but others, like myself, like to stay right on top of things.
Thank you for reading this. I'll probably delete it later, but who knows?
<3

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typhoon

Storm? Typhoon? I'm actually not very sure of the correct term
These are very common in our place and a big one is coming to town 😍. It won't directly hit us but there was a high percentage class will be suspended tomorrow
And following school tradition, we all sang out-of-tune high-pitched songsto make the cloud angry. And yes, it eas effective 😄

There are no classes tomorrow (idk about ur place, but here tomorrow is friday)!! I still need to do my stuff, but YAAAAAAAAYYYYYY

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If you can even call him one...

You’ve said you’d always be there for me...
You said you’d help me if I needed it...
You said I was amazing and nothing could change that...
You said you’d stay forever...
You said you would never hurt us...
That was 6 years ago...
Now you never call...
Now you never come to anything of mine...
Now you know nothing about me...
Now you don’t care...
Now you lie to me, my sister, my brother, my mother...
Now I regret calling you father.
You can go without caring about us and being there for us, I can play your game too. I don’t want to talk to you, see you, even acknowledge you’re even there.
You always sound drunk or when you’re on the phone. You promise so much but never go through with it. You’re not legally able to take us anywhere. I’m glad. I’m glad you don’t live with us anymore. I’m glad you didn’t put your name on my sisters birth certificate. And that’s my doing since I was sick and you rushed me to the hospital...
I was sick...
He was mentally sick...
And he’s such a toxic person...
That I learned to block him out...
He hit my brother who was 3-4 at the time...
You hit and screams at my mother for the longest time...
You mentally scarred me with a damn belt and all the things you said to the people I loved!...
You don’t deserve my love...
I hate that people say that I was a “Daddy’s Girl”
I am now my own person who can make her own decisions...
So I don’t feel like talking to you anymore.
You need to learn
That your “children” don’t care anymore
You haven’t been here
So why should we care at this point?
...

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>:0

My friend and I might go try to get our bus driver fired tm :3
Bc she:
•Screams in our faces
•Is super rude
•Writes us up if we didn’t even do anything
•Threatens about turning the bus around and going back to the school if we put our foot in the aisle .-.
But today was a whole new level
She moves everyone up to the front
And if you sit in the back
We get kicked off the bus
IMMA FIGHT A BITCH
sooo
My friend and I might go to the office and ask if they can look at the bus cameras to see her being a bitch to us :3
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Oh and Abby and Justice got together >:3
They’re actually cute together:3
aHH
I’ll talk about the lockdown drill soon :3
That was fun :3

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Fine.

I’ll stay.
But I’ll just take a few week(s) off when I’m on break since nobody, not even my irl friends, like my art.
GG.
.
Why I wanted to leave:
-My art isn’t good
-I can tell ppl don’t care about it anymore
-Since I draw for y’all and my irl friends, I felt hurt knowing nobody cares anymore
-Y’all WILL say, “Omg yes, draw it” or “Your art is amazing!” but who am I kidding? I can’t tell if you’re lying or not since Medi is through a screen and we can’t see the real feelings behind all of us. Tough shoot.

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I’m sick.

I just threw up
That’s great
My throat hurt
I’m starting to get a migraine
It’s super fun
And my mom just went off on me .-.
She said if I were to stay home I would have to put my laptop and phone up somewhere that way I wouldn’t be using them ._.
Like r u trying to punish me for being sick?
Sorry I threw up and I don’t feel good?
Is that what she wanted me to say?
Plus even I threw up at school who would pick me up?!
Not you because you can’t leave work!...
Oof...
She just called me and said she was sorry for yelling and that she was just tired and annoyed by my siblings this morning...
So yeah
I’m staying home td
But I’m sick :’)

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