일러스트・만화 투고&SNS사이트 - ART street by MediBang

Before I sleep

IM STILL UPSET THAT I STILL WANNA RANT ABOUT DAWN—
also
I’m doing a fanart challenge for my YouTube channel if I haven’t said already
Here’s my YouTube channel if you don’t have it
Please make fanart I only have one who made one and one who is working on it So please
It’s not really a competition if there’s 1-2 drawings
Link to YouTube contest vid thing:
https://youtu.be/qZLGIlqqSF0

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  • > AccaliaTheTrashcan Yay!

  • I’ll try-

  • > Qiroen Yay

  • > InkLord Alright thank you!

If you’re confused

Dawn.
I like her.
I don’t want Luka to tell her.
Or another of my other friends.
I don’t know how she’d react.
I just want to have a normal friendship
And her to be happy
I don’t care if my heart breaks
I know there is someone else out there that probably likes her...
I hope she likes them back.
No matter how much it hurts to say that...
I’d be happy if she is
She was so nice,
I still miss her
I can’t stop thinking about the fun things we did
I can’t stop

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  • ...

SORRY FOR SPAMMING BUT

I’m getting close to hyperventilating HHHHHHH
I DONT WANT LUKA TO FIND OUT- LEADING INTO DAWN FINDING OUT!
PBUT I DONT WANNA DELETE THE POSTS
HHHHHHHHHH
idk why but.....
I CANT STOO THINKING OF FUNNTHINGS I DID WITH DAWN ;^;

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  • > Experiment 7 I feel bad.....

  • > Tux Cattø Yeah I can't go to the person I like...about anything

  • > Experiment 7 I wish I could talk to her about it! She was the only one I could go to but I can’t this time

  • > Experiment 7 The person I like H I want her to know but I don’t, I don’t know what to do....

Hhhh

I’m sorry I’m not on as much
I’m sorry I can’t always be there
I’m sorry I can’t help you all
I’m sorry I’m always busy
I’m sorry I’m being like this
I’m sorry I vent
I’m sorry I don’t tell you all I can
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for not...
For not being the person I am here in real life.
I want to be.
And people say I am, but it doesn’t feel the same
Im sorry I argue
I’m sorry for my opinions
I’m sorry for my thoughts
I’m sorry I can’t stop
I’m sorry I have more
I’m sorry I can’t see you in real life
I’m sorry if I’m mean
I don’t wanna be
Real life doesn’t feel the same as here
I’m sorry I’m always wishing I was here, missing you all even if it’s only been a couple days...
I’m sorry I can’t handle everything
I really am

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  • It’s okay.. We understand you’re busy..

  • > InkLord Ya... Except sometimes I wish I could just use my life to draw.... Drawing makes me feel free

  • > GalacticPetal At least sofa and Rosie are here.... And sometimes I can talk to Luka and Reese...

  • Hmm.. Well, you aren't perfect. Nobody is. It's okay to not be in here all the time, you do have a life. Hecc, I'm not on a lot during the day most of the time. So don't worry about it. You're fine.

Why?

Why must I be gay for her?
For the girl that moved away?
Why must I miss her so much?
Why must I still care for her as much as I do?
I wanna see her.
But she moved to another state.
Now I can only text her.
I wanna talk to her during the winter since she’ll be here for a while.
I miss her.
Too much.
I can’t tell her how I feel.
I feel like it would ruin the friendship I have, at least make it really awkward...
So....
I’m just going to tell you.
Tell you what I wish I could tell her.
I still miss her and she’s been gone since summer.
She made me happy...
Made me laugh...
She helped me and was a great friend when it came to venting.
Now I just wish I could tell her this.
I wanna see her again,
Tell her everything...
I love how she’s such a fun and nice person.
How she makes people feel better.
She still makes me feel happy.
I miss her.
Way too much.
But I can’t stop.
So I’m just going to tell you.

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  • ...I can’t stop it.

I’m stupid.
Stupid as fricc.
It’s like I can’t know my friends.
There are moments when it feels like I do t have any besides you.
And it’s terrible.
I wish you where here.
I wish you where here for me.
I wish I could talk to you in person.
I don’t care what your age is.
I just wish some of the only people I think I can trust could be there....

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  • > AccaliaTheTrashcan ;^;

  • WHY DOES THIS SCREEN HAVE TO BE IN THE WAY ;^;

  • > Tux Cattø Mhm

  • > CryBebe At least we can talk through here. At least I can be friends with you I’m some way.

Just great.

Delta’s gone.
I’m always scared.
I have like two friends besides you guys.
I need help.
I can’t fix myself though.
Whatever.
I don’t even care anymore.
Im always upset.
Three always something wrong.
I can’t fix it.
Whatever.

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  • > Tux Cattø Mhm That’s why I hid in my room and hid under my blanket and cried :’)

  • I’m sorry I don’t know what to do...

  • > CryBebe I hate crying ;^; I couldn’t let my parents eee me crying because they’d ask why I was crying

  • > Tux Cattø ... I cried for a bit last night bc I thought my best friend was going to leave me... That was fun...