I hate how I still miss my old comfort characters. I lost interest in them and the show they're from a long time ago (sometime last year during the summer) and whenever I think about them, I still always feel like crying but I feel like I can't/shouldn't because it's so silly /childish/immature for me to miss them so much. They're not even real people so why am I like this? I'm going to be 19 in a couple months and I'm still not as mature as I wish I was. I miss my younger self. I miss my old comfort characters. I miss my old OCs. I miss my old hobbies/interests. I miss being able to be emotional over anything without being judged or having to worry about possibly being judged. I just want to go back to being a kid again so I can revisit all of that one more time.