You ever just accidentally assume smth and make things really weird and awkward between you and another person? Cuz I’ve done that a lot and it’s honestly fucking with my anxiety but I genuinely don’t know how to deal with it??? Like, it’s really hard for me to talk to people in the first place but fixing a miscommunication is so fucking hard and it’s just makes me wanna cry every time cuz it feels like I’ve done something really wrong by bothering someone about something. I kinda thought I’d gotten better with it recently but nope- anxiety is apparently going to be the death of me. I dunno why- maybe I’d just be better off asking beforehand if I don’t understand something? I just really hate bothering people and having them have to deal with my shit. It makes me feel really bad and I just- I dunno, it sucks. I know this is mostly my fault cuz I kinda misunderstand things sometimes but it doesn’t make it any easier for me to forgive myself? Like, situations like this I’ve encountered fucking haunt me when I have nothing to really think about and it kinda makes me feel like a tiny bit of a failure. I sorta know I’m not but that’s the mindset I go into every time I have to bother people by asking questions or talking to them. Maybe I’m overreacting though? I mean, I probably am but I’ve kinda always been like this I guess