For those who didn't know, I'm back. This past week has taken a major toll on my mental health and emotional state but I'm slowly trying to get back up to a higher point. I've still been stressing because my grandma's been in the hospital for a few days but don't worry, everything is going well for her so far. I've still been a little overly edgy because of all the stress and I got into an argument with Mom because of something that happened, which was totally avoidable but did I keep my cool? Noooo! I just HAD to take it personally and then fly off the handle, acting like the immature jerkwad that I am. She even said it was out of my control when she first mentioned it but I took it too personally when we went into more detail and I "threw a temper tantrum", as she put it when we both snapped. Right now, I'm still feeling really guilty about it and I'm just hoping that I won't be this low tomorrow. But overall, I guess I'm doing okay. Not great, not horrible, somewhere in between. I've been on an emotional roller coaster and I just want to get off. I'm trying to work on all this, so I'll keep you all posted on how I'm doing if and when I actually improve.