Let's we say goodbye, shall we?
P.S. : For my old reader which I don't really know if they're still exist in this site.
Um...I don't know where to start, but...maybe this is the time I want to say goodbye. I haven't doing so many activities for a long time, maybe nothing, but I will not forget this website, especially a lot of people in here, which is really nice. So, for you who don't really care my real story, just skip to the end paragraph(It's not all of my real story though, I just want to share about why am I quit).
So, I studied software engineering when I was 14, I guess? Between 14 and 15, and it's been like 2 years, I guess. And, when I was 14, that is how I start drawing too. My little dream was to make a game when I can make people happy. I just love playing video games. I was making a progress to get into the drawing thing like that because I want to make a game, at least 2D game. But that wasn't as easy as I thought. The problem not in the coding and drawing, but I need a music, sound effect, all that related with music I guess.
But, when I was 14 too, I'm new to a manga community and anime community in general. Like, I know mainstream anime like Naruto and kind of thing when I was a child, but when I was 14 I watched a lot of cool anime like code geass, black butler, and so on. So I thought, well, it would be cool if I can made that. But that's just almost impossible, at least I can do it if I got a ton of team and made a company. Because I'm so horrible in the music, I just thought, well, maybe I will change my mind.
And yes, I changed my little dream that I wanted to became a game developer to become a mangaka and I hope that someday my manga can become a cool anime. But, I changed my mind again.
So, for past few months, I didn't even draw anything in a serious way. Which I mean is...I usually draw like a cool one page manga in a few hours, maybe even took twelve hours to finish one page, but I just, well...draw in the class and do some sh*t when I was bored. Instead of that, I just focus on coding again, for like, almost 8 hours a day. And well, because I want to make video game from the beginning, so I just want to make my 'main story' for becoming a game.
I know I'm not really good at music, but at least if I try, maybe something different will happen. And I hope I can be an Indie developer, like become an avatar and mastering everything XD. So, I decided to not make a manga again, I guess. But, because I want to say a lot of thank you for this website, I want to make my last comic, like...this one is the most masterpiece I've ever made.
Because of this website, I learned a lot, like not just drawing stuff, but I become more mature and mature. I learned to accept advice from people, even if that's so cruel to me, as long as that makes sense, I will try my best to fix that. When I was new in this site, I'm just...a child. I'm just a teenager which think I'm the best because everyone in my school is like...not really good at drawing and that kind of stuff. But, now I realize something. I just realize, well...this world is big. Like, there are a lot of people. Some are just too kind and don't want to criticize me, some are realistic and said whatever they thought, and some are...well, you know that.
So, the conclusion is, I will stop to make a manga, but before I do that, I will make a new manga for this website. But, I'm still busy in my real life too, so I don't know when it will release. Maybe 3-4 months? I don't really care if there was not a contest at that time. I will still publish it here. And of course, I will not become selfish again. Because, in my third version of 'my wish' story, a lot of people said 'that is not good for old readers', and because this is not for contest(even though if there is a contest, I will enter it), so I will give you all the best. Full color page for the first page, btw, and I'm really bad in coloring, so sorry.
Um...I don't know where to start, but...maybe this is the time I want to say goodbye. I haven't doing so many activities for a long time, maybe nothing, but I will not forget this website, especially a lot of people in here, which is really nice. So, for you who don't really care my real story, just skip to the end paragraph(It's not all of my real story though, I just want to share about why am I quit).
So, I studied software engineering when I was 14, I guess? Between 14 and 15, and it's been like 2 years, I guess. And, when I was 14, that is how I start drawing too. My little dream was to make a game when I can make people happy. I just love playing video games. I was making a progress to get into the drawing thing like that because I want to make a game, at least 2D game. But that wasn't as easy as I thought. The problem not in the coding and drawing, but I need a music, sound effect, all that related with music I guess.
But, when I was 14 too, I'm new to a manga community and anime community in general. Like, I know mainstream anime like Naruto and kind of thing when I was a child, but when I was 14 I watched a lot of cool anime like code geass, black butler, and so on. So I thought, well, it would be cool if I can made that. But that's just almost impossible, at least I can do it if I got a ton of team and made a company. Because I'm so horrible in the music, I just thought, well, maybe I will change my mind.
And yes, I changed my little dream that I wanted to became a game developer to become a mangaka and I hope that someday my manga can become a cool anime. But, I changed my mind again.
So, for past few months, I didn't even draw anything in a serious way. Which I mean is...I usually draw like a cool one page manga in a few hours, maybe even took twelve hours to finish one page, but I just, well...draw in the class and do some sh*t when I was bored. Instead of that, I just focus on coding again, for like, almost 8 hours a day. And well, because I want to make video game from the beginning, so I just want to make my 'main story' for becoming a game.
I know I'm not really good at music, but at least if I try, maybe something different will happen. And I hope I can be an Indie developer, like become an avatar and mastering everything XD. So, I decided to not make a manga again, I guess. But, because I want to say a lot of thank you for this website, I want to make my last comic, like...this one is the most masterpiece I've ever made.
Because of this website, I learned a lot, like not just drawing stuff, but I become more mature and mature. I learned to accept advice from people, even if that's so cruel to me, as long as that makes sense, I will try my best to fix that. When I was new in this site, I'm just...a child. I'm just a teenager which think I'm the best because everyone in my school is like...not really good at drawing and that kind of stuff. But, now I realize something. I just realize, well...this world is big. Like, there are a lot of people. Some are just too kind and don't want to criticize me, some are realistic and said whatever they thought, and some are...well, you know that.
So, the conclusion is, I will stop to make a manga, but before I do that, I will make a new manga for this website. But, I'm still busy in my real life too, so I don't know when it will release. Maybe 3-4 months? I don't really care if there was not a contest at that time. I will still publish it here. And of course, I will not become selfish again. Because, in my third version of 'my wish' story, a lot of people said 'that is not good for old readers', and because this is not for contest(even though if there is a contest, I will enter it), so I will give you all the best. Full color page for the first page, btw, and I'm really bad in coloring, so sorry.
