So, for the past few months, I've been having these crazy (in a good way) dreams involving me hanging out with some of my newer comfort characters but the things that happen are the same as similar dreams I had back when I was 16 and when I was still in my JoJo phase. While the new dreams are cool, they make me want to cry as soon as I wake up because I still miss my old comfort characters. I've been trying to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night because of it. I started watching Part 4 of JoJo last November but I lost interest in it shortly afterwards and I really miss when I was 16 and still really into it. And I lost interest in Midnight Horror School a while back and I still miss my comfort characters from that show, too. I just want to go back to last year when I first got into it because now I don't feel comfortable watching it anymore (Ironic since it was one of my old comfort animes, lol). Same with JoJo. Because of what I had to deal with when I was still into it (Bullying, realizing that the fandom was problematic, etc), I just don't feel comfortable watching it anymore. That's why I wish I could go back in time to go through both my JoJo phase and my MHS phase again. I wish that the dreams I have at night didn't remind me of the ones I had in the past because I'm tired of crying over dumb things like this. I'm just sick of this. I'm embarrassed of my younger self but I also miss her in a lot of ways.