uhh ive been gone on discord for a bit, and i know i always come here to talk about it, but i wont make this too long??

my mom put a passcode on her phone 10 days ago, so its been practically impossible for me to try and get on without her permission. my last attempt was a week ago, and ive been pretty unsuccessful
i waited about a week to try again to diminish her suspicions or whatever, and only today i actually managed to get on. even then she was suspicious so im gonna have to continue this laying low thing
i tried to get on discord anyway about half an hour ago, and the verification required thing was on there, so ill have to wait for the first or longer to attempt to get on discord again aha

anyways, just letting people know because ik i keep having to leave and come back with context for certain times. dunno how i survived those 7 months last time but i dont want it to happen again
i know i say it time and time again and it practically means nothing at this point, but im really sorry for being dead on medi. idk why i just dont abandon this site completely, but last time i did i came back because of the memories and shit. tons of my friends are dead at this point on here, but for the people on here trying to keep it alive, props to you guys

i dont want to make this too long so ill end it here but yeah. thx for taking your time to read this. you dont need to respond tbh

- prez/kivun