so uh, i'm not going to let this turn into a vent. just gonna ramble here i guess

i'm already stressed from laying low. or trying, atleast. i sleep during the hours i should be awake now, and i'm surprised that my mom doesn't seem to care. i don't want to jinx it, though, so i'll be grateful while it lasts.

a week left until the first semester for my homeschool is finished. a week left for me to finish over 20 tests. math is easy since i can just look it up. english is hard but i'm getting there. i have to read world history and biology/science to actually understand it. i hate reading. not the subject, just reading in general.

ah well, 7 days it is.

still waiting for my birthday, too. last time i checked it was over 100 days but that was the start of january, maybe??
i think i only have 1 month left since february is over. 54 days left now, 47 left after.
i hope that i can atleast still be on here by the time my birthday passes. not to get shit or anything, tbh. i'd just be surprised if i can last more than a month or two.