Apart from me needing to free up some space on my phone before I post any new drawings, I've also partially lost the motivation to do so because my mental/emotional states still aren't the best. They haven't been since last year and I'm still on that mental decline I've talked about before. Another family member passed yesterday and it mentally fucked me up more than I thought it would. I was still grieving for my grandma, my godmother and my cat so this just adds something else to my plate and I don't know how I'll deal with it. I've lost interest in everything I'd normally be doing and I gave up on one of the coping mechanisms I had that really helped me before but now I can't get it back so that makes me feel even worse. I really don't feel like myself right now and it makes me a little nervous because I don't know how long this feeling will last. Because of all this, I've lost all motivation to do even simple things that might help me. And I don't know if coping with the stress/grief is a good thing because a guy in a Discord server I'm in said that coping is a self-destructive behavior and it keeps you from growing as a person. It doesn't matter if it's healthy or not, he just sees coping with anything in any way is bad. I don't know if he's right or not. I haven't been able to think clearly since all of this crap started. I really don't know what to do because I'm really being pushed to my limits and I don't know how much more I can take before I really break.